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Im just going to let it all out right now...I have decided that guys are a waste of my time...It always seems that I pick the "WINNERS" and im so tired of getting burned. Austin I love you wit all my heart but wat u did was fucked up and it seems like I cant say that enough. And loc...Im not fuckin stupid...You telling me that your not with Nikki is a lie i have heard it from so many people that its old now so stop lying to me and yourself. I hope she brings more to you then I did thats all I can say. Oh and question how is Angelica doing. I heard that you were tryin to get at of her too...Can you say DESPARITE. Well its all good its not like I have time for you anymore anyways. I hope your life wit your whores and your drugs brings you happieness! I really truly thought you were something diffrent. I guess you should always rely on your gut feeling and not wat comes out of guys mouths cus it seems like all that comes out of it are lies. Where are the true guys thats all I want to know! Every girl dreams of that certain guy that is perfect in their eyes. Austin you were and still are that guy but you have so much that you have to go thru in your life i just dont kno if i wanna be there to help you. But call me if you ever read this I still wanna talk to you. Oh and loc my last words for you are you are such an ass and I feel dumb for ever believing you. I want to thank both of you guys tho. you both have helped me realize that life throws you crazy curve balls all I got to do is learn how to catch them. And I plan on mastering that!! But enough about the dumb guys that have fucked me over now time for the good part of my life. I got a job a fedEx working monday thru friday making 10 dollars an hour. I relly like working there. I work graveyard, the transition is kinda hard to get used to but Im working on it. Me and my mom have gone thru alot this past year. We have both matured in alot of ways but our mouths still got in the way of us having a "perfect" relationship that she always wants. We figured that we cant live together so I moved out. But my mom is still the love of my life and always will be. So I live with Salinas now. My best friend of 2 years. and things have been kinda rocky because we are getting used to the way that we both have changed and its hard but we r doing good. She is still my best friend the one who makes me smile when Im sad and brings light into my world when there is darkness. It seems that my life has just stopped. I got this great job and no boyfriend but life isnt throwing the good balls that it used to. Im bored with it now and just waiting for something amazing to happen. Well...lol...you viewers have heard everything that there is to know about me now in my new and boring life. If there is anything that you can do to help spice it up Im open to hear any comments concers and advice. Dont be a shy guy. So my last words for you is Life sucks Love is a waist of time and Peace out.