Hmmmm....where to start! Well lets see....my name is Tamara Stearns. Previously known as Tamara Adams. I am 23 yrs old. I just married the most incredible man in the world. I know every girl feels that way about her guy but God couldn't have sent me anyone better than Jacob. He is everything I've ever wanted and more. He takes good care of me, and I dont know what I would do without him. We've definitely learned the true meaning of our vows for better or for worse, in sickness and in health. He's really been here for me where it matters the most and I'm so thankful for that. I've realized that all the pain and heartbreak I've gone through has made me appreciate the good things in life and know what's good when it's in front of my face. I realize why it never worked with anyone else and I've learned the true meaning of what is meant to be will be. I go to New Life Pentecostal church. I LOVE my church, and I love living for God. Though I haven't always been the best example and lived the most perfect life, giving my life to Him was the best decision I've ever made. I can't imagine my life without God. He's blessed me in so many ways and I can't thank him enough for all he's done. When you experience situations in your life that you don't understand and you have no idea why they happen and why God is letting you go through them and you keep the faith and you trust him, all of a sudden when you least expect it he blesses you beyond what you can imagine. You start to look back on all the things that you have gone through and all the times you suffered, and you realize those circumstances helped mold you into who and what you are. So always trust in God and let him work the things out in your life that you do not understand. We have no idea what tomorrow holds...but he does. Even though it's hard, remember that he's the one who created us therefore he knows us better than we know ourselves and he knows what's best for us! He never promised that the cross would not get heavy and the hill would not be hard to climb, he never offered our victories without fighting, but he said help would always come in time; so remember when your standing in the valley of decision and the adversary says give in, just hold on...our God will show up and he will take you through the fire again! Without God you have nothing, and when everything comes against you God is there to pick you up and show you the way.
I have alot of close friends that I couldnt live without. Friends are important. They are there for ya in time of need. It's hard to find good friends and that's why I'm glad to have mine! I work at Corky's BBQ. I have been there for over a year now and I think its pretty much the best job I've ever had. I love it! I am a fun person and I love to laugh and making other people laugh even if it's by showing my ditzy side, mostly never on purpose though. I can be a geek, I can be mean, I can be cool, I can be mad, and I can be sweet. I am VERY smart, though people question that sometimes. I LOVE anything fast (except motorcycles). Racing isn't too cool but what can I say, I have a need for speed! I always have a smile on my face even when I have to fake it. I am a country girl stuck in the city! I love walking around barefoot, I love muddin, 4-wheeler riding, and just about anything else a country gal likes to do! I am a hopeless romantic. I love chick flicks and sappy love songs. Crawling up on the couch with a pillow and blanket and popping in a good movie is definitely something I enjoy. I live by quotes that explain how I feel or what I want to say. I am TOTALLY an animal person. I love them all. My dog is my best friend and if you ever meet him....he'll be your best friend too! I LOVE the color pink. Almost everything I own is pink! I dont drink and I don't go to clubs or anything like that. I'm not saying I haven't...but I don't anymore. God has delivered me from that temptation. Sounds kinda boring maybe but I definitely know how to have fun! I LOVE to eat! People sometimes dont believe me when I say I eat so much, but if you've ever been around me you would be shocked! I'm not a morning person. Any hour before 9 a.m. does not exist to me. I like to be lazy, but I take care of what needs to be done. I love to talk. I can't shut up for a minute!
I have lived, loved, lost, and learned! Some of the most important things I've learned are the people you love are taken from you to early in life; That you can keep going long after you think you can't; Not to lie, because you always have to lie to cover up that lie...and it's an endless cycle of lies, and you will always get caught; That we are responsible for what we do...no matter how we feel; That my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time; That sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel; That just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they dont love you in their own way; That maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned, rather than the number of birthday's you've celebrated; That no matter how good a friend is they are gonna hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that; That no matter how bad your heart is broken, the world doesn't stop for your grief; That our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become; That two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different; That even when you feel you have no more to give when a friend cries out to you, you will find the strength to help; That real love is hard to find, harder to keep, and almost impossible to forget; That you can only go as far as you push; That actions speak louder than words; That the hardest thing you can do is watch the one you love, love someone else; Not to let the past hold you back or you'll miss out on the good stuff and life is WAAAAY to short; Its important to learn from your mistakes and to remember the lesson you learned from them!
