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About Me

I'm an open book, but i'm real shy. I'm sensitive, and callous. Lover, and a fighter. I'm not afraid of life. I constantly need to move forward. I have too much pride. But, I'm not afraid to be the bigger person. I have a wonderful life. Its not hard for me to be me. I love my bestfriends...all of them =] Get to know me ;]

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so this is what it feels like...

Wow, Dad, you're really gone for good. Everything hits me differently. Sunsets, songs, movies. long drives down riding roads now turning into a miserable ride down memory lane. this heartache sits in ...
Posted by on Sun, 25 Oct 2009 17:05:00 GMT

This one goes out to the one I love.

Starlight, starbrightfall hard, and crash tonight.I wish I may, I wish I might.Pine, perish, and burn so bright. Starlight, Starbright,The only star i ever see at nightI wish so much, I wish so hardI ...
Posted by on Fri, 19 Jun 2009 14:00:00 GMT

6.6.09

Heres to stripping it down to the bones. Only, I really wish I could get that deep. The only true question that has been on my mind latley is who I am. I don't know what aspect I want to know. Like, h...
Posted by on Fri, 05 Jun 2009 21:15:00 GMT

Crying Day

torn and tied give it time to unwind.I hate these spurts! writer's tourrets. It comes and goes so freely. Without my permission. I don't want to have to start at first base with my words. I want to ma...
Posted by on Thu, 30 Apr 2009 22:11:00 GMT

i got tired of waiting...

i missed that little voice ib my head, the one that questions everything. she always starts with, "I Wonder..." and ends with, "oooohhhh!". i hope theres a crack in this writers dam. because i feel a...
Posted by on Sun, 19 Apr 2009 06:54:00 GMT

all I can manage

I only cry when I so alone.I'll built it, to burn it down.i'll miss you like a phantom limb.while my heart's hiding safe and sound.I lack that empathy, that sympathy.
Posted by on Mon, 13 Apr 2009 12:54:00 GMT

Nothing could describe me more perfectly.

If I can't crawl inside of you,I'm laughing with a broken faceI stumble across my self esteem.But to picture the pleasure is making me want my space.Understand...that God wrapped you like a bow.But in...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Apr 2009 13:23:00 GMT

to yearn...

look at the stars, look how they shine for you. I swear to god I could see hearts in your eyes this morning. I was grateful i could see you like you see me. Now, as i sit right behind you, im thinking...
Posted by on Thu, 22 Jan 2009 18:42:00 GMT

I can feel it comin back again...

I'm growing so strong. Through the ground. Through the clouds. Through this mind of mine that keeps me down. No rush. No worries. No limits to these speeds. You see our faces smilin through smoke...
Posted by on Thu, 07 Aug 2008 05:51:00 GMT

eh fuck.

It would take more than one deep breath to convey all the thoughts I have.  God! So many wanna-be questions. I don't have any answers to anything.  I don't even fucking know.  It sours ...
Posted by on Mon, 28 Jul 2008 19:21:00 GMT