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All of a sudden everything I've imagined for me is falling into place. and its kind of freaking me out...

I just hope I never have to think, "that was my life just passing me by..."

My Blog

frustrations

is it selfish of me to want to do absoutly nothing? to not have to do the dishes, to not have to worry about laundry, to not have to push and push to try and get damn shelves in my apt so all his book...
Posted by on Mon, 28 Jan 2008 18:34:00 GMT

cha-cha-changes...

people don't realize how they've changed (or not changed) over the years.  its 4 days out from being the year 2008 and i think its time for me to reflect on how i've changed and come up with a re...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Dec 2007 13:53:00 GMT

think...

it's unbelievable. my life has progressed so quickly in the past month alone not to mention the past year.  all of a sudden its like wham! here i am but how did i get here and whats going to happ...
Posted by on Sun, 21 Oct 2007 19:57:00 GMT

Are you ready for life?

have i really moved on from my life as a student? what do you say when you're told that you're too involved with something that shouldn't concern you because you're out of school. even when that som...
Posted by on Sun, 16 Sep 2007 17:19:00 GMT

Life is a daring adventure or nothing. - H.K.

A daring adventure.  A daring adventure would be plucking me from the comforts and luxuries I know as home and plopping me Bear Grylls style in the middle of the rainforest. Breathtaking and abso...
Posted by on Wed, 22 Aug 2007 21:11:00 GMT

So I live in boo-effing west chicago...

i feel like such the fucking loner right now. thanks. thanks a lot. just cuz i live in the middle of boo fucking no-where.so i notice this trend that i only post blogs when i'm pissed, sad, or otherwi...
Posted by on Thu, 09 Aug 2007 19:44:00 GMT

how does that saying go...."green with envy"..?

i do realize all of the good things i have. all of the nice things, all of the privilages. and i am grateful. ...i am grateful. ...but there's still jealousy. one of the deadly sins of which i have on...
Posted by on Mon, 30 Jul 2007 19:37:00 GMT

it does make one wonder

my poor family has been through so much this year.  i dont understand why we have to feel so much pain. but on the other hand, its almost as if it has helped us remember how important it is to ke...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Jul 2007 15:26:00 GMT

mid-year reflection...

i guess technically, its not even halfway through the year yet, but what a year......so far my family has gone through more than enough suffering and death. and i've been weak. i dont dare give my spe...
Posted by on Mon, 02 Jul 2007 20:13:00 GMT

Starting Over

started cleaning up my page. i've neglected my poor myspace...next up deleting people who really aren't my friends...i'm starting over...
Posted by on Sat, 30 Jun 2007 13:24:00 GMT