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Kommandant Kavu

Könnt ihr mich hören? Ich bin Kommandant Kavu..

About Me


About Me...
Well lets see my friend.. I am of 18 years young.. My pull on this planet seems to be around 140-150 pounds.. And I am about 1.76784 Meters Tall..
Now that I am done with the physical description.. Lets get more into detail..
I Am The First And The Last..
-I am the only one that is me.. I go by the name Kavu for my own reasons that shouldn't concern you.. You may either call me Michael or Kavu...
I Am The Vision.. And The Door.. I Am That Little Worm That You Ignore..
-For I am a geek a gamer.. That guy that people cheat off of in class.. The one who takes college classes at night in computer technician training...
I Have Sewn My Eyes Shut.. For I Am Afraid To See...
-I am very philosophical and study many concepts of psychology and psychoanalytics.. I have studied communism, anarchism, and various forms of lifestyles.. I am a pacifist.. But in a sense to contradict this I study various forms of weaponry and military technologies.. I am actually fond of the history of war.. And in my opinion:
One Death Is a Tragedy.. One Million a Statistic..
-We are not born with morale justification.. We are rather brought to the realizations of "good" through violence.. Such as a simple paddle to the ass.. WAR is not violence and killing, pure and simple; war is controlled violence, for a purpose. The purpose of war is to support your goverments decision by force. The purpose is never to be killing the enemy just to be killing him.. But to make him do what you want him to do. Not killing... but controlled and purposeful violence. HOWEVER what I do disagree with.. Is the statemen who make the decisions of WHERE, WHEN, and HOW... Often minds with power are corrupted minds.. And therefore WAR and VIOLENCE is turned into something opressive on people whom are innocent.. SOME need to be given the assertive push towards what is right by the morale values of a society as a working whole... Now I'm not justifying anything but these words and terms.... I believe peace is the answer.. But to achieve certain peaces with the unruley.. There is a certain level of action that must be taken.. Just as if we were being oppressed by a ruler.. Action is needed to gain our rights and freedoms from this totaltarian tyrant..
Oksentaa lattialle ja nauraa maailmanrauhalle (I vomit on the floor and laugh at world peace)
-As for Anarchism.. The reason this won't work... For example.. You ask me for an item I have.. I can simple say NO.. And that is already a problem.. AS long as you cannot hold power over me I can hold power over you.. IF I can beat you to death.. If you can't stop me.. You are dead..
My Ears Are My Eyes..
-I love various kinds of music.. I have a music player and a list of bands to the left... And if you don't see the music player.. Nor are capable of seeing the pictures...
1) Get a faster connection...
2) My file server is down for the time being..
3) Learn To Update your System Instead of downloading all that Porn and Spyware..
Old Habbits Die Hard..
-I am very picky.. And have a hard time voicing my opinions often if I find them to not be important.. Usually I have a tendency to feel my peers are below me.. I am not racists.. I am however prejudice to my own age group.. People say they will listen to your opinion when all they want is to hear what they want you to say.. This has nothing to do with YOU.. People are selfish.. And have their own agendas.. I have learned this the hard way.. I have been through relationships.. I do not lie or cheat.. And am as caring as a teddy bear.. But it means nothing.. You are no unique snowflake.. (infact snow flakes aren't very unique.. for there are several of the same structure.. Its a mere fallacy to believe otherwise..) And please don't turn blind eyes to the things I say.. For I don't care.. But you should take it as your own learning experience..
Lying Can Be Used To Show You The Bars
-Alright, Take it easy.. I'm not completely neurotic.. Their are fairly alot of people who are good at heart also.. Everyone is capable of good.. But don't let it get to your head.. People are just as capable of doing bad... Don't let your guard down you silly ape.. Or society will teach you better.. Be strong.. And learn to take as much burden as possible (roll with those punches).. Never rely on anyone.. Its a weakness.. You don't need a cruch.. Stand on your own feet and live your own life.. And don't be afraid.. Along the way wise people will guide you.. Whether this be strangers, family or friends.. Or even that second wind which comes from inside.... But NEVER, NEVER, NEVER GIVE UP..
Learn to Howl Like The Wolves.. So You Aren't Eaten By The Pack
-Now to tear myself apart.. I am weak to women.. Sue me.. I am of German and Russian heritage and love each with a passion.. I can't speak either language sadly enough.. But I make it up in various other keen.. I love to meet others with intresting lives and backgrounds... And I am farily quiet yet fairly easy to get along with.. Give me some time and you will probably love me.. I don't make guarantees.. I am also funny.. (Again.. I don't make guarantees..) And I am fairly insecure with my physical body.. So I spend time working out occasionally to improve myself so that I am not as insecure... And it actually makes me feel better.. Not just mentally but really physically healthier.. So screw anyone whos gonna preach to me that "I am pathetic and need to realize true beauty is on the inside" I never once said that true beauty cannot radiate from a person.. But I am saying you do look more appealing with the healthier you are...
In the end..

