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LeiLani

You say we're too young but maybe you're too old to remember.

About Me


I'm LeiLani. I'm (finally) 18 on August 12th. I'm pretty shy/laid back at first, but once I reach my comfort zone I'm pretty crazy. I take relationships seriously, whether they be friendships, family, or bf/gf relationships. I trust WAY too easily, but once you break my trust it's VERY hard to gain it back. I'd do anything and everything for the people I love. I always give more than get and I never complain.
I work two jobs, Best Buy and Dollar Tree. Yes, both are fairly shitty jobs, but unfortunately the government won't allow you to work a full time job when you're under 18, but you CAN work two jobs which equal over 45 hours a week? Yeah, I don't get it either. Even though I work two jobs, I still make sure I set aside time for family and friends. You can have all the money in the world but without love what good would it do you?
I graduated high school at 16, tried college, wasn't sure what I wanted to do. Right now I'm taking time off to save up some money and get a car, then I plan on returning, hopefully sometime in the spring of 2008 for Buisness Management.
I love meeting new people, so don't be shy!
Feel free to IM me
XxSoulSilenceXx
You Have a Phlegmatic Temperament
Mild mannered and laid back, you take life at a slow pace.
You are very consistent - both in emotions and actions.
You tend to absorb set backs easily. You are cool and collected.
It is difficult to offend you. You can remain composed and unemotional.
You are a great friend and lover. You don't demand much of others.
While you are quiet, you have a subtle wit that your friends know well.
At your worst, you are lazy and unwilling to work at anything.
You often get stuck in a rut, without aspirations or dreams.
You can get too dependent on others, setting yourself up for abandonment. What Temperment Are You?

My Interests



...Singing...

...Writing...

...Reading...

...Live Music...

....Classical piano...

...Poetry...

...Beauty (in all forms)...

...Love...

...Makeup & Hair...

...Shooting Pool...

I'd like to meet:

New friends, (good) muscians, anyone interesting...

If you're going to add me, and you don't know me in person, pleasssseee message me first. ;]

Music:


MUSE!

TEARS OF MARS!

Mute Math

Cold War Kids

Regina Spektor

Amy Winehouse

Radiohead

Tori Amos

Vanessa Carlton

Avenged Sevenfold

Lacuna Coil

Brand New

Bleed The Dream

Jewel

(old) Offspring

Dashboard Confessional

John Mayor

Jason Mraz

Maroon 5

Michelle Branch

Alanis Morisette

Savage Garden

Nirvana

Three Days Grace

Juniper Lane

The Used

Jimmy Eat World

The Killers

Coldplay

Depeche Mode

The Birthday Massacure

Anna Nalick

Blind Rhetoric

Silverstein

30 Seconds To Mars

Alkaline Trio

Chevelle

Death Cab For Cutie

The Postal Service

Justin Timberlake (yes, I am lame!)

Bush

Flyleaf

Incubus

KT Tunstall

Wolfmother

Pretty much anything thats not uninspired and unoriginal.

Movies:


Lots... who really reads this anyway. My favorite movie, though is probably Good Will Hunting. And I love love Anchorman.

Television:


I don't watch TV. But when I do I watch The Office, or Law & Order: SVU.

Books:


A Child Called It, Of Mice and Men, To Kill a Mockingbird, Life Expectancy, Flowers in the Attic.

Heroes:


***My Aunt Karen***

(The only family I ever knew, I'll miss you RIP)
10/16/63 - 11/09/04

*!*MATT BELLAMY*!*
{of MUSE}
One day we will be married.

My Blog

You Know What I Hate?

The past... honestly... I mean I know so many people say it's good because it's shaped you into who you are, and you learn so much from it... But you know what I've realized? No matter how much you ch...
Posted by LeiLani on Thu, 09 Aug 2007 08:51:00 PST

@$%&^!!!!!!!!

I'm so sick and tired of my family shoving the God card in my face. They act like I don't have a reason to be bitter and upset. "Gods will be done" FUCK GOD. I'm so sick of hearing his fucking name wh...
Posted by LeiLani on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 08:50:00 PST

Don't EVER shove my past in my face.

This is for some boy that thinks he's smarter than I am. That thinks he's better than I am. A guy thats so immature who needs to shove my family situation in my face to make himself feel better. Well ...
Posted by LeiLani on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 10:26:00 PST

Updates on me.

Life's had its ups and downs, but I must say for the first time in a long time I'm pretty content with where I am and what I want to do. I KNOW I want to be a cosmetologist, and I KNOW I don't care ab...
Posted by LeiLani on Thu, 24 May 2007 11:28:00 PST

Mother

**Just as an opening note... This song is about my mom, who is a drug addict, who's all into religion, and tries to push God on me.** The drugs can't save youAnd you can't push them awayYou hide...
Posted by LeiLani on Thu, 03 May 2007 09:47:00 PST

Piece of Me

New poem... kiss me softlyi'm giving you all of methis will be the first timekissed me softlyi gave you all of meyou swore it was the last timenow i'll break myself in twoseparate myself from youbut a...
Posted by LeiLani on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 07:27:00 PST

yet another new song...

OPENING-Sometimes I wake to findYour eyes they meet with mineFeelings I can't revealToo soon to break the sealBut I could not hideI was so vunerable to you VERSENight is when I feel you mostWrap your ...
Posted by LeiLani on Sun, 14 Jan 2007 08:23:00 PST

Today I wrote a song

It has piano and all... I really love this song.   THIS WAY   I wanted toBe close to youWhen you pushed me awayI wanted toBe near to youBut you made me this wayAnd you know you hurt me...
Posted by LeiLani on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 12:51:00 PST

No such thing as friendship...

I really hate females... They all suck. They'll be your friend for awhile but the second a boy walks into the picture they stop caring. I'm reallllllllly sick of being lied to. Me and my chick friend ...
Posted by LeiLani on Tue, 15 Aug 2006 12:25:00 PST

Songs

I wrote two songs on my piano so far.  One day when I have enough money saved I'm going to buy the equitment to record my crap on my computer haha, but for now, you'll have to suffice with the ly...
Posted by LeiLani on Thu, 06 Jul 2006 09:23:00 PST