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About Me

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I was the shyest human ever invented, but I had a lion inside me that wouldn't shut up!
font face="Georgia" â€œI have found it easier to identify with the characters who verge upon hysteria, who were frightened of life, who were desperate to reach out to another person. But these seemingly fragile people are the strong people really.
''She is a friend of mind. She gather's me. The pieces I am,
she gather them and give them back to me in all the right order. It's good, you know,
when you got a woman who is a friend of your mind..''
''I spend alot of my time missing Her.....
Every man I meet wants to protect me. I can't figure out what from.
A sure way to lose happiness, I found, is to want it at the expense of everything else.
I am just too much.
There are many things in your heart you can never tell to another person. They are you, your private joys and sorrows, and you can never tell them. You cheapen yourself, the inside of yourself, when you tell them.
I think the main reason my marriages failed is that I always loved too well but never wisely.
Cultivate your curves - they may be dangerous but they won't be avoided.
I see you're a man with ideals. I guess I better be going while you've still got them.
I existed in a world that never is - the prison of the mind.
I was fine when it came to cheering up others, not so fine with myself.
It is difficult to write about any form of mental disease, especially your own, without sounding as if you were examining a bug under glass.
Jealousy is, I think, the worst of all faults because it makes a victim of both parties.
Wealth, beauty, and fame are transient. When those are gone, little is left except the need to be useful.
To me, being grown-up meant smoking cigarettes, drinking cocktails, and dressing up in high heels and glamourous outfits.
I couldn't bear it if anyone knew I had hardly any self-confidence at all.
You have enough people sitting around telling you you're wonderful, then you start believing you're fabulous, then someone tells you your awful and you believe that too!
I am not interested in money. I just want to be wonderful.
I smoke all the time, one after the other.
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I'm a complete wreck, i'm missing you, i'm not sleeping, i'm lost, i'm bruised, i'm feeling sorry for myself, i've been high for five days with no sleep,i'm on the phone, unhinged, i'm passed out in the tent we made, i'm so pale you can see right through me.

I'd like to meet:

Who I'd Like To Meet....?

My confidence again please

I would like to meet those who endure constant self-analysis, although not so consumed by themselves that they fail to acknowledge the world around them. People who dig into their subconscious to create and inspire. Songwriters and literate characters; alcoholics, junkies, prostitutes, homosexuals, transvestites and outcasts engaged in their daily struggle for survival.

on est ei similis

Music:

The Cardigans, Bjork, Faith No More Mogwai Bright Eyes Maximo Park The postal service, Explosions in the sky, Cold War Kids Martha Wainwright Crippled Black Pheonix Gym Class Heroes Elton John, Isis Converge A Silver Mount Zion, Fall Out Boy, Fleetwood Mac Pelican Maximo Park The postal service, Explosions in the sky, Peaches, The Knife, Travis, Robots in Disguise These Arms Are Snakes Hatebreed, Simply Red, Imogen Heap, Joy Division Deftones Cher, Massive Attack Potishead The Verve Amy Winehouse, Kings of Leon Sufjan Stevens Anthony & The Johnsons, Jamie T, Clutch, Throwdown, Annie Lennox, The Pixies Oasis, Monoset, Babar Luck, Bob Marley Ub40, Terrence Trent D'arby, Arcade Fire And About A Million MoreThis profile was tweaked at MyspaceGeeks.com

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Movies:

True Romance
Eternal Sunshine of a spotless mind
The Royal Tennenbaums
Everything Is Illuminated
Volver
Memoirs of a Geisha
Life is Beautiful
Dog Day Afternoon
True Romance
Donnie Darko
Zeitgeist
The way we were
Lollita
Pretty In Pink
Breckfast Club
St Elmo's Fire
La Vie En Rose

Books:

Of Mice & Men
Touching From A Distance
Jazz
Is There Anybody Out There?
Anything by Buckowski
One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest
The Shining
Spinalonga
Danny The Champion Of The World
The dissapearing act of Esme Lennox
The Hungry Caterpillar
Joy Luck Club

My Blog

I remember when I still believed the things you said.

It's not the fear of the initial rejection.Thankyou, Goodnight.It's not the men who I fuck.Sometimes, I wish they would reject me.My founded fears are the ones who want me.Who pursue me, Underneath my...
Posted by Ms.Sphincter- on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 06:00:00 PST

Sharing

People come into your life and touch you, they ussually leave soon after.I'm glad that when some of them left they left me with a song I might not have heard a memory I wouldn't have had I just wish t...
Posted by Ms.Sphincter- on Mon, 21 Apr 2008 02:27:00 PST

Video Killed The Radio Star

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Posted by Ms.Sphincter- on Fri, 04 Apr 2008 04:43:00 PST

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Hello baby, are you here to make me better??Without you I will be up and down, forever.I’ve been trying my whole life to fix itI think the only way to heal it is togetherI have been trying to te...
Posted by Ms.Sphincter- on Thu, 03 Apr 2008 03:39:00 PST

Rubbish

I remember when you said you would meet me after work.I found a dress in my lunchbreak, I wanted you to see,I reapplied my makeup incase you came early as a nice suprise to see me at work.You never ca...
Posted by Ms.Sphincter- on Thu, 03 Apr 2008 01:54:00 PST

Hi Im Lauren McMillan, and I Dont Know Who I am...

Having Bi Polar sucks, I think too much time on my own has caused my Bi Polar to get almost 100 times worse. It’s come to my attention in fragments. I have notice in the past few months people ...
Posted by Ms.Sphincter- on Wed, 02 Apr 2008 03:58:00 PST

Lauren & I

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cIajAxOaA0A&feature=relat edI wasn’t really aware of the success of the song, untill this week, having looked on you tube and various other meduims, Im feeling...
Posted by Ms.Sphincter- on Fri, 28 Mar 2008 12:46:00 PST

I Want You To Know I Will Always Be Thankfull For You

Karen, Kelly, Nisha, Claire, Chris, Widget, Andy, Dean, Faye, Polar.This will include things I will never forget about all of you and why I could never forget the reasons you have my heart.Real Friend...
Posted by Ms.Sphincter- on Mon, 24 Mar 2008 11:56:00 PST

When You Love Someone

Your Happy When They Are Happy.Your Sad When They Are Sad.I Always Wished That Would Apply To Him Too.But I'm Sad Almost All The Time These Days And That Wouldn't Be Fair.The Moral Of This Is Love Isn...
Posted by Ms.Sphincter- on Tue, 11 Mar 2008 04:05:00 PST

I Am An Island And No Ships Will Reach My Shore.

I guess in all the madness of my lifeI learnt one thing again and again.Eteched in tears and laughter is the fact:I am an island and no boats can reach my shoreNow many people have splashed in the wat...
Posted by Ms.Sphincter- on Mon, 03 Mar 2008 11:24:00 PST