Jesus set me free!!!!!!!!!!(((my playlist))))A Word From Yolanda Ravenel"My heart yearns to commune with my people as a voice of one crying in their wilderness. There's a place in my heart for each of my children that no other child can fill. Each one is special and unique and that place in me is tailor made just for them. You are not a people without hope. You are prisoners of my hope. You will not be like the world without hope, hopeless, hope deferred. Come and turn to me my people, that I may heal you! You are not forgotten"! I have seen your pain and heard your cries.I have come to bring you answers!!*******Maybe you never asked Jesus to come into your heart to become your Lord and Savior. This is the most important prayer you will ever pray. Do it today, do not wait. Today is the day of salvation, now is the time of God’s favor. Commit your life to Jesus surrender your will and way.Pray This Prayer Of Salvation And Mean It In Your HeartSay, “Dear Jesus, I am a sinner, in need of a Savior. Come into my heart and save me. I want to be born-again. Forgive me of all my sins, wash me and cleanse me with your atoning blood. I receive you now.Amenâ€If you said that prayer and meant it with all your heart then you are on your way to heaven and will be ready for whatever comes your way. That is the most important prayer you will ever pray. I want you to know God loves you very much and he has a great plan in store for you! Walk with him daily, Read God’s word and fellowship with other believers in the Lord and find a church that preaches the whole word of God.... ..Saveing lives ones life at a time.Broken HeartPrettyJesus love you so much that he gave his life for you.My name is laurieJesus broke the chains!!!!!!!!!!!!And Yes I am an ex-cutter And that's not all of the additions that I have had there's more I will share more latter onP.S. I just wanted to tell you my testamony Ok this is how it all started well when I was growing up I was what you would call a good person. I went to church I was a prayer warrior and a praise and worshiper. Yeah that's right I was a churchy kind of girl. I went to church so much people started calling me a Jesus Freak. Also most of my life I had unforgiveness because when I was four years old one of my brothers friends mulstueded me. I had so much hurt and pain from this person. That I slowly begin to hate myself and my life. Well my senior year I started hanging with the wrong crowd you know I was so lonely and I wanted so badly to fit in. Oh yeah I very welcome they accepeted me they loved me thatt what I longed for for so long just to be loved and accepted. It was a on open door for the devil to have a ball with my life and boy did he have a ball. I became like the world very fast. I wore the back close and doing anything and everything just to fit in even if thatt mean losing my life for it. In my mine it was worth it at the time. I always so blinded by the enemy. I was always felt that releceing pain was something you supposed to do. But I was so lost I felt that if i didn't cut that I was not letting my anger go. I would cut when I was sad so mad or angery. One night in my room I was so mad and so angery at the world that I took a carpet razer and cut open a mager vain in my knee it bleed for 3 hours then I went to the hospital and got my knee swoed up. i said after that night that I learned my lesson but I did do it agine and agine and agine. There where so many times I wanted to die. I become very suicidle. I tried so many, many times and many ways I tried so hard to carry out suicide but it never worked no matter what I did. When that didn't work I went to pills and other things. I then became addtive to anything that would take my pain way. Butt it never went it always was there. I began hateing myself and my life and what I had become. I really didn't know who I was I was slowly dieing on the inside. But on the outside I wore a fake smile just to make everyone think that I was ok and nouthing was wrong with me. I was always whereing a mask. I would go in church and then walk out the same way I came. The devil was always telling me how unworty I was and that I didn't deserved to be Loved not by God not by anyone. But that was a lie from saton. I did deserve to be loved and wanted. So I went to find love in all the wrong places. I even tried to find love in boyfriends but that didn't work ether. I felt so hopeless and lost. Lost in a world full of people who I felt really didn't care. I began to die dayly and I didn't even care. I was so bound in Chains until JESUS KING OF KINGS AND LORD OF LORDS BROKE EVER LAST CHAIN. GLORY BE TO HIS HOLY NAME. HE IS SO HOLY AND SO WORTHY. I have scars all over my body just from a little thing called a razer. I fell into deep deep depression and I was never happy ever. Then I started having a eating disorder I hated myself so much that I would throw up everything that I ate. I lost so much waight I didn't even look the same. My eating disorder became a very big habbit. I did it all the time. I was put on deprssion pills to make me happy but it didn't work it made it worse. I cryed every night wiseing for one day just one day to be free from being a cutter. I wanted to die every day. I tried to kill myself 30 differrnt times but every time Jesus wouldn't let me die he aways kept me. I have alot of scars put it remineds me of how Jesus set me free.And it also me scars let's me know thst my past is real. And it is as real as you can get. Then it became addivite I started cutting everyday. Until one day I cut really really bad and I didn't think that I would stop bleeding. And I took razer and said Jesus if you help me live through this that I would toldtally surrender to you Jesus. And Jesus made my hand stop bleeding. And I took that razer and through it away. And I said no more I want to be free. And now I am free. I am free. I am free for Life. And I just want to let every cutter out