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sudana

i'm glad i came here with your pound of flesh.

About Me

me? just a carnal, resentful, charming little thing prone to accidents.

My Interests

reading, writing, music, batting my pretty eyelashes, part-time animal rights activist (and a half-assed one at that), preaching my beliefs using the socratic method, indulging my oral fixation...

I'd like to meet:

other misfits.

Music:

tool, zeppelin, mos def, manson, jay-z, doors, nina simone, metallica, nine inch nails, tori amos, ray charles, slayer, johnny cash, depeche mode, residente calle 13, hendrix. old shit, new shit, heavy shit... whatever's clever.

Movies:

fight club, amores perros, y tu mama tambien, spun, requiem for a dream, closer, schindler's list, secretary, the basketball diaries, what's eating gilbert grape, half baked, la vida es bella, old school, american history x, love the hard way, the virgin suicides, girl interrupted, jenna jameson's greatest hits.

Television:

no tv. just a daily dose of porn and the history channel. not neccessarily in that order.

Books:

the story of o, tale of two cities, wuthering heights, jude the obscure, a people's history of the united states, a streetcar named desire, dubliners, american psycho, the bell jar, catcher in the rye, the virgin suicides.

Heroes:

i like my lohan raw.

My Blog

with a little bit of luck.

i'll be perfect. and you'll be sweet. i'll be content. and you'll forgive me. i'll forget and you be numb. help undue the damage we've become.you'll quit smoking. i'll stay sober. we can hide the...
Posted by sudana on Sun, 08 Jun 2008 06:51:00 PST

it didn’t come out right

and i guess we're really over, so come over, i'm not over it. and i guess we're really over, so come over, i'm not over it. late night you make me feel like i'm desperate, i'm not desperate....
Posted by sudana on Mon, 10 Mar 2008 08:12:00 PST

harm and boon in the meetings.

We think the fire eats the wood.We are wrong. The wood reaches outto the flame. The fire licks atwhat the wood harbors, and the woodgives itself away to that intimacy,the manner in which we and the wo...
Posted by sudana on Tue, 05 Feb 2008 07:48:00 PST

hometown glory.

i've been walking in the same way as i didmissing out the cracks in the pavementand tutting my heel and strutting my feet"is there anything i can do for you dear? is there anyone i can ...
Posted by sudana on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 07:20:00 PST

then what does?

he said "you're really an ugly girl but I like the way you play." and i died.but i thanked him.can you believe that sick shit, holding on to his picture, dressing up every day. i wanna ...
Posted by sudana on Thu, 17 Jan 2008 12:13:00 PST

rub ’till it bleeds

speak, i'm listening. baby, i'm your sweet thing. believe what i'm saying.god's truth, i'm not lying.i lie steady, rest your head on me. i'll smooth it nicely. rub it better 'till it bleeds.and y...
Posted by sudana on Mon, 14 Jan 2008 09:55:00 PST

to your love

here's another speech you wish i'd swallow. another cue for you to fold your ears. another train of thought too hard to follow, chugging along to the song that belongs to the shifting of gears. please...
Posted by sudana on Tue, 18 Dec 2007 09:24:00 PST

cassandra.

i am locked awaywrapped in the fillets of a priestesswailing like the madwomanblessed by apollohe could not rescend this wild giftand so he spat in my mouthwhen i turned away from him[there began my d...
Posted by sudana on Tue, 11 Dec 2007 08:01:00 PST

fast as you can

i let the beast in too soon, i don't know how to livewithout my hand on his throat; i fight him always and stilloh darling, it's so sweet, you think you know how crazy how crazy i ...
Posted by sudana on Thu, 06 Dec 2007 10:20:00 PST

limp.

you wanna make me sick; you wanna lick my wounds, dont you, baby? you want the badge of honour when you save my hide but you're the one in the way of the day of doom, baby, if you need my shame to rec...
Posted by sudana on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 11:43:00 PST