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About Me

I am a bohemian, republican by blood, liberal by pro-choice. I believe in freedom and love, beauty and truth. I believe that everyone should be given the opportunity to create and not be persecuted. I am your anti-thesis. I am not the God fearing, civic minded, All-American breeding stock. I am an individual and I choose my own destiny.
Teach me your way o, Lord, and I will walk in your truth; give me an undivided heart so that I may fear your name psalm 86:11
I do not believe in the American dream. I dont believe in war. I hate those who choose to be ignorant. I feel sorry for those who dont take advantage of what our country offers. I wish for everyone to understand the joys of the stage. I wish everyone would realize the genius of Jonathan Larson. I wish those who have died had seen the beauty of life.
Bombing for peace is like fucking for virginity
I wish to intrigue those who are reading this. I believe I have if you are reading this far. I want to piss people off with my insane rants and get them to think. I wish Freud could see me now. I dont believe that I will be married. I will be voted most likely to end up has the crazy aunt or the cat lady. I want to create for a living. I dont have to have to pay for life. If I ever get into an accident, I dont believe in life support. I do not fear death, I fear not living life.
Lifes a banquet and most poor suckers are starving to death. Auntie Mame
I love my friends. If we all could live forever, I would. If all my friends die first, I will die of a broken heart. I believe that love and friendship holds a life together or tears it apart. Love is dangerous and wonderful. I did believe at love at first sight and then realize that what Bubby said was true. I dont believe in it anymore. I hate high school relationships; thats why I have had so many. I am a walking contradiction. And then I stop.
Drink to me. Last words of Pablo Picasso
Picasso was pretty chill. I dont like planning my wedding. I Love that bubby capitalizes Love. I love how Briana lives in art. I wish that I could be what I believe in. I feel like a female Mark Cohen minus that awesomeness and singing ability. I wish I had a video camera. I wish I could take pictures. I wish that I could draw well and play the guitar. I wish that I could just sit down and write volumes of nonsense that would be recognized after I die as brilliant. Only those who suffer are remembered. Not many are willing to take that chance.
Emancipate yourself from mental slavery, non but ourselves can free our minds. Bob Marley.
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

my maker

Music:

no order in particular... a: a static lullaby, all-american rejects, atreyu, ac/dc, a cutthroat kiss, the archies,adelade, afi
b: buddy holly, bob dylan, bright eyes, beach boys, beatles, boston, beastie boys, bobby day, bobby darin, bob marley, bon jovi, the bryds
c: chuck berry, chevelle, cold war kids, chronic future, clash, coheed and cambria, coldplay, creed, cheap trick, the calling crosby, stills and nash
d: dresdan dolls, depeche mode, doors, dashboard, dogwood, dead kennedys, death cab for cutie, donnas
e: eagles, elvis, emery, everly brothers, eve 6, elton john
f: flogging molly, fly leaf, finch,fats domino feable weiner, fall out boy, foo fighters
g: green day, grateful dead,the grass roots, get up kids, guns and roses, godspell,
h: hives, honorary title, hot hot heat, hair, hawthorne heights
i: interpol, itsrevenge, ima robot
j:jack johnson, journey, janis joplin, jerry lee lewis, jimi hendrix, jimmy eat world
k: the kinks, the killers
l: the lovin' spoonful, limbeck
m: my hotel year, the mamas and the papas, the monkees, morningwood, moulin rouge, muse, my chemical romance
n:nirvana, neil sedaka
o: odd project, offspring, ok go
p: puddle of mudd, procol harum, postal service, the producers
q: queen,
r: rooney, the rascals, roy orbinson, the rasmus, rent
s: SHE WANTS REVENGE, strawberry alarm clock, simon and garfunkel, stray cats, say anything, the starting line, sublime, saves the day, she wants revenge,saosin, the spill canvas, soft cell
t: taking back sunday, thrice, three days grace, thrid eye blind, the thrills, thursday, the shins
u: unwritten law, the used
v: the vespers, voice of the beehive,
w: the who, weezer, wicked
x:
y: yeah yeah yeahs, the youngbloods, yellowcard
z: zz top,

and almost anything else i hear

Movies:

almost famous, school of rock, outcold, rocky horror picture show, hair, newsies, bourne idenity, 10 things i hate about you, grind, from hell, sleepy hallow, the ring, beauty and the beast, peter pan, jungle book, anastsia, october sky, some like it hot, sleeping beauty, star wars, midsummer nights dream, napoleon dynamite, luther, finding neverland, charlie and the chocolate factory, italian job, ocean's eleven, mallrats, clerks, chasing amy, jay and silent bob strike back, dogma, anything directed by tim burton, sin city, casanova

Television:

"Handsome Boy"

I said, "that boy's handsome" and a little bit of me wanted to be beautiful- Carrie said, "It's hard to look in the mirror these days when everyone has everything you'd rather be." There's just something about his smile He looks so nice, I wish I had friends like that They'd always be there for me, I wouldn't look bad They wouldn't talk behind my back.
---saves the day

Books:

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Heroes:

Jesus is my super hero!

My Blog

bringing it back

so like im not desperate at all, i swearthe original boyfriend/fling applicationname?age?location?do you drive? what kind of car?why would you want to do this?how do you know me?what makes you bette...
Posted by whatsername on Fri, 25 Apr 2008 03:42:00 PST

need a private detective

i don't know how many times i have searched myspace and facebook figuring that we grew up in the same time, he must have one. at least i prayed for that. i don't know what he looks like now, i only ha...
Posted by whatsername on Sun, 20 Apr 2008 02:55:00 PST

today

I am lost in a cybernetic world. I was told the other day that there was an Easter egg hunt online where you have to go from site to site collecting eggs. People have attempted to recruit me to th...
Posted by whatsername on Mon, 24 Mar 2008 02:36:00 PST

something wishful

My eyes are painted black and my lips glisten red. I want to be beautiful in the most traditional and simple way. I am in such a void right now and all I want is to be a mind-numbing beauty; a paintin...
Posted by whatsername on Sat, 05 Jan 2008 12:10:00 PST

this is new life.

This is my wall.This is my side of the room.bookcase.this is the cancer hut...its the smoking area below my window.<3...
Posted by whatsername on Fri, 18 Aug 2006 12:52:00 PST

absent

"I feel like a stranger each time I come home. So I am making a deal with the devil of fame, let me walk away, please."-bright eyes 'landlocked blue' ..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsof...
Posted by whatsername on Tue, 20 Nov 2007 02:12:00 PST

69

i wrote this a while ago and just found it again. i think it applys right now more than ever... The Concept of 69 is the basic human instinct of you scratch my back ill scratch yours. Bu...
Posted by whatsername on Mon, 19 Nov 2007 03:33:00 PST

that haunting feeling

Ever since I found out that a certain friend of mine had never heard any real Beatles music,(i.e. Sgt. Peppers Lonely Hearts Club Band), its been running through my head. Like non-stop. One of my all...
Posted by whatsername on Thu, 31 May 2007 01:51:00 PST

Monosyllabic answers

I don't know why I feel this way right now, this empty cavern that is slowly corrupting my soul as I keep pushing the questions I want answered aside. I don't know why I am so unwilling to confront pe...
Posted by whatsername on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 09:56:00 PST

a repost of an old memory

Happiness is remembering the old times listening to "its getting hot in here" Happiness is friends' traditions Happiness is making sure those traditions remain intact Happiness is...
Posted by whatsername on Sat, 02 Dec 2006 05:21:00 PST