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So, I've been thinking...for awhile now, that maybe theres nothing more to life than what we can see. If we see only heart break, then thats what we're gonna get, if we see only tears, then we're gonna be dripping wet, but if we see only sunshine, then wouldn't we go blind? Okay, so my name's Brittany, and I'm married to Josh Abernathy who I love so much, with a little one on the way, a little boy. I have a few best friends, and I like it that way. I dont care what you think about me, so dont waste your breath, if I dont know you, dont talk to me, if I dont like you, keep your mouth shut. I'll never do anything great, I'll never save anyones life, dont try to change me, dont try to make me like you, I am who I am. I'm far from perfect, and chances are I'll never make you happy, hell I can't even make myself happy. So here's the truth, I hate life, it's nothing but bullshit, people promise you the world, and only give you grief, they let you down every chance they get, they love to see you suffer, they love to see you quit.?So t/h/e/r/e/s this 'guy' right?? Well he {kinda} has my h.e.a.r.t.? I miss you a little I guess you could say... a little too [much] and a little too [often] and a little [more] each day.. I'm not sure how it got so crazy, but I'll do anything to set things right. Cause your love is so amazing, baby you're the best thing in my life. you feel the way I feel. I promise I would give the world. If only you would let me .. <3 I wanna be your favorite hello && hardest goodbye I'm not over him,but then again,maybe I don't wanna be <3&&When I tell you I Love you. I dont say it out of habit or to start a conversation, I say it to remind you that you're the best thing that's ever happened to meI'm not perfect ;; sometimes I look like crap , I fail tests I trip over stuff// I dont always get the guys I want, I get jealous of people, I screw up ;; sometimes I feel like a total nerd -- but its life && its got to be lived<3..
[Marital Status] I killed my lover
[Shoe size] 7 or a 7 1/2
[Parents still together] nope
[Siblings] 2 brothers and a sister
[Pets] 2 dogs
FAVORITES
[Color] red, black, and blue
[Number] 13
[Animal] frogs
[Drinks] screwdrivers
[Soda] dr. pepper
[Book] Beautiful Lie
[Flower] water lily
DO YOU
[Color your hair?] yup
[Twirl your hair?] sometimes
[Have tattoos?] 4
[Have Piercings?] 9
[Cheat on tests/homework?] I dont take tests or have homework
[Drink/Smoke?] yup
[Like roller coasters?] love em
[Wish you could live somewhere else?] somewhere warm
[Want more piercings?] yea, but I dont know what to get next...
[Like cleaning?] sometimes
[Write in cursive or print?] print
[Own a web cam?] nope
[Know how to drive?] yea... right into a house!
[Own a cell phone?] nope
[Ever get off the damn computer?] haha.. maybe
HAVE U EVER
[Been in a fist fight?] yup and kicked some ass too!
[Considered a life of crime?] thought about it
[Considered being a hooker?] well the moneys good.. haha no
[Lied to someone?] maybe
[Been in love?] once
[Made out with JUST a friend?] yea
[Been in lust?] yup
[Used someone] nope
[Been used?] yea
[Been cheated on?] oh yea, lots
[Kicked someone in the nuts?] haha yea
[Stolen anything?] not that anyone would miss
[Held a gun] uh huh
CURRENTS
[Current clothing] smiley face pj pants, and a tank top
[Current mood] hyper
[Current taste] metal
[What you currently smell like] goood, love spell
[Current hair] blah
[Current thing I ought to be doing] umm... nothing
[Current cd in stereo] I dont know
[Last book you read] Beautiful Lie
[Last movie you saw] Epic Movie
[Last thing you ate] pie!
[Last person you talked to on the phone] Abby
[Do drugs?] nope but maybe one day
[Believe there is life on other planets?] if there is, I wanna join them!
Remember your first love?] like it was yesterday
[Still love him/her?] oh yea
[Read the newspaper?] sometimes
[Have any gay or lesbian friends?] yup
[Believe in miracles?] I want to
[Do well in school?] already out
[Wear hats] sometimes
[Hate yourself?] yea... cause I'm emo like that.. lol hell no
[Have an obsession?] only a love
[Collect anything?] dust
[Have a best friend?] a few
[Close friends?] more than one
[Like your handwriting?] sure
[Care about looks] yea
LOVE LIFE
[First crush] Randy
[First kiss] Joey
[Do you believe in love at first sight?] yea, but it's only happened once
[Do you believe in "the one?"] sometimes
[Are you a tease?] I can be
[Too shy to make the first move?] hell no
ARE U A
[Daydreamer] all the time
[Bitch/Asshole] I can be
[sarcastic] never... haha
[Angel] no
[Devil] a little
[Shy] nope not me
[Talkative] I can be
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prayers of a broken heart.

I'd burn to death to keep you warm, but yet when you were sitting in the driveway, I couldn't make my legs move, I couldn't run to you, my words wouldn't come out right, I couldn't say what I wan...
Posted by on Wed, 21 Feb 2007 16:50:00 GMT

me.

As I'm going down the road, and the lights are passing by, for a spilt second, I find myself...then I'm gone again. burried under the what ifs, and the could bes... burried under what everyone wants ...
Posted by on Tue, 20 Feb 2007 06:14:00 GMT

Theres this boy...

Theres this boy,And he kinda has my heart,Theres this boy,And he kinda makes me smile,Theres this boy,And he kinda takes my breath away,Theres this boy,And he's kinda wonderful,Theres this boy,And he ...
Posted by on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 17:36:00 GMT

guilty of 1st degree murder

I've been sleeping for so long that I couldn't see the way you've been hurting me. You use me like I'm still yours, like I'd do anything you asked, like I'll always be around. Let's get a few things r...
Posted by on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 15:03:00 GMT

Pretend

A love so sweet has all but passedIt seem to fly by all to fast,You moved on, found a new heart,As we seem to grow so far apart,Just as I thought she left you cold,Left you without a thing to hold,She...
Posted by on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 14:54:00 GMT

Colors and Holes!

omg... 7 pirecings in one day.. I bet you people cant go through that much pain!  so far I'm up to 9 pirecings now... hell yea!!!! for all your ink and needle needs go to Colors and Holes!!! they...
Posted by on Sun, 04 Feb 2007 11:28:00 GMT

????

As you brush the hair back from my eyes,I'm forced to wonder why,Why do I give in to your morbid charm,Why do I let you cause me harm,Are tears alone not enough for you,Must I be broken and bleeding t...
Posted by on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 01:09:00 GMT

Scream for me!

I just need to scream.. so even though you cant see it.. this is full of pain, and tears.... and blood... so here... I'm screaming............ still going...okay... thanks...
Posted by on Fri, 02 Feb 2007 08:36:00 GMT

My knight in shining blood

In my heart of hearts is where I'll keep you my love. If only you'd read the love letter I left on your floor, you'd see it's not to late, I pray it's not to late. Over broken bridges I walked for you...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 23:01:00 GMT

In the end..

Choke the sorrows of your life with your own two hands, and rip the evil out of your soul with your own teeth, for I stand no where close to you, I cannot ease your pain, though I give my life to try....
Posted by on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 16:12:00 GMT