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ShanBan.☮

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about me? forget it. make art. read some books. tell the "hippies" to shut up. create life. thats all that matters. is not interested in artificial. do whatever it is you believe in. murder someone. if you absolutley think its okay. not an inch of doubt in yourself. plant a tree. only if you completley believe its good for you. don't do it for the shock value. it wears off rather quickly, and then what are you left with? a mess. i say indulge if you want it. be sincere. who are people to judge you for your actions? if you believe in some form of life after death then who fucking cares what they think, once it's all over they're going to be dust and it will all be apart of the big scheme of things. so go fuck yourself.

My Blog

son of david's tree born skunk

does not believe in love. and make a tree from the seed in your hand. plant it somewhere else. create space between the fishies and tumors. watch a flower blossom and die. hopefully together. not ripp...
Posted by on Sat, 23 May 2009 21:27:00 GMT

bad taste

i've always said this... bad taste.its stuck in my mouth.all my life i wanted to prove you wrong, and finally when i rose above that, i still sink down, just to see how you're doing. I guess i haven't...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Mar 2009 15:42:00 GMT

interested in maddness

 i hate this.its a fuckin saturday night and i cant even be happy enough to be around people.fuck.shit.
Posted by on Sat, 10 Jan 2009 21:16:00 GMT

chill

my friends mean the world to me. i'm so happy to have them by me =]
Posted by on Mon, 05 Jan 2009 13:59:00 GMT

fuck

if anything got worse at this moment i mught just die. i want to go home. i want to blow up rez life i want to burn the nutcracker i want some food.
Posted by on Sat, 13 Dec 2008 21:34:00 GMT

some mind delving

there is something inside it. and i must dig deeper and deeper, until at last i come across it, and its mine. i can use it. but with that comes time. and detachment. i have been working on my in...
Posted by on Thu, 09 Oct 2008 20:17:00 GMT

why?

shit. i think i've felt worse, but i'm not sure i'm actually worried, usually i am so chill. why the fuck is this happening? you guys gotta stay. i need you guys to stay except tyler. you can leave. f...
Posted by on Mon, 15 Sep 2008 13:08:00 GMT

i’m hungry/tengo hambre

my body hurts the lights are off so she can sleep. i feel like crying. but i'm so happy i want to sleep. but i'm not ready. was it something i said? or do you just choose to ignore me? i'm not sure b...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Sep 2008 02:49:00 GMT

its the same fucking story over and over, just fucking different names!

i dont really know what my problems are. all i know is that there all always these boys. and there are always these hoes. fuck hoes. fuck boys. i'd rather be screwing kevin. hahahahahahahahahahahhahah...
Posted by on Wed, 10 Sep 2008 01:47:00 GMT

what i used to do on saturday nights

i used to do things like  sleep downtown...just for the hell of it. i used to smoke. alot weed and cigs. i hate cigs. i used to go to concerts. and try to mosh. lol. i failed. i used to flirt wit...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Sep 2008 06:11:00 GMT