there know that you are not alone that Jesus Loves you so much. And I know what you are feeling and I know what you are going I am a EX- CUTTER Jesus set me free and I know he will set you free just trust him with your life and every thing. Never Give Up. Jesus Loves You So Much. I'm a Jesus Freak. I have been saved and filled with the Holy Spirit for 6 years. I love Jesus with all my heart, soul and mind. Jesus is my everything. Jesus is my life. I love acting in plays and drama's. I love singing for Jesus and writing songs. I love writing stories. I love writing letters to Jesus everyday. I am going to be a missionary in Africa and all over the world. I am going to change the world for Jesus every where I go. I will live for Jesus every day of my life and I will share the gospel of Jesus Christ even if it cost me my life. I am willing to die for you Jesus if you want me to. Father you are my hearts desire. I am a true Prayer Warrior and Woshiper I Love to dance before the Lord all the time and I Love it when the Holy Spirit comes into my room and fills me with his awesome Glory and Power. I Love living in the Holy Presences of the Lord. I Love it when I'm on my bedroom floor crying out to Jesus when he say's to me that he loves me more then life itself. Then I crow up in the Fathers lap and then he wraps his arm all around me and holds me close to him. And I lay my head on his chest and I listen to the Fathers heart beat. Then Jesus lefts my head and wips and my tears away. Now is the time to listen to the Fathers heart and to weep over the nations. It's time to cry and weep before the Lord for REVIVAL IN AMERICA Father our hearts are longing for MORE AND MORE OF YOU!!!!!! Where so hungery Jesus!!!!!! Bring Down Your Rain Father!!!!!!!!! Where So Hungry For More Of You JESUS!!!!!!!!!!! And always remember Jesus Christ Loves you so much. His Love for you is DEEPER then any ocean. He Loves you so much thats he bleed and died for you. Now is the time to fight for the littles babies who don't have a voice. And to pray and interceed on there behalf. And to seek the face of God like nver before. To seek God for Abortion to stop in America. God is right now raiseing up a Generation that knows that Abortion is muder and knows that it is breaking the very heart of Almighty God. God weeps and weeps everyday over the babies that don't have a voice to say yes mommy yes daddy I want to live I want to be loved and cared for like everyone else. NOW IS THE TIME GENERATION OF GOD RAISE UP RAISE UP AND GO FORTH AND TAIR DOWN THE GATES OF THE ENEMY. NOW IS THE THE TO WEEP WITH JESUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!P.S. This is not all of my testamony but I will share more later. Remember you are nver ALONE Jesus LOVES you so much.This is what happened to me. This is what I with through. This is what God brought me out of. This is what Jesus set me free of. Jesus set me free from top to bottem.
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The Girl I used To BeBrokenessBroken Broken GirlBroken GirlBrokenBrokenBrokenBrokenJESUS IS: Lord God Almighty, Omnipotent King, Lion of Judah, Rock of Ages, Prince of Peace, King of Kings, Lord of Lords, Provider, Protector, Paternal Leader, Ruling Lord and Reigning King of all the universe. He is Father, Helper, Guardian and God. He is the First and Last, the Beginning and the End. He is the keeper of Creation and the Creator of all He keeps. The Architect of the universe and the Manager of all times. He always was, is, and will be: Unmoved, Unchanged, Undefeated, and never Undone. He was bruised and brought healing. He was pierced and eased pain. He was persecuted and brought freedom. He was dead and brought life. He is risen and brings power. He reigns and brings Peace. The world can't understand Him, the armies can't defeat Him, the schools can't explain Him, and the leaders can't ignore Him. Herod couldn't kill Him, the Pharisees couldn't confuse Him, the people couldn't hold Him! Nero couldn't crush Him. Hitler couldn't silence Him, the New Age can't replace Him and Ted Turner can't explain Him away! He is light, love, longevity, and Lord. He is goodness, kindness, gentleness, and God. He is Holy, Righteous, mighty, powerful, and pure. His ways are right, His Word is eternal, His will is unchanging, and His mind is on me! His is my redeemer, He is my Savior, He is my guide, He is my peace, He is my Joy, He is my comfort, He is my Lord and He rules my life. I serve Him because His bond is love, His burden is light, and His goal for me is abundant life. I follow Him because He is the wisdom of the wise, the power of the powerful, the ancient of days, the ruler of rulers, the leader of leaders, the overseer of the over-comers, and the sovereign Lord of all that was, is and is to come. And if that seems impressive to you, try this for size. His goal is a relationship with ME! He will never leave me, forsake me, mislead me, forget me, overlook me, and never cancel my appointment in His appointment book! When I fall, He lifts me up. When I fail, He forgives me. When I am weak, He is strong. When I am lost, He is The Way. When I am afraid, He is my courage. When I stumble, He steadies me. When I am hurt, He heals me. When I am broken, He mends me. When I am blind, He leads me. When I am hungry, He feeds me. When I face trials, He is with me. When I face persecution, He stills me. When I face problems, He comforts me. When I face loss, He provides for me. When I face Death, He carries me Home! He is everything for everybody, everywhere, every time, and in every way. He is God, He is faithful, I am His, and He is mine. My Father in Heaven can whip the father of this world, and so, if you're wondering why I feel so secure, understand this: He said it, and that settles it. God is in control, I am on His side, and that means all is well with my soul. Raining!!!!!!!!!!
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