This isn’t a battle...Your ignorance |
This isn't a battle.Your ignorance.THIS love was patient.THIS love was ALWAYS kind.You took it for granted.And you started the lies.You were the only one to touch me and you were the only one allowed.... Posted by est.1986 on Sat, 23 Feb 2008 07:53:00 PST |
The Hands Resist Him |
The Hands Resist Hima.j.e.Underneath these 21 years lies a royal.Darker then the depths of any sea but lighter then the ices of the Arctics.Within all of this lies a child of time.Kept warm by each ye... Posted by est.1986 on Fri, 22 Feb 2008 05:40:00 PST |
home alone |
w/ christmas only a few days away.w/ you and me miles apart.alone on christmas day.is something i'm used to. I have to handle it like an art.To be able to not cry through out the day is hard.given my ... Posted by est.1986 on Sun, 23 Dec 2007 05:10:00 PST |
its becoming a hassle |
i write all of my own shit.
i feel like i'm a good writer at that.
of course you can always get better but for somebody who's never takin' classes, for somebody whos never been apart of a group or eve... Posted by est.1986 on Sun, 09 Sep 2007 01:23:00 PST |
Statement |
For those who don't know the power of words read mine.
I am a force to be reckoned with.
Becasue i allow myself to be free.
I AM BEYOND CARE TO YOU OR HIM OR HER.
I suffer through my own tests and if... Posted by est.1986 on Sat, 20 Oct 2007 05:45:00 PST |
THURS NO PLACE LIKE HOME. |
So maybe things have become grim.Things haven't been fairy tale.And they never will...i've come to that conclusion...I don't live in a castle.I don't have talking gingerbread men jumping up and down y... Posted by est.1986 on Tue, 16 Oct 2007 03:10:00 PST |
X_X |
a simple note.
If i loved myself...would i feel so sad?
Asking such a question.
Doesn't that mean you don't love yourself enough.
To wish that things happened in a different way everytime you do somet... Posted by est.1986 on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 09:39:00 PST |
Remain in the Black |
Whats to be sure of?
Sorry for the feeling of me.
All that i want to be is a good person.
I just wanted it all to be fine.
I wanted to live my life in such a way that I could smile when ever i wanted ... Posted by est.1986 on Sun, 09 Sep 2007 05:14:00 PST |
Have you ever had... |
Something happen to someone you loved where your hopeless...not anything like sickness or death.....that sa different set of emotion....no i'm talking about embarassment...
There's nothing you can do ... Posted by est.1986 on Mon, 15 Jan 2007 06:12:00 PST |
Life is good..but Really Big Papa HELP ME... |
Look at me! Look! at! me! jesus help me. i'm lost and i can't find my way. i'm admiting myself...because im tired and scared...i don't want to mess up i want to go up...please...help me...so i can hel... Posted by est.1986 on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 06:50:00 PST |