My Interests

I'd like to meet:



-First off.. A girl must impress me.. This goes beyond the way a girl looks or dresses.. She must be cute, smart, and have a sense of humor.. The bag of chips is optional..

-Self-Respect and control.

-Short.. Yes.. You must be shorter then me.. I'm at an average height so that shouldn't be a problem.. But sometimes the shorter the better.. But physical looks is maybe 1/3rd of the battle.. And in terms of looks I'm not looking for a super model..

-Most of all I like confident females.. Not cocky.. Bitchy or otherwise stuck up and stubborn.. Don't give me elitist crap..

-Blue eyes, green, and other interesting or cool colors are pluses.. But I've seen amazing hazel and brown too..

-I prefer those with short hair.. The preference comes to the dislike of hair in my mouth when I lean on a girls shoulder or go to kiss her or something of the sort..

-Women who are either tanned or have that milky white radiance to them.. Both are attractive in my opinion..

-No drugs.. I cant stand synthetic feelings created by chemicals or otherwise intoxicating substances..

-As for Alcohol and Smoking: Alcohol is okay but that's dependent on the usage.. Smoking.. I don't like the taste of tobacco in someones mouth.. Nor do I like the smell of it on someones clothing.. But I've known very few who smoke for stress purposes only once a month or so... That seems okay to me.

-I really have no preference for what a girl wears.. As long as its not too classy or high maintenance.. I love accessorie style clothing items.. Such as necklaces, rings, wrist bands, bracelets, and earrings.. Which brings me to another point..

-Piercings.. I'm actually fine with most piercings.. And sometimes prefer them.. Such as lip, ear, tongue, and eyebrow.. Other parts of the body such as stomach or surface piercings are also pluses in my book.. As long as they're not too extreme.. And I don't really like nose piercings.. They remind me too much of bulls..

-Athleticism or Women in shape get extra pluses for that attractive factor.. I keep in shape as much as I can.. So I can't do the lazy types.. If you're thin and healthy.. That's fine in my book.. I just have a thing for nice backs.. stomach.. And thin necks.. *shrug*

-I like to cuddle.. You should be aware.. And not afraid of affection in public..

-YOU MUST share some music interests with me.. The list on the left are all pluses for how many of those bands you like.. 1 in particular is Rammstein because most women don't like Rammstein for some reason.. I just think they've heard merely one song and get a biased opinion based on that..

-YOU MUST like animals.. Dogs or cats.. Even if you're allergic I won't stand intolerance to my pets.. Though my cats live with my Mom so that's not really a problem.. I just don't want to hear how a such and such animal is stupid because of your personal issues..

-You must MUST have a sense of humor..

-Crazy hair is always a plus.. I like the eccentric..

-A girl in boots is a plus also.. I did say eccentric..

-Contrary to belief I am not a devil worshiper of sorts.. Nor a Wiccan.. I'm not religious.. I don't affiliate myself with any religion and I would prefer if you didn't push yours upon me..

-Also I'm a mix of subcultures.. I've gone through various stages and will settle in one I feel comfortable with.. So I shouldn't be classified as only liking women within a specific subculture.. I've dated Punks.. Hippies.. Models.. Goths.. and J-Rockers..

-You must have a good head on your shoulders.. Bright.. Quick.. And being well read is a plus..

-I'm very lenient honestly too lenient in most cases.. I get screwed over often.. So my ego is bruised.. I'd appreciate it if initially in a relationship you listened to me when I set boundaries because I just have some temporary trust issues.. I promise as soon as I see your compliance I will let you roam a bit more.. Because you must understand even male friends can have alternative motives..

-I love foreign languages.. In fact.. I love being taught new things.. This is why sporting more then one language is impressive.. Because you've got all kinds of things to teach me.. =]

-I know I may seem harsh.. mean.. hard.. or in most cases apathetic and hate filled... I've just had a hard time.. I really don't push these things onto others.. But I will vent openly.. Please listen.. And give me a hug.. Sometimes comments are welcome.. And I really just have a tough shell.. Underneath its all fluffy and filled with puppies and kittens and twinkies and other frilly things.. Just mind the demons and night creatures..

-Art in all forms is fascinating.. I say this a lot because I love art... Artists impress me.. And the art forms can be dance, martial arts, drawing, painting, singing, musicians or other impressive talents..

