stand in the rain |
Today is the first *official* day off Ive had since November 1. Of course, Im spending it thinking about what Im going to do for the girls Christmas. The initial thoughts were cheery and then I st...
Posted by on Thu, 18 Dec 2008 15:26:00 GMT |
This doesn’t even deserve a subject.. |
If you've got something to say to me, at least do so on a REAL myspace. I don't even know what to say to this. I'm apalled that someone would think I'm a bad mother. This is straight up unnecessary, i...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Nov 2008 07:48:00 GMT |
i wonder |
sometimes i think about youwonder if you're out there somewhere thinking about meand would you even recognize the woman that your little girl has grown up to because i look in the mirror and all i see...
Posted by on Sat, 08 Nov 2008 08:48:00 GMT |
meredith |
On october 29 i got a phone call while at work and was told meredith had a fever of 101.1 and had been vomitting. i left work immediately and picked meredith up. i took her to centennial hills hospita...
Posted by on Wed, 05 Nov 2008 04:33:00 GMT |
the only difference between martydom and suicide is the press coverage |
i don't know why i'm doing thisi don't see what's so unfixablebut it's getting harder all the timeto deal; to breathethis pain in my arm is so much easieri can't take it in my heart anymorei...
Posted by on Tue, 04 Nov 2008 04:39:00 GMT |
nachos for breakfast |
i'm starting to fashion an idea in my headwhere i would impress youwith every single word i saidwould come out insightful or brave or smooth or charmingand you'd want to call meand i wo...
Posted by on Mon, 27 Oct 2008 04:09:00 GMT |
the pros and cons of breathing |
bury me standing under your window with a cinder block in handcause no one will ever feel like this againand if i could move i'm sure it would only be to crawl back to youi must have dr...
Posted by on Sun, 19 Oct 2008 18:21:00 GMT |
giving up. |
what if we stop having a ballwhat if the paint chips from the wall what if there's always cups in the sink what if I'm not what you think....i am what if i fall further than youwhat if you dream ...
Posted by on Fri, 17 Oct 2008 23:54:00 GMT |
the end. |
i leave the gas onwalk the allies in the darksleep with candles burningi leave the door unlockedim weaving a rope andrunning all the red lightsdid i get your attentioncause im sendingal...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Oct 2008 06:01:00 GMT |
