RxQueenAsh profile picture

RxQueenAsh

I'm better than you remeber............

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Home | Mail | Blog | Forum | Groups | Browse | Search | Favorites | Music
RxQueenAsh -- [noun](See Panda):A real life terminator;She Will Sting You

February 10: ♥7 months♥

February 14: ♥Valentines @ Flemmings♥

Februaury 16 & 17: ♥Vacation w/ Nord ♥

March 5: Me & Muffin (Steph) 1 year Anniversary! [LMAO]

Message
Pictures
Add
Comment
Videos
Blogs
Favorite
Deftones
Deftones Contests

RxQueenAsh
rxqueen_waxnwane

dear panda,

[RxQueenAsh | 21 | Middle of California | Ginger Kidd | Taken]
Don't see that I'm taken & still try your games. They won't work & you'll only turn me against you. No one can ever or will ever compare.

I'm a simply complicated piece of flesh shaped by mistakes and lessons. My mind is constantly not changing. Knowing what I want (and don't want) is what I do best. I've bared my soul and I've hidden it all…it makes no difference. I'm a constant builder of walls, and the only time they stop me is when I could get hurt. My mind is set on success and I won't stop until I have it. There are so many wonderful people in my life…I'm learning to toss out the bad ones. I won't waste my time on people who take me for granted. If this makes me a bitch, I will wear the crown proudly. I'm different than you remember me. I'm stronger, faster, more beautiful, confident, loving, & all around better than the girl you knew before. Read my blog by clicking here . It'll give you more insight to me. Keep talking your shit.
I'm really a nice girl...with a few bruises to the heart...
Fair Warning!!!!
I like to use my "Edit Friends" and "Block User" features. Piss me off and I'll cut you out without a second thought.Also, on occasion I will post mulitple bullitins in one day. Don't like it? Don't add me or simply delete me.

This is my ONLY active myspace page.

My Profile Song
My song is:
Hidden for a reson. Get over it. Wanna know? Ask. I might tell you.

These people are the love of my life. I have no idea what I would do with out them.

Nord. My love & my soul mate. Since day 1 I knew you were different. No one will ever make me smile & laugh the way you do. We're perfect for eachother & no one will ever have what we share. You've led me to better myself [I'm now a pro Wind Waker] & given me a different outlook on my life. I love spending each day with you & waking up next to you. We really are in our own world. I love you infinity to the infinity-ith power! Padna & Nord! *Besitos*

Ash I miss you. I swear you're the only Ash I know anymore. I can't wait for you to be home again! We're gonna get you back to being a Californian in no time! Btw...I seriously want pictures from that fair dude. Overalls & no teeth for the win! And let me know if you guys have the fried pepsi....lmao....

Bell & Steph...I love you guys bunches. I miss our talks & antics. Sexy as fuck & runnin' the show.

Breezy I miss you too! You always have rad hair & make up...Quit it! I always have fun chillin with you.

Of course much love goes out to DCREW & All the rest of the Deftones Fan Family! There are too many of you to put your pictures here, but know that I love every last one of ya!

Archives

February 20th| Mood: ^__^

001: To Nord [Only Nord Can Read]

002: Perfection [My Day In San Fracisco]

Music:

You Don't Even Know

You call it an obsession. You say I'm a groupie. Like my headline says, you don't even know. I know what good music is, and baby this is it!

This man will ALWAYS be hotter than you. Get over it chump.

RxQueenAsh
[SNW][ELITE]/
Pictures

RxQueenAsh -- [noun]:
A real life terminator

I'm just me. I've been called "just little" and I love it. I'm easy to get along with as long as you are truthful, loyal, drama-free (or as close to that as humanly possible), non-judgemental, intelligent, ect. Basically I treat you how you treat me. I'm very upfront with people and open with my life. Life is full of things to discover, you just have to get out there. I love taking pictures. I can be a "real life terminator" if need be. I don't like people who are disrespectful or put there noses where they don't belong. I'm different than you remember me. I'm stonger, faster, more beautiful, confident, loving, & all around better than who you knew before. Talk your shit, you're making me FAMOUS. I know what I want & no one can shake that. The [Whatever's] behind my name are from groups. Read my blog by clicking here . It'll give you more insight to me.

Here, There, & Everywhere In Between
My friends are more HXC than yours!
Ash! I'll always call you Boppster even though we're both Ashley S. now. I miss you everyday! I can't wait to hang out again. You're the cutest ever!
JD. You're the sweetest. You're my best friend. You make me laugh all the time, && no one know's how Baxter talks but you! You stink, but I love you!
Bella. She will assimilate you. [Hahahahha.] The coolest person you'll ever meet. More talent than most people I know! Oh && did I mention the HOTTEST Rx Queen?
Frank da Tank. Hella down! I'll kill you if you take my keys again! So many inside jokes to qoute here, I just can't choose.....Let's get Thizzed out! Oh && btw...it is beacuse you're black! Just kidding!

I'm a romantic. Hard to believe sometimes, but it's true. Love sometimes hurts, the challenge is to let it wash over you without putting up walls, while still knowing how to be you.

I have an enormous passion for fashion. Project Runway runs my life. (Not Litterally folks.) It's not a material thing it's a creative thing.

