When Everyones Too Busy Drowning I Float

I’m half Tongan and half German. I am an immigrant. I’ve been lied to, cheated on, and backstabbed over and over again. I’ve had friends who have lied, and broke all the trust I had in them. But out of all of the bad things that happened to me I look back at it and I am happy that it happened. I learned the hard way but that’s the only way I can learn. I’ve been to hell and back and if you think you can bring me down, don’t even try it. I do consider myself an overall nice girl but if you do something wrong to me don’t expect me to forget. Some people consider my personality somewhat intimidating because I say what I think. If I don’t like you, you will know. I listen to all kinds of music. I’m a feminist who hates most women. I am a democrat and I am counting down until bush is out of office. I stand up for what is right, or what I believe in, even if it takes a debate or a fight. I walk around like its just me in the world, and I honestly don’t care what you think. Most of the people that I love have doubt in me but what I keep telling myself is to live, love, and learn. To Live like today's my last. Love like I’ve never been hurt and learn to love myself for who I am, to do what I’ve always wanted to do, weather people believe in me or not. Eventually I will find my happiness and all of the people who underestimated me will be at my feet, and that’s when I can choose to help them up, or keep them begging.