True story ... I think |
Time to time I see things clear... holding a latern
on demons i fear
nevertheless Thinking is a task i most hate
rather i sound stupid for saying it this way.
when alone in thought... thats when i fe...
Posted by The Unexpected...Expect it. on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 08:41:00 PST |
I hate being poor |
I was driving tonight from church with some of my church members and it hit me that being poor is not a lifestyle that i am destined for.
i hate the feeling of having to check my bank account before i...
Posted by The Unexpected...Expect it. on Thu, 18 Jan 2007 09:27:00 PST |
It's almost time to leave |
Well people it is almost time to hit the open road....
bills are stacked up but i can only think about getting to Ft.Benning to see Keith. I cannot focus to much on things going on around me ... it's ...
Posted by The Unexpected...Expect it. on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 03:13:00 PST |
he makes me feel alive |
I have literally sat and tried to write my feelings for you down
but nothing i write captures the sound
captures the rythym i want to fill your body when you read this
i have sat and tried sevral tim...
Posted by The Unexpected...Expect it. on Mon, 15 Jan 2007 09:06:00 PST |
It's not good enough |
i am ashamed
and i am not worthy of all God continues to do for me.
I feel like i keep on getting so close to deliverance
but yet in still i choose to go down the wrong path
It is not Gods fault but m...
Posted by The Unexpected...Expect it. on Sun, 14 Jan 2007 12:02:00 PST |
Men sleeping with Men |
The Letter of Paul to the Romans 1:27
states "and in the same way also the men abandoned the natural function of the woman and burned in their desire toward one another,
men with men committing indece...
Posted by The Unexpected...Expect it. on Sat, 13 Jan 2007 03:24:00 PST |
Lord this is me |
God this is me
i just wanted to write and let you know
that your mercy is truly something i need
I am in no way good enough or do i deserve such a
father such as you
many times i stumble
and lots of ...
Posted by The Unexpected...Expect it. on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 10:08:00 PST |
when my Dad died |
When My dad died
I didnt know it was mental suicide
not to cry
I feel rotten inside
for feeding a unfillable pride
making excuses for my
nonchalant shrugs
but i felt it crawling on me like
jumping b...
Posted by The Unexpected...Expect it. on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 04:16:00 PST |
Mental Ghetto |
Mental Ghetto that is not for the strong
but exists in every home
keeps on keeping us and we down
like some depressing evil prison
where we go when we cant listen
to the people who found a way out
yo...
Posted by The Unexpected...Expect it. on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 07:26:00 PST |
I hated when 3:30 a.m. came |
This morning at 3:30 a.m. my husband left again
I almost hate time and wish that that stupid hour would have froze and never came
I cried uncontrollably
and even though he sensed I was afraid him bein...
Posted by The Unexpected...Expect it. on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 07:50:00 PST |
