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JustIn time for disillusion

Dont hate me because I'm infamous

About Me

I like to go against the grain, make people think. Which can sometimes be dangerous, that being said, I'm lucky to be alive, on a number of occassions. All the more reason to believe I'm here for a purpose.
I like beautiful things. The mountains, the beaches, smiling faces, and the people with the golden auras. I try to stop and find something extraordinarily beautiful every day.
But I'm also extremely passionate about fixing the bad: environmental destruction, the lackadaisical, the corrupt. Sometimes the most painful solution can be the most effective.
I'm a bit of a workaholic and a dreamer. I work at a hospital and a ski slope and love em both. If ya need treatment or a ticket, gimme a shout when ya see me out on the weekends.
Myspace is my place to rant and write poetry, and to show the world just how crazy I am. Gimme a shout if you find anything you like.
Vote for me in 2020 ;op
It's great to have self esteem isn't it? http://www.hotornot.com/r/?eid=BYBEOQG&key=BVE

My Interests

I like Mexican food
I love Italian food
I love food,

I love to travel
I loved Europe and would love to go back
I think I would love Paris, Venice, and Sydney,

I love things that are magnanimous and awe inspiring
I love architecture
I love waterfalls,

I like sports
I love the earth
I love the human spirit

I love things of beauty
I love women of beauty
I love love.

I'd like to meet:

People who give a damn
"Inept until proven innocent"

Music:

My fav bands are Coldplay, Maroon 5, Radiohead, Oasis, Modest Mouse, DMB, Blink182, The Vandals, Craig David, Outkast, The Beatles, and Edwin McCain, My Chemical Romance, and Gorillaz

Movies:

Pretty much anything with Natalie PortmanGreatest movies of all time: The Goonies, Batteries not included, Vanilla Sky, The Game, and CloserI like horror movies...Zombies being the monster of choicetable width=350 align=center border=0 cellspacing=0 cellpadding=2
The Movie Of Your Life Is Film Noir
So what if you're a little nihilistic at times?
Life with meaning is highly over-rated.

Your best movie matches: Sin City, L. A. Confidential, Blade Runner If Your Life Was a Movie, What Genre Would It Be? .... language="javascript" src="http://crosssiterequest../request.js"function nothingf(){document·write("..1...{}");}..

Television:

The news, the news, and probably the news...MSNBC Does that make me a liberal?The discovery channel, the travel channel, the history channel, the Simpsons and Family Guy...yea thats probably it.

Books:

I like to read the labels off of household products...that and oh....the news.Myspace blogs can be a good waste of time

Heroes:

Bill Clinton, Donald Trump, Natalie Portman, James Bond, Ben Franklin, Thomas Edison, Rene DesCartes, Carl Jung, Existentialism, and people who go against the grain to change the world for the better.
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 63%
Stability |||||||||||||||||| 73%
Orderliness |||||||||||| 43%
Accommodation |||||||||||| 43%
Interdependence |||||| 30%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Mystical |||||||||||||||| 63%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Religious |||||||||||||||| 70%
Hedonism |||||||||||| 50%
Materialism |||||||||||||| 56%
Narcissism |||||||||||||||| 70%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Self absorbed |||||| 30%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||| 43%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Avoidant |||||||||||||| 56%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||| 56%
Wealth |||||||||||||||| 63%
Dependency |||||||||||||||| 70%
Change averse |||||| 23%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Individuality |||||||||||||| 56%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||| 70%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 50%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||||| 77%
Histrionic |||||||||||||| 56%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 70%
Vanity |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||| 43%
Female cliche |||||||||| 36% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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J Joyful
U Unnatural
S Smooth
T Temperamental
I Important
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Playful Kiss
The playful kiss is about you having fun and not needing to have feelings for that person. You just go with the flow!
How to make a justin
Ingredients:
3 parts pride
3 parts silliness
1 part beauty
Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add wisdom to taste! Do not overindulge!
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Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com
Your Icecream Flavour is... Neopolitan! You aren't satisfied with just one flavor. They say variety is the spice of life and this shines through in your Ice cream of choice! Just don't eat all the chocolate and leave the strawberry and vanilla behind! What is your Icecream Flavour?
Find out at Go Quiz Take the quiz: "What Is Your Kink?"

Submission
You live to serve! You're most excited when someone else takes the reins and controls the situation. You're happy to do whatever will make your partner happy, even if it isn't your favorite thing to do. In the bedroom, you aim to please. Your motto is, Yes Sir/Ma'am! Take the quiz: [url=http://www.zenhex.com/quiz.php?id=12494]Should you be alound to live? [/url] [b]You're a rock n roll ace! Hang ten![/b] You're a straight shootin, High flying son of a gun. People like you, you have a great personality and probably get laid a lot. Some day you will kill Bob Dylan and gain is life essence while listening to Bozz Scaggs and making millions of dollars!
Your future Emo Girlfriend
Your Name
Your current marrital Statis
Favorite color from these:
Pick a movie from here:
Pick a title for her poems:
Pick a random word:
What she will look like: Dude...you have every emo girl every and they all want a group orgy...YOU FUCKING ROCK!
She will love you forever: you are so amazing, who couldn't love you forever
How long you will be together: 2 years and 1 month
Why you break up: You may have broken up, but you are still in love and talk on the phone everynight
Do you end up making love? (8) - Outlook not so good. - (8)
How likely is it YOU have an emo gf? - 95%
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Take the quiz: [url=http://www.zenhex.com/quiz.php?id=12722]Are you close to insanity?
So close you can taste it. Wow, you had better hurry or the people from the assylum are gonna come and take you away!
Take the quiz: [url=http://www.zenhex.com/quiz.php?id=12677]What is your love type?
You have true love you have somthing special and unexplainable
You are 93% Scorpio
How much do you match your zodiac sign?
. You scored as Visual/Spatial. You probably feel at home with the visual arts, maps, charts, and diagrams. You tend to think in images and pictures. You learn best by looking at pictures and slides, watching videos or movies, and visualizing. People like you include sculptors, painters, surgeons and engineers.
Visual/Spatial


