About Me?... Theres not much to say but i'm not your normal puerto rican... worth more but stuck with the same things, its hard to stay positive with so much negative... I feel as if I'm alone in this world, but its ok cuz imma get through it.
"Livin the hard life doesn't phase me, i haven't had it easy since i was a baby" But any way I've wised up alot.......I'm working full-time. I kinda put school on hold for now because I still feel like I have muy issue to work out, but so far, things are pretty good.
I'm really not looking for relationships, I've been focusing on my life and where its headed, and having my fun at the same time of course. But hopefully I'll find that girl one day, who appreciates the type of man I am.....Its times like now, I be sittin at my computer all alone in my house trying to figure out if I'm satisfied with the way my life has been goin just in case I were to perish the next day. When i think about how many mistakes I've made, I try to cope with the fact that im human and in the future i can be a better man by not making that same mistake twice. We all make mistakes, but everything happens for a reason right? I constantly think about the fact that eventhough I try to stick out from every other man out there, my aim still steers to find a woman in this world to give me purpose, the tymes when im honest, the times I hurt, the times that I'm happy....
Am i wrong? Should I have to play the game just like everyone else? Or should I just be honest with myself and everyone else? Am i wrong for thinking that maybe i'll never finish with the pain, the misery, the agony of hoping for love in all the wrong places and thinking that it will never cease? Or am I foolish in thinking that i will find this reason one day? Sometimes i have no idea what that word "LOVE" is. All its brought me was heartache,pain, and tears. I have to be honest, I have no fuckin clue..... but i do know this, i wouldnt want a damn thing done to me that i wouldnt do to someone else! Also that, love is pain & life has taught me this lesson since the day i started making these so called mistakes that i still pay for as I pour my heart out.
A man who isnt willing to take the consequences for his mistakes has yet to be a man. i can only hope to be enough of a man to this reason if i were to meet her one day because i can only wish to be her everything....
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