Marilou

Well.. lets start by saying i was born in montreal but i lived in mont-laurier for 12 years of my life.. then moved to northbay on. to learn English... stayed there maybe 6 and half to 7 years. a bit over a year ago i moved back to (ma ville natal) Montreal... lived a crazy year let me tell you... i dont think i was ever 18... learned way more than what i hoped, but it did make me stronger... it also made me realized that its easy living with your parents.. it did make me love them even more than before.. way more... i moved here to sing... to have a career in singing... i was determined, moved here not knowing anyone or anything about the big city... some say i have guts or im brave.. i see it more like...well i cant really find the word but its close to stupid. not really thinking about what i was doing.... i have always been sheltered from my parents.. they made everything look so simple... so i though i could do anything, it looked so easy, once i got here i had no more comfort, subconsciously looking for any i could find.. most people didnt realize thats what it was... i certainly didnt... made my first big mistakes, to innocent to see i was taking too much in, not letting go of enough.. couldn't lose that image of comfort i was creating... well meeting my conscience was quite a shock... grew up and started living the adult life.. got a job, an apartment, no singing all that much anymore... oh ill start again once i get strong on my feet and only depending on myself... now i cant complain.. i got the most wonderful boyfriend.. he understands my ups and downs.. he knows half of me, and hes helping me discover the other...for now this is my story.. the best is to come.. one day i will be living off making music... (if more information needed.. ask me) ..'http://www.ToolsForMySpace.com'ToolsForMySpace.com