My life is far from perfect, but I trust that everything happens for a reason...and though sometimes I may not like it, God knows what he's doing. The MOST IMPORTANT lesson I've learned is, ALWAYS ALWAYS have faith in God. Without faith you have nothing, and faith in God is what will get you through anything that may come against you. God is my rock! He is my strength!
♥ GOD
♥ My husband Jacob
♥ Slinky & Buffy
♥ My BFF's Christi and Melanie
♥ Kristy, Bekah, Leslie, Kelli, Brittney, & Autie
♥ Pink
♥ Camo
♥ Pretty smelling perfume
♥ Purses
♥ Flip Flops
♥ High Heels
♥ My Burts Bees chapstick
♥ My friends
♥ Being warm and cozy
♥ Shopping
♥ Hanging with my pals
♥ My job
♥ The Corky's gang
♥ The Wright Family
♥ Skirts
♥ Big sunglasses
♥ Mudding
♥ Pictures
♥ Chick flicks
♥ Laughing
♥ The kids at church
♥ Tanning
♥ Watermelon
♥ Love songs
♥ Talking
♥ Walking around with no shoes on
♥ Pajamas
♥ Jacked up trucks
♥ Myspace
♥ Black and White pictures
♥ The holidays
♥ Cozy's tigers blood snow cones
♥ Eating
♥ Quotes
♥ When things go my way
♥ My cell phone
♥ The Bible
♥ Food
♥ Hugs
♥ Reminicing
♥ Hanging with the guys
♥ Comments on myspace
♥ When I see a friend I havent seen in a while
♥ Sleeping
♥ Country music
♥ Forehead kisses
♥ Hot Rollers
♥ Straightners
♥ Cokes
♥ Animals
♥ Church
♥ A good conversation
♥ Being goofy
♥ Driving with the windows down and not having anywhere to be
♥ The computer
♥ Life
♥ My memaw Adams
♥ Pretty smelling candles
♥ Rainy days
♥ Relaxing
♥ Polka dots and stripes
♥ My family
♥ Lip gloss
♥ Brushing my teeth
♥ Sweet tea
♥ Singing (Even though I cant)
♥ My winter boots
♥ Picture frames
♥ Wal-Mart
♥ Target
♥ Praying
♥ Good advice
♥ Venti french vanilla lattes with whip cream(Starbucks of course)
♥ Living for God
♥ Gum
x The devil and his games
x Being sick
x When my phone goes dead
x Hypocrites
x Lima beans
x Public bathrooms
x When people act fake
x Being hungry
x Waking up early
x When my lips are chapped
x Immaturity
x When people try to fight with everyone
x When my computer freezes
x When someone tells you their gonna do something and they dont
x My stupid debugging program on my computer
x Drugs
x Smoke
x Second hand smoke
x Attitude
x Motorcycles
x When I dont give God enough of my time
x Action movies
x Fast food
x Two-facededness
x Two-faced friends
x Letting my temper get the best of me
x Working double shifts
x Drama
x Not always being the person I know I can be
x When people say bad things about others
X Getting caught up in the things of this world
x Doing my treatments
x Driving in the rain
x Seeing someone upset
x Slow days at work
x When someone judges a person without even knowing them
x Not feeling the love
x When I lose stuff
x Paying bills
x Being bored
x Being stressed out
x Bugs
x Taking things for granted
x Others taking things for granted
x Car maintenance (oil changes, tire rotations, etc.)
x When people are mean to animals
x Not having money
x Doing laundry
x Trouble
x Having alot to do
x What this world has become
x People that tear others down to make themselves feel good
x Rumors
x When I hurt myself