lovelle

I have always said that I would die for my family, my friends and the man who would love me unconditionally. It'll always hold true... I am no extraordinary woman. I am just a simple girl who wants the simplest things in life; like the sunbeams, the cool breeze, even the heat from a one-shot tequila... No striking appearance. No voluptuous body. Nor an accounting whiz.I admire people who can make me laugh even without trying. I love people who can make fun of themselves and still manage to have people respect them. I think that is a special talent.My life is no fairy tale. But it is a life-long saga of triumph and tragedy. I do have my own shortcomings like all people do have... But I always believe that there are lots of goodness buried inside me. I know that no matter how I try to be good, somewhere along the way some things just don't work out well or simply, just don't work out. I do have my own regrets. I could be the type of person who would cry over spilled milk especially if that milk means so much to me. I get to be so grouchy at times... but you will rarely see me go mad-as in mad. I’m just not the confrontational, war-freak type, I guess... People who know me so well can say that sometimes I could be 'D queen of sarcasm in every initial reaction'... :) I could be a tearjerker, but I believe I have more strength than what other people think I have. I believe that in life people commit mistakes... and it's either they get up and learn from it or be drown by it. I cry over my mistake, but there is always a hope in me that somehow, someday I may be able to look back and smile over the things that happened in my life. I believe all the events that I bring upon myself are necessary to reach the places I have chosen to go...I could be the sweetest and kindest 'sweet sexy thingy' there ever will be... but I also have my flaws and I could be the ugliest to some people who refused to know me... I tend to be easily hurt, but I NEVER hold grudges towards anyone. I’d always have this big room of understanding/ compromising in my heart. Amidst the pain (and in the end), I’d still choose to understand and forgive...I am affectionate, a true-blue hopeless romantic. I could be real crazy, clumsy and funny (and naughty!?) at times. I wear turtle-necks, power suits, pearls, make-ups and talk and write English well on purpose--- to intimidate people and to make them believe that first impressions don’t last. 'Guess it's safe to say that I am a little bit of everything.My epitaph? I want it to read this way: the girl who wished for nothing more than to become what all cocoons have wished for at the very beginning... a full-winged butterfly...All things in life, even the most petty and negative stuffs, make me human---Mold me to what I am right now and the person I will be someday. As quoted, "In life you learn." I have lived... therefore I have learned...