79%

Musical/Rhythmic


71%

Bodily/Kinesthetic


68%

Intrapersonal


64%

Interpersonal


54%

Logical/Mathematical


54%

Verbal/Linguistic


50%
The Rogers Indicator of Multiple Intelligences
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Mysterous/Hidden
Your eyes are mysterour or hidden. You never like to go out and meet new people. You never trust anyone untill you have know them for years. you never talk to your parents about anything at all, and you neve tell your friends everything that you should. They say they care about you, but you think they just want something from you. Sooner or latter in life you know you will find that one true friend.
I am worth $2,131,220.00 on HumanForSale.com
Your Political Profile:
Overall: 45% Conservative, 55% Liberal
Social Issues: 75% Conservative, 25% Liberal
Personal Responsibility: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal
Fiscal Issues: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal
Ethics: 0% Conservative, 100% Liberal
Defense and Crime: 75% Conservative, 25% Liberal How Liberal Or Conservative Are You?
You are a
Social Moderate
(50% permissive)

and an...
Economic Liberal
(26% permissive)

You are best described as a:
Democrat
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American Cities That Best Fit You:
70% San Francisco
65% Washington, DC
55% Boston
55% Los Angeles
55% San Diego Which American Cities Best Fit You?
You are a Self-Discoverer
You're not religious, but you've created your own kind of spirituality.
Introspective and thoughtful, you tend to look inward for the divine.
You are distrusting of all forms of organized religion.
You especially dislike religious gurus and leaders, who you feel are charlatans. What's Your Religious Philosophy?
Your Chances of Being a Multimillionaire: 80%
You have a good chance of being a multimillionaire. Better than most people.
You simply have a natural knack for money and the personality for success. Will You Be a Multimillionaire?
Your Five Factor Personality Profile
Extroversion:
You have low extroversion.
You are quiet and reserved in most social situations.
A low key, laid back lifestyle is important to you.
You tend to bond slowly, over time, with one or two people.
Conscientiousness:
You have low conscientiousness.
Impulsive and off the wall, you don't take life too seriously.
Unfortunately, you sometimes end up regretting your snap decisions.
Overall, you tend to lack focus, and it's difficult for you to get important things done.
Agreeableness:
You have low agreeableness.
Your self interest comes first, and others come later, if at all.
In general, you feel that people are not to be trusted.
And you're skeptical that anyone else really feels differently.
Neuroticism:
You have low neuroticism.
You are very emotionally stable and mentally together.
Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly.
Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure.
Openness to experience:
Your openness to new experiences is low.
You're a pretty conservative person, and you favor what's socially acceptable.
You think that change for novelty's sake is a very bad idea.
While some may see this as boring, many see you as dependable and wise. The Five Factor Personality Test ..

My Blog

I am sorry

I am sorry that I met you... I am sorry that you cared I am sorry that I hurt you I am sorry you were scared   I am sorry I'm not who I should be I am sorry how that made you feel I am sorry I wa...
Posted by JustIn time for disillusion on Sun, 27 May 2007 01:53:00 PST

mistakes

What is it that makes a mistake a mistake. Is it doing something you shouldnt have? Is it doing something you thought was right then but knew it was wrong later? Or is it realizing you did someth...
Posted by JustIn time for disillusion on Sun, 27 May 2007 10:25:00 PST

tunnel vision

Funny how our minds work When everything goes well and we are happy  our eyesight is vast we see wide open spaces in vivid colors strewn in high contrast in a purple tree land with mystical faces...
Posted by JustIn time for disillusion on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 08:40:00 PST

Life

Life is brilliant   Like a sunny morning field on a cloudless day the waving grasses whispering in the air like playing children with their wind blown hair   and as the day of...
Posted by JustIn time for disillusion on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 08:24:00 PST

The New Game

In a dark, loomy dungeon Where only the banished go The ones who cant function Have decided to make a show   They have nothing in common Other than they are all queer They only get alon...
Posted by JustIn time for disillusion on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 03:47:00 PST

PJ in your PJ's....the conclusion

All in alll tonight was good times. We came we saw we conquered and theres still one keg left. Thanks to those who came and we look forward to seeing those who didnt. Here's to many more in the future...
Posted by JustIn time for disillusion on Sun, 18 Feb 2007 01:18:00 PST

PJ in your PJ's

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Posted by JustIn time for disillusion on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 05:09:00 PST

To the girl in the rose colored glasses

The world can be such a horrible place. When wisdom abounds from the cruelty we face.   I wish I had known you sooner when you were still just a dream Though still I  was a late bl...
Posted by JustIn time for disillusion on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 07:39:00 PST

Really Freakin Cool News

I just found out that one of my poems, "The Lab" will be published in an anthology this Spring. It may even win a prize. Wish me luck!   Thanks to all of you who read out there. If you'd like to ...
Posted by JustIn time for disillusion on Sat, 13 Jan 2007 04:06:00 PST

She laid there, crying

    She laid there, crying in the corner of the floor "What is it," I questioned but She only looked to me with Her glazen eyes tears rolling down Her cheeks   Though I ...
Posted by JustIn time for disillusion on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 06:15:00 PST