Lying soaked in sweat tonight, your knuckles white you try to fight the need for more to get you by, you've had enough you wonder why even now your body cries for chemicals to blind your eyes, wonder can you stay this high when the cells begin to die forever. Crush it up take it down smash it up falling down.
There's power in the powder dissolving in your guts.
Crush it up take it down smash it up falling down
...I'm falling down...
i like all music...
not just one kind...
Fave CD: Johnny.L.
fukin love it!
Fave Artists: Donkey Rollers
Fave DJ: Johnny.L.
www.myspace.com/johnnyldj
Fave Band: Korn & Blink 182
Fave Song: Powder - Yellow Card & Hands Down - Dashboard Confessionals
The notebook
The Matrix
Butterfly Effect
Anger Management
The Sixth Sence
Saw
The Simpsons
The News
i dont read books... i write them...
Michael
i have a best friend. his name is Michael. he was my boyfriend for 3 years. i care about this guy so fkn much. i'd be there for him if he ever needed me. i'd litterally kill anyone who layed a finger on him. And thats no joke. We get along so well. he has my name tattoed on his back. that means alot to me. and i will never forget it. i miss him heaps when he's not around. my bumchum for life.
mary
Mary is my sister. 17 years of age. Shes beautiful. Shes a dancer. Shes the best dancer ive seen. Im proud of her. I wish i could hang out with her more often. We hardly get along. i know its my fault though. We've been through shit together. shes my princess. I love her to bits.
mum
My mum is definitly an angel. What she has done for me in life suprizes me, i couldnt imagian how i would have pulled through my worst moments without her. She is everything to me. I wish i could give her everything she wants in life. She is the most caring, generous and beautiful person in the world, im convinced.
i love you mummy.
my dad
i have a dad. he always has a new ford V8. He doesnt really care, i dont see him at all anymore. i miss him. He lives with this chick, he forgot about me. i tried so hard. i begged him. asshole. i love him.
rocci
i have a dog. his name is rocci. i take him everywhere. i understand him like no one else does. he is a maltese x shitsu. ive had him since he was 1. he is now 9. i got him off my uncle. i dont know what i would do without him. i give him treats. i taught him how to do tricks. he is my best friend. he plays. he barks. i would do anything for my dog. i would jump infront of a car to save him. i had a punch on with 2 cops who had guns to my head and back for my dog. no one knows him like i do. he sleeps rite beside me. he keeps me safe. i protet him too. he makes me smile. even when im upset. he is the only thing in this world that i can turn to when i think everythings going wrong. i talk to him and he understands me. no shit, he does understand me. he is my strength. he keeps me sain. i love him.
JESS
this girl is awsome.. i fuckin love her so much, we understand each other like no one else does. i wish we coud see each other more often..
bella baybees