-I hate it when I'm told your afraid of getting old so you want to die young.. Those kind of remarks show a lack of caring.. They show a failed sense of purpose.. I'm not here to take on the burdens of your life.. Please don't press upon me your pains.. I can only handle so much of my life.. I really would like to coexist with knowing you're there and enjoy it when I have the capacity to do things for you.. Because I know I'm loyal and give a damn about how you feel.. But I can't juggle two lives at once.. And I can't deal with obscene remarks in regards to the inevitable.. I've been in the realm of self-mutilation.. You can't hope to find me able to fix your past.. I will listen and can comment if you wish.. But I can't be living your life for you and you must also be able to care for yourself.. I'm not perfect.. How can I be?.. So don't expect me to be everything you ever wanted because I can tell you now.. That doesn't exist.. I'm not a knight in shining armor riding a white stallion who will carry you off into the sunset because that doesn't exist.. (if so.. he's probably a con-man).. You must look within yourself for happiness.. Much like I will myself.. Then can we be happy together with companionship..

-I prefer introverted people over extroverted.. I have a small social group of friends.. And often times dislike large social gatherings.. However, I am attempting to be more of a extrovert.. Because I do enjoy meeting new people who become a part of my small group of friends..However, too much extraversion seems like a call for attention.

-Must play video games! =D

The Band of Brothers

Kyle (My Real Brother)

Shantia

Dustin

Bryan

Miles

Scott

Kurt

Jack

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My Blog

=D I HATE My Girl Friend

No wait, I love her..woo.. =Dcus shes sexy.. and uhmm... kinda smart.. sometimes..Yes!Anywho, I think it's awesome I have a girl friend yaaaayThat'd be a first for me in a really long time..Let alone...
Posted by Kommandant Kavu on Sun, 03 Dec 2006 03:38:00 PST

Goth: What is it?

What is Goth? Ignoring historical references to European barbarian tribes and, architectural, literal and art styles, Goth is a subculture. It started in the late 1970's both in Europe AND the United...
Posted by Kommandant Kavu on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 04:06:00 PST

Probably the Only Poetry I'll Put Up..

The Dead Told Me to Dance..It was only smart to correspondI proceeded to peel off my frail tissues and tore away the muscleShed away my fleshDanced in my bonesThe silhouette gave shape to indifference...
Posted by Kommandant Kavu on Fri, 22 Sep 2006 10:05:00 PST

Dir En Grey Live: Videos and Questions

Uhmm.. I can't remember correctly 100% What the setlist was for Dir En Grey's concert.. This'd be for Family Values .. With either Korn or FlyLeafBut it has to consist roughly of these songs from what...
Posted by Kommandant Kavu on Fri, 18 Aug 2006 12:17:00 PST

Korn + Dir En Grey Concert Review

 Wow, I must say that was an excellent concert..I've never really thought of either band as being a band to which anyone would mosh to or head bang to.. But I stand corrected.. I was actually afr...
Posted by Kommandant Kavu on Sat, 19 Aug 2006 11:07:00 PST

Turmion Katilot Lyrics (Revamp)

YES IT WAS HARDER THEN YOU THINK TO GET THIS...Since I am a huge fan of Turmion Kätilöt / Turmion Katilot..Here are a couple previews... Turmion Katilot - Teurastaja Turmion Katilot - Rautak...
Posted by Kommandant Kavu on Sun, 22 Jan 2006 03:15:00 PST

Turmion Katilot Lyrics 2

YES IT WAS HARDER THEN YOU THINK TO GET THIS... Since I am a huge fan of Turmion Kätilöt / Turmion Katilot.. (you can look for demo's in the original Turmion Katilot lyrics post)  I wanted to fin...
Posted by Kommandant Kavu on Wed, 07 Jun 2006 08:42:00 PST

I need to vent (Now in Blog Form)

I'm tired.. and angry.. a crabby little man..So fuck it..Fuck Living..Fuck Dying..Fuck Breathing..Fuck Sophocating..Fuck Emotion..Fuck Love..Fuck Hate..Fuck LifeFuck DeathFuck Everything!..Oh and now ...
Posted by Kommandant Kavu on Thu, 13 Jul 2006 01:33:00 PST

Paper Clips

Last Night I watched the movie Paper Clips.. It was a middle school project that ended up having a world wide impact from New Zealand to Germany to Spain.. The project started with teachings of the ho...
Posted by Kommandant Kavu on Wed, 28 Dec 2005 02:51:00 PST

Goals For Life

Okay.. From tonight im gonna set myself some goals.. for well the future..- Meet The Following bands    -Rammstein    -Turmion Katilot    -Dir En Grey ...
Posted by Kommandant Kavu on Sat, 27 Aug 2005 01:07:00 PST