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Poney, know the name......

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About Me


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PONEY WELCOMES YOU
ok so about me. i have so many flaws. i have a heart of gold. many people will not agree wth that but i can't show some1 my tru heart till they can show me theirs. no1 has ever done that. sure they say they have but no. i have a problem with commitment, now it seems worthless to me. I went 6 month celibant it just ended reciently cause i made a pact. i have an anger problem too. who doesn't. i've gotten better and have even been told i've calmed down ever since anger managment. i have this thing where if you piss me off though, i will try to punch you at first and then be ok. i don't know why but some of the things i do make people mad and honestly if it makes you mad you don't like me for me. if you don't like me for me then whatever. i'm currently not in school, don't have the money to go. i live at my moms again, who cares, in may its goin to be my brother, his gf and my house. yea my moms goin to cuba for a year and a half. I have a stressful life. i try to take on the world and help anyone. all i want in return is for people to realize what i do. don't take it for granted and just every so often give me a hand. i've given up on ever having a love life again. and its ok. i've got all my friends and i can deal. idk what else to put
I'm more that what people think i am.
I can do things people think i can't.
I know secrets people don't know i know.
I know lies people don't know i know.
People can underestimate me.
In the end you will be amazed with what i can be.
You will be amazed with what i can do.
You will be amazed what i know.
Even though you may try to get me down,
I'll look in you're eyes and say "Fuk You"

My Interests

eating, walkin, wandering on foot or by bike for hours, having fun not careing what people think....................................

I'd like to meet:

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh idk some1 who intrests me..... wow exactly

Poney --

[adjective]:

Devilish child that will kill you as you sleep and steal your bf/gf enjoy

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Heroes:

My hero(s) will be the people who buy me alch n cigs for christmas hahaha

My Blog

yawn

Lucc is getting worse and worse. theres no money,theres no booze or cigs,no more driving,eating has been lowered on priority list,i think i wanna pacc up my bookbag and wander fora week.i need adventu...
Posted by Poney, know the name...... on Fri, 12 Sep 2008 08:44:00 PST

ughhhhhhhhhh fucc doctors

So we all know that i'm bacc and forth between the docs so they can MAYBE find out what the fucc is wrong with my brain and why the hell i get so many migranes. but no........ they can't find out. i w...
Posted by Poney, know the name...... on Tue, 09 Sep 2008 01:05:00 PST

Im a Drunk Blu and Tru

i make alot of decisionns, people may agree or disagree. it's my world to live in tho. i have to control the things i can manage. i am to live this life with myself and my friends, to be able to eat m...
Posted by Poney, know the name...... on Mon, 18 Aug 2008 08:58:00 PST

ergh

the one thing everyone never seems to realize, most wanna put me down about my alocoholism problem, but what people need to realize it that i have all of you left and right alll the time and i tale pn...
Posted by Poney, know the name...... on Sun, 17 Aug 2008 10:44:00 PST

owwie my eye

ugh  in pain.idk wtf happened to my eye but today its more swollen. about 1/2 way closed and i have to wait till either 730 or 930 b4 i can see if i can go to the docs.i doubt i'm gonna do nethin...
Posted by Poney, know the name...... on Sat, 26 Jul 2008 02:42:00 PST

Have a nice day

i keep it around my necc so i show idk what ppeople think and that if they don't like shit fucc off and so i can pull it up over my face in a moments notice if shits about to go down cause i'm about s...
Posted by Poney, know the name...... on Wed, 23 Jul 2008 11:05:00 PST

ra

so im still feelin off from drinkin till 630 am. i've just been sitting at home. have had alot on my mind of wonders cause we all had heart to hearts last night and i've realized somethings, that i wo...
Posted by Poney, know the name...... on Sat, 19 Jul 2008 02:52:00 PST

home for a min

ok so i haven't really been home in a while. and without coming home, my drinking rate has dropped. so it leads me to believe that this house = more drinking.  i dislike this house alot. only rea...
Posted by Poney, know the name...... on Fri, 27 Jun 2008 07:21:00 PST

blegh

so was sicc for 3 days now have a bitchass fever. ugh. have to wake up at 8  to go get a new id then have to take gma to go get xrays then idk what so hit me upbeach this weekend!
Posted by Poney, know the name...... on Tue, 27 May 2008 08:24:00 PST

love me or hate me

life as we know it could change at any second. people can have there accusations on how i am. i know who i am. i can die at any moment and i know i will die being myself. i don't need some1 to tell me...
Posted by Poney, know the name...... on Sat, 24 May 2008 12:04:00 PST