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becca

oh will you be the one who smiles for me?

About Me

i create and navigate. i'm silent and sweet...
but i'm a mystery, baby

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sweet little hymns pop/anti folk/twee/bedroom

backprofile . diary-ish . musicblog!

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My Interests

music and theatre. mi familia! playing guitar. writing. subjects that challenge your mind and your beliefs. the warm feel of autumn and the surprise of the first shed of snow. wearing scarves and pumas. dancing in the dark. watching clever films. old records and art. the conecpt of fashion, lines and structure. eating sushi. drinking bubble tea. going to shows and concerts. intelligent conversations. honey, chai, tea. ultimate frisbee. i'm a sucker for antifolk, jazz and bedroom melodies. or simply walking around town. & of course, my patent becca-dee moves

I'd like to meet:

paul van dyk and ayn rand.

A tiny little girl ties flowers to her wrists. And the bees come round to adorn her.
darling, comment:

Music:

paul van dyk.

Movies:

trainspotting.
american beauty.
requiem for a dream.
a clockwork orange.
existenz.
the united states of leland.
eternal sunshine on the spotless mind.
maria full of grace.
saved.
boondock saints.
amelie.
gosford park.
resevoir dogs.
jesus' son.
the island.
shakespeare in love.
saint elmos fire.
kill bill vol 1&2.
lost in translation.
fulltime killer.
ghost world.
me and you and everyone we know.
chasing amy.
emma.
capote.
the squid and the whale.
winter's passing.
momento.
royal tenenbaums.
the anniversary party.
sidewalks of new york.
200 cigarettes.
almost famous.
bootmen.
swing kids.
pi.
girl interrupted.
fight club.
gattaca.
garden state.
das boot.
the motorcylce diaries.
the princess and the warrior.
run lola run.
miranda miranda.
this is not a film.
donnie darko
born into brothels
city of god
raising victor vargas
imaginary heroes.
the harmonists.
cherish.

Television:

sex and the city. six feet under. ifc short films.

Books:

atlas shrugged. the fountainhead. life of pi. the perks of being a wallflower. fargo rock city. diary. lullaby. anthem. we the living.

My Blog

even if we're just dancing in the dark...

"You can't start a fireYou can't start a fire without a sparkThis gun's for hireEven if we're just dancing in the dark" i just want little sparks to fly in the air. like a bonfire, where the blaz...
Posted by becca on Sat, 12 May 2007 08:40:00 PST

And I am a peach down in the forest of knives and snakes and mesquite

Where all is a dream, all eyes on me, and I bite my nails till they bleed.(The prevailing winds from the east) I will set my sights on defeat. i'm SO relieved my term paper madness is over. now that i...
Posted by becca on Sat, 05 May 2007 07:49:00 PST

shoulderblades

things are so peculiar sometimes. things meaning occurences. occurences meaning new beginnings. new beginnings meaning change in heart. change in heart meaning for the better. these things have been ...
Posted by becca on Fri, 27 Apr 2007 09:16:00 PST

I heard a knockin' on the door "Let me into your heart"

...But it mighta been the Devil, he is awfully smart i haven't had three seconds to myself in the past two weeks. i haven't gotten a good amount of sleep in the past month or two or even mabye three...
Posted by becca on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 07:41:00 PST

Am I your wetnap? Freestyle walkin'

This scar is a fleck on my porcelain skin. tried to reach deep but you couldn't get in. now you're outside me. you see all the beauty. repent all your sin. It's nothing but time and a face that you lo...
Posted by becca on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 01:13:00 PST

Devil got my woman

sometimes, i can feel so beautiful inside and out. like a sparkling ocean reflects from my eyes. like my lips are soft and glossy. like my skin is silky and cool- trembling like my face does after cle...
Posted by becca on Thu, 12 Apr 2007 05:37:00 PST

Will you make a plan to love me sometime soon?

i'm an explorer. and i just keep learning and finding more and more. of what, i'm not quite sure how to classify. saying that i'm finding more out about life is somewhat of a false statement. it'...
Posted by becca on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 12:37:00 PST

destroy yrself

i'm chronically ill. not in physical life or death situation, though maybe. more in a mental state. i feel the only way i can face it is if i write it down, in all its fucked up ways. no matter where...
Posted by becca on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 09:05:00 PST

home to me is reality and all I need is something real

i've been writing monologues in my head all day long. but, they're really not monologues...no...more like self reflections. it's interesting. huh. today was strange. nothing in particular happened, it...
Posted by becca on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 06:14:00 PST

the grotesque manifestation of myself.

'it feels good to be used when yr using' cause i wrote some of my greatest yet and it was all deleted before i saved it. hiodhfkdhgkhg makes me really really irritated cause this has happened twice s...
Posted by becca on Sat, 17 Mar 2007 06:20:00 PST