jessica lynn. - ProfilesArchive

About Me

"if you knew all the answers,
there wouldn't be any more questions."
cookie?
no cookie.
cookie?
okay yes cookie.
express yourself! i support you and your art. no matter what i will never change that part of myself. i love what you love about yourself, and what you haven't started to love yet. i believe in indulgence, and only fighting temptations you have to. reach for your dreams. who cares if you're the only one that believes in them? my fears are sometimes irrational. i'm not a very interesting person but i can keep you up into the early hours of the morning discussing life. i don't believe love is meant to be complicated. i don't like watching movies that are in english. and for some really strange reason, i seem to be the target of attack from all of those escaped giraffes lately. so i would be careful around me if i were you. i love philosophy. and holding hands in public places. kisses on my cheek and being in love.
speak your mind.
Alice came to a fork in the road.
"Which road do I take?" she asked.
"Where do you want to go?"
responded the Cheshire cat.
"I don't know," Alice answered.
"Then," said the cat, "it doesn't matter."

My Interests

i do not like things like cookies, cupcakes, pie, and chocolate. i'm allergic to my cat, but i love her more than most humans. i don't like being predictable. there isn't much to know about me. i work, go to the gym, spend time with my girlfriend & few close friends. define yourself. don't fall victim to anyone else's narration. this is your story to write.

Music:

the 70's punk scene. i hate cover songs.
but i love dorian's voice.

Movies:

spirited away! japanese horror, spanish and french drama. artsy film. i hate a lot of american film. i'm sick of seeing the same things over and over. i'm very picky with movies.

Television:

lots of anime, degrassi, law and order: svu, six feet under, athf, csi, and the big bang theory.

Books:

currently reading wicked. and so far it's amazing, even better than the play. but catcher in the rye will always be my favourite book of all time. i like anything that makes me think and see life in new ways.

Heroes:

kory elizabeth robinson. people that believe in fighting for their dreams and what they believe in and never give up. r.i.p. jessica marie lenhof, your impact on me is everlasting. and of course my keebler, for saving me from a life that seemed to hold no purpose. people with a cause. henry david thoreau!! "as if you could kill time without injuring eternity."

"there's blood spilled on the floor,
everyone's staring at you, what for?
until you realize the blood
is probably yours."

05.01.08.
she is happiness defined.

"Disobedience is the true foundation of liberty.
The obedient must be slaves."

My Blog

taking notes on the car ride home.

we were born from sin and into iti am free, more free than you, sleeping in the backseats of cars in the middle of june. running around in my underwear and i don’t care if you happen to stare. i...
Posted by jessica lynn. on Sat, 22 Dec 2007 07:02:00 PST

some mornings i just think a lot.

one of my favourite chinese proverbs: "teachers open the door; but you must enter yourself." i believe even strangers can be teachers; what we learn is what we take from every interaction and opportun...
Posted by jessica lynn. on Sat, 17 May 2008 11:40:00 PST

I got 25 bucks and a cracker, do you think it’s enough to get us there?

my heart is pounding. i'm beginning to question what wasn't there before, like are these really anxiety attacks i'm having.. or something else? we spend so much of our lives watching through other peo...
Posted by jessica lynn. on Wed, 14 May 2008 02:38:00 PST

happiness is not found at the bottom of empty vodka bottles.

in the deepest hour of the night, i laid beneath someone elses sheets, skin tightly pressed against matching sweaty, restless skin. no twisting, turning, nightmarish slumber. fit so perfectly, like i'...
Posted by jessica lynn. on Tue, 06 May 2008 07:22:00 PST

sober mind.

i sat there being myselfyet somebody elselost in a trancein a room full of peoplei did not know.and some of themwere handing me thingsto drink.i fell in love with the waythe lights danced acrosssomebo...
Posted by jessica lynn. on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 08:35:00 PST

a disease they call love.

i wrote this a long time ago as a journal entry. and i just came across it again, and felt like sharing.I've got a headacheAnd I don't remember the last time I saw youMy heart achesAnd I don't know if...
Posted by jessica lynn. on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 08:29:00 PST

maybe this time is different...

honestly? i can't ever believe the words, "i will never hurt you" again, and i think that is really unfair to genuinely good people. i want to apologize, because i know i have said those words and the...
Posted by jessica lynn. on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 12:46:00 PST

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i need to get out of californiai need to get out of this suni wish i could feel somethingbut i'm just too fucking numb.
Posted by jessica lynn. on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 07:34:00 PST

why don’t you make sense?

you never said anything to me before. stop stop. i don't know how to control my emotions. this isn't making any fucking sense.
Posted by jessica lynn. on Sun, 20 Apr 2008 12:07:00 PST

i love you.

i don't expect you to understand. i don't expect you to get it. there is no need to explain myself. or for you to do so. all we have left is ourselves. the love our friends have given us. i am not ung...
Posted by jessica lynn. on Thu, 17 Apr 2008 08:48:00 PST