Life at it’s strangest.... |
Last year at this time I was running around Newport and Huntington beach 4-5 days and nights a week, drinking and pretty much avoiding all sence of responsibility. My girls were so much to me last yea...
Posted by on Fri, 30 May 2008 19:58:00 GMT |
the path to happiness |
As I ran along the trail today a thought came to mind. I realize at that moment, I did not have a single neggative thought in my head. I pushed myself a little harder gaining a bit of speed as I pushe...
Posted by on Thu, 03 Jan 2008 13:50:00 GMT |
Tired |
I'm freaking tired man. I've been trying to walk through everyday and keep a smile on my face, but holy hell if it hasnt been wiping me the hell out. I'ts been rougher the past month since I let some ...
Posted by on Tue, 27 Nov 2007 16:32:00 GMT |
Friends |
So recently in my life I decided to take a step back and do what I thought was best for me. I walked away from Newport and away from many people I thought were my friends. I suppose I realized, that f...
Posted by on Thu, 06 Sep 2007 14:46:00 GMT |
My Friend |
I am not sad I am not afraid
I promise my friend I am okay
I rest at night I work all day
I tell you friend I am okay
I smile at least 3 times a day
I am not wanting Im really okay
Though I may not la...
Posted by on Mon, 27 Aug 2007 14:22:00 GMT |
whirlwind |
Life is a mystery, at the very least to me
Confused at everything I hear and more at what I see,
One day its like heaven then next day its like hell,
Some days I cannot help but sing while other...
Posted by on Tue, 14 Aug 2007 16:10:00 GMT |
ALL MY SILLY ANGER |
I have been angry latley. Not my slightly annoyed short patient self I usually am when things dont go my way,... no, My anger has been closer to inner rage. I've lost the ability to understand toleran...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Aug 2007 12:48:00 GMT |
Things you might not know about me..... |
I'm afraid of being in the dark alone.
I really hate heights.
I've been bitten by 3 dogs..... now I'm scared of them.... even if they know me.
I get anxiety in places like crowded grocery stores and b...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Jul 2007 16:39:00 GMT |
DISHONESTY |
I suppose I'm bringing up this topic because it is one that seems to keep popping up at this paticular time in my life. Dishonesty is my biggest pet peeve. I wont sit here and claim I've never lied, b...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Jul 2007 13:12:00 GMT |
botton end of the gene pool..... |
Sometimes I have to wonder if I truly am a self sabotaghing moron.. I can ever seem to distinguish between what I want and what I need. I know what makes me sad,... I know what makes me angry, but wha...
Posted by on Mon, 02 Jul 2007 22:48:00 GMT |