Books:

'http://img91.imageshack.us/img91/1206/wallpaperleavesaw7.jp g'001: uuddlrlrabselectstart [Amazing Deftones Music Video]
002: Promo [Just banners of stuff I like / Support]
003: Let Me Tell You A Secret [Another Work In Progress]
004: Extended About Me [An extended "About Me" that wasn't actually posted on 06/03, I back dated it.]
005: & planes to japan [My newest edition to my quickly growing field of words]
006: Perfection [My Day In San Fracisco]

Heroes:

June 29: Deftones Fresno [Rocked!!!!]
July 02: Deftones San Francisco [The Perfect Day]
July 5: Art Hop Sucka!
July 16: My 21st Birthday
July 18: Vacation Begins! [Stef's Birthday]
July 19: On Vacay
July 20: On Vacay
July 21: LA Suckas!
July 22: Disneyland!!!!!
July 26: Simpsons Pre-Screening [Oh yesh it was awesome!]
July 28: Bash @ Andrew's!
August 2: Art Hop with Steph & Ash
August 4: Vistit with Bella!!!!!!!!!!
August 5: Nord's Birthday!
August 18: Bash @ Breezy's!
August 20: Baseball Game With Everyone Frank Knows (lmao)
August 23: StephDeezy's Birthday!September 2: Dinner w/ Franks Familia
September 3: Yosimite & Kicking ass @ Dynasty Warriors
September 6: Art Hop!
September 28: Bella's Birthday!
October 3: Dinner w/ Friends!
October 4: Fair Night!!!!
October 6: Rugby Game!
October 7: Japanese Garden & Sushi w/ Nord
October 10: Elephant Bar w/ Nord [I got a kitty!]
October 21: Nightmare Before Christmas 3D owns you!
November 9: BBQ
November 11: Misfits 30 Year Anniverscary Tour @ The Crest
November 15: Breezys Birthday!!!!
November 16: Breezys Birthday Dinner
November 24: 2 Years Ago =<[br />
December 1: Enchanted = The best movie ever! & sushi w/ Nord
December 10: ♥5 months♥
December 11: First day of vacay. Downtown Disney!
December 12: Disneyland!!!!!!!
December 13: Nord's Piano Recital!
December 24: Nacimento
December 25: I got my sewing machine & adjustable form!!!
January 10: ♥6 months♥
Tank…I haven't hung out with you in forever! Just know that I want you to be happy.
Nord. There are so many word to express the our time together and none seem to be enough. I think to sum it up you are an amazing person, hardcore (old school) deftones fan like me, and there isn't anyone like you. I always have the best time with you...and of course that perfect day. (You're still a Nord though...) I'm the luckiest girl to have the perfect boyfriend! I love you forever!

My Blog

Daily Blog Archive

Find them all here.     ------------------------------------------------------------ -------------   August 15th | Weight: 112 | Mood: Fatty   So I'm trying this daily blog thing ...
Posted by RxQueenAsh on Thu, 16 Aug 2007 09:37:00 PST

From Deftones Blog

I thought I'd share with all my fellow Deftoners this little bit of fun. I thought I was going to DIE when I read this. Chi, you're truely the inspiration....& Juan...whoever you are....please tape ra...
Posted by RxQueenAsh on Fri, 19 Oct 2007 01:48:00 PST

Insecurity

You know that little feeling you get when you've had a past of doubt and betrayal, and something is said or happens, or you just see it and are instantly upset or angry? Insecurity. It's not just...
Posted by RxQueenAsh on Fri, 19 Oct 2007 12:25:00 PST

typing words because i can

i can't help it. you know i'm better when i don't say anything. i'm better when others run the show. some like to just run over me. everythings just less stress that way. i remeber when i was alone in...
Posted by RxQueenAsh on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 02:33:00 PST

nonesense

a need to be needed or is it just a want? i'm breaking down. i wanna be alone. i want to hurt. i already do. i just wanna cry until i feel sick & can't breathe. i don't wanna be loved or feel love...
Posted by RxQueenAsh on Tue, 18 Sep 2007 03:12:00 PST

Promo [In No Particular Order]

.. ...
Posted by RxQueenAsh on Fri, 25 May 2007 05:07:00 PST

Perfection

  The perfect day. The perfect company.   The only way to describe such an amazing handful of moments in time.   The view of the city breathed life into me and you words just took it a...
Posted by RxQueenAsh on Tue, 03 Jul 2007 02:03:00 PST

& planes to japan

i've waited a long time to be this let down. i've held my breathe for just this moment. i can tell the truth is waiting for me will you please just let it go? there's security on one ha...
Posted by RxQueenAsh on Wed, 20 Jun 2007 09:27:00 PST

you know who "you" are...you know who "i" am.....assume nothing

pretend you don't care. turn away from me. tell yourself the lie that you just told me. don't give a reason, no answers why. just let my wonder just let me cry. maybe my friends were right...maybe the...
Posted by RxQueenAsh on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 08:58:00 PST

Let Me Tell You A Secret

let me tell you a secret; let me tell you a lie; let me bask in you rays of love; though i see you leave me none; let me pour myself some rum and drink the night away; let me see just what i am a...
Posted by RxQueenAsh on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 04:25:00 PST