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About Me

I created my profile with Myspace Layouts+ok, so i'm redoing my profile. I love photography, and hope to be in the modeling industry someday. I currently am fully dedicated to my job as a horse trainer, in hopes to become something great. I seek to always become something to someone, always searching for a meaning... I have few friends, but i treasure them with everything. To the rest of everyone, i love to party and have a fun time. Maybe it seems i live a doual life, i haven't quite figured out how to make that happy medium. I also enjoy going to shows, i've seen quite a few bands play, and hopping for many more to come.

My Interests

I love photography, art, music, drawing and writing, horse training, running, shock value, dancing, drinking, partying, most favourite pass time is kissing, i love the female body, how it looks, it's curves and tones. Hopping to do something in cosmetics or fashion design.

I'd like to meet:

i'd like to meet myself, my inner child, the girl i used to be so long ago.
i'd also like to meet mysels in years to come

Music:

I listen to a veriety of music. When i get a good list set up, i'll post it here Acid Bath, Adema, Akercoke, Alice Cooper, Anarexia Nervosa, Bathory, Behemoth, Blind Guardian, Cannible Corpse, Carcass, Carpathian Forest, Celtic Frost, Children Of Bodom, Chimara, Cruxshadow, Cryptopsy, Dark Throne, Dead Can Dance, Death, Deicide, Devil Driver, Dissection, Disturbed, Dragon Force, Drudkh, Emperor, Epica, Gorerotted, Gorgoroth, Hawthrone Heights, Hinder, Inflames, Insomnium, Jown Lowery, Katatonia, Kidney Thieves, Korplklaani, Lacuna Coil, Lamb Of God, Led Zeppelin, Lord Beliel, Moonspell, Morbid Angel, MSI, Napalm Death, Night Wish, Nile, Opeth, Orgy, Orphanage, Otep, Pantera, Pink Floyd, Sonata Arctica, Synphony X, The Gathering, The Sins Of Thy Beloved, Tristania, Vital Remains.
in no order... Putrid Pile, Deathspell Omega, Decapitated, gorguts,

Movies:

I'm not much a movie fan, but i have my favourites

Television:

i don't watch tv

Books:

Up to Merrick of Anne Rice, Poe, The Art Of War, War of Roses

Heroes:

the people who live a happy life

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My Blog

never to be finnished

wake up, as i'm coming through the door your beautiful body lay softly on the floor & nbsp; & nb...
Posted by Jesse on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 07:15:00 PST

the right to mind

Ever stare in the mirror and take a long, deep look at yourself? i mean, really deep look. i know there are things we would all like to change about ourselves, but in such a fast paced, moving world, ...
Posted by Jesse on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 08:19:00 PST

hi... i'm jesse... (rants: to get off my chest)

Fuck you! i never thought all this would come back to haunt me... i have to live with me, not you... so go fuck yourself. i suffer enough just in my own head, i don't need you to remind me of everythi...
Posted by Jesse on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 06:41:00 PST

after two sleepless nights

I never thought, i could hang on so long. The freedom of it all now, you think, but it's not that simple... nothing's ever that simple. Mending the past, while moving forward, it slows progression. Th...
Posted by Jesse on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 04:38:00 PST

Love Letter

"This pen, extending out my soul, like my eyes pouring out passion when i see you. The paper, a canvice to display beauty and timeless thoughts of scholars, like my body written with every word, unexp...
Posted by Jesse on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 06:04:00 PST

these days, but no day at all

so lay me down help me forget all this confusion that drives me insane... when the tention kills a gaging, surrendering, throbbing panic... sex is relaxation, will you help me relax? too much in my ...
Posted by Jesse on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 07:52:00 PST

night angel

Tonight's night bled for me, today, taking a hit, the first line of defence. I owe it to the night, the phoenix of the day, which brang me salvation through the fingertips of my angel. Speacking to me...
Posted by Jesse on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 07:44:00 PST

Random Rambling

So this is how it's going to be played? failure is one of the most things i'm afraid of, to lose something you once had. I feel like I've sacrificed too much, lost too much. trying to hold onto what ...
Posted by Jesse on Wed, 29 Nov 2006 06:15:00 PST

thoughts of a day

How do i compair to a 34-28-32 model fuck i feel ugly today stupid realization uncovering the lies when the day is done and over, i'm empty finding ways to make myself pretty, like it'll make up for a...
Posted by Jesse on Sun, 26 Nov 2006 03:52:00 PST

eadier to die than live

Would she be proud of me? I do this for myself, but the thought of her is keeping me going. Try- The more success, the more power, the more i fear of failing. The test, mentality, t...
Posted by Jesse on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 04:52:00 PST