Hello there I'm Cruffa
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....ch. 1....
In 1980, Ron Newman and Donna Hawkins got
married. 2 or so years later they started trying to have a child.
They tried everything, without success. Finally around Christmas
of 1983 the news came that Donna was pregnant. It was the
happiest day of their lives together. There had been some debate
on what they were going to name their son. Christopher Quay?? or
Christopher David after Donna's father. They came to the
conclusion that Christopher David Newman would be their son's
name. Christopher was born on August 2nd 1984, weighing 10 lbs.
Donna said that no one was going to shorten her son's name to
Chris, because his name is CHRISTOPHER... but everyone calls me
Chris...
....ch. 2....
I had a lot of fun as a child. My parents were
awesome. I went to see Ricky Skaggs when i was a small child, it
was my first concert. I always loved music as a child. I can
remember listening to Dont worry, be happy in the living room of
my old house. I loved Rober Palmer's music, i used to sing
"Addicted to love" but i would mispronounce it
everytime. "ditted to luh"
....ch. 3....
When i was 3 my sister Lindsay was born.
They were going to name her Henderson, but decided on Lindsay
instead. They couldnt think of a middle name for her, so i
helped... when i was 3 i used to watch the bold and the beautiful
on cbs, and there was a girl on there i was like in love with
named Caroline. I told my parents that my sister's middle name
should be caroline, they loved it. October 14th, 1987 my sister
was born, Lindsay Caroline Newman. We have been friends all of
our lives, despite some times when i wanted to kill her and she
wanted to kill me... lol thats every brother and sister i
guess...
....ch. 4....
In 1989 i started the am class in Kindergarden at
Lyman Elementary. My teachers were Mrs. Eubanks, and Mrs. Goode.
I had a few friends, John and Brenton. I remember one time i was
sent to the pricipals office because me and another boy were
flipping the bird, i had no idea what it meant, i actually wasnt
really even doing it, a girl named Casey told on us. Another time
i got in trouble i had to stand facing a closet for 15 mins with
both of my arms held out as punishment. This was when people
still paddled kids in school, if you can believe that. I remember
one time my 2 best friends got paddled by the teachers, i dont
know why though. I have always loved the company of girls, one
time i chased this girl named Anna around at recess and kissed
her on the cheek. I remember one of the hardest things i had to
do to pass kindergarden was learn how to skip...
THEN on to 1st Grade... i didnt have a class with either of my
friends i was in kindergarden with, so i made new friends. James,
Tyrone, and Melanie. One time we had to make up a dance for some
reason in 1st grade, and me, James and Tyrone came up with this
dance and called it "The James Dance" i still remember
it. That was a fun year. I remember it snowed us in at school and
my mom came and picked me up at school in our old Bronco, with my
sister. I remember Lindsay standing outside of our window looking
in to see what we were doing. At the end of the school year James
found out that he didnt pass the 1st grade and it was a really
sad time, he was crying, and i was sad because i had to change
schools because we had moved, and i was going to finish out that
year.
....ch. 5....
In 1991, I moved to Inman SC in my Grandma's old house because
she got remarried, and i started school at Inman Elementary, Mrs.
Hutto was my teacher. Since i was a new kid i had to tell the
class about what my old school was like, and talk about my old
friends. A kid named Allen made fun of me for some reason, and
the class laughed at me. I remember Valentines day that year i
got 1 valentines day card in my little bag that hung off the edge
of my desk. I had a friend named Adam in 2nd grade, he came over
to my house once, and i went to his birthday party at his
grandma's house, we played with out burger king toys in a tree
that we had climbed. One time when we were leaving school Adam
told a retarded girl named Erica to pull the fire alarm thing,
and i laughed. I later got in trouble for making fun of that
girl. The rest of my Elementary school days are a blur, besides
6th grade when girls were starting to get boobs and i was getting
more curious than not. but yeah...
....ch. 6....
When i was 10 my Grandma "Gig" died. She
used to come over every day and me and my sister were really
close to her. she had cancer. i remember the last thing she gave
me for my birthday, it was a helicopter from the movie Jurassic
Park. She is probably where i got any strand of funny from. In
fact i know she is. she would always do things with me and my
sister, we have a tape of her doing a fake weather report, it was
so funny, just to hear how she talked doing the weather.
....ch. 7....
When i was around 11 or 12 my parents actually
started letting me use the video camera they had bought when i
was younger. Me and my sister would make movies with our toys. Beast Park
was the first of many movies we made with toys we got from Big
Lots in Spartanburg, and different places. Beast park was a mash
up between the movie Jurassic Park, and the movie Congo...
kinda... we made other movies with toys like "you oughta
know" a movie based on the Alanis Morrisette song, and one
called "Water's Edge" based on the song by 7Mary3.
But it was when we started doing Live action movies when it got
funny... it started with "Ninjas" in 1996, in which Me,
Lindsay, and our cousin Krista were Alien Ninjas from mars... our
space ship was a 1962 Pontiac Tempest... the next one we did was
called "Super-OX" in which i was a super hero whos name
was Oxford, we made "Super-OX 2: Owe that hurt" and
Introduced Ox girl (krista) as Super ox's sidekick, and also
Electricity Girl (Lindsay). Elec. girl Kidnaps one of the
students in the slow class that oxford is in, played by our
cousin Brooke. Eventually Electricity Girl kills oxford by
blowing up the house he is in... Then we made Beast Park 2 , which was a full
length movie... if you have time to watch it... we started on
Beast Park 3 but never finished it...
....ch. 8....
In highschool i was Infatuated with this girl who
i became friends with in middle school. I liked her a lot, but
she didnt like me. I actually dont know why i liked her now...
I was in JROTC in the 9th grade, i hated how i looked every day.
i had very low self esteem going to school and getting made fun
of everyday. it was just a vicious circle. i had a few friends
but they made fun of me to. Sometimes i tried to fit in by making
fun of other people, but i would get in trouble. People would
always call me gay in high school, i did have some wierd ways
that i acted, but i am definitly not gay. I was a virgin all
through highschool. it wasnt by choice though, i didnt have a
girlfriend til i graduated. Sometimes i blamed my whole life's
problems on moving to Inman. I went to my 11th grade prom with
this girl named Kristen, after i kinda had to beg someone to go
with me... i didnt go to my senior prom, because i couldnt find
anyone to go with me, i wanted this girl named Crystal to go with
me, but her dad said she couldnt...
....ch. 9....
After i graduated me and Crystal went to Carowinds
with my church, that was the first time i had held hands with
anyone, after that we started dating. We dated for a few weeks
and i took her home one night and asked if i could kiss her, that
was my first kiss. i was 17. Not to long after that i became a
man... lol.
I saw her or talked to her on the phone at least
everyday, and if i didnt talk to her i didnt feel right. I was in
love.
When i turned 18 i thought we were just going to
go out to eat with my cousin krista, and my aunt gail. but when
we went to their house there was a big surprise party for me and
Crystal was there, which was a surprise because she told me she
couldnt do anything that day. One day me and my parents were
going to get groceries at Quality Foods in Greer, she lived right
behind there, so she walked over there, and said "we have to
talk" she told me she might be pregnant. and i couldnt
believe it, i prayed for days that she wasnt. She wasnt, so we
stopped having sex. That didnt help the situation at all, we
began to fight some, and eventually broke up, because i didnt
have a job, and her dad would always point that out to her. so i
was single...
....ch. 10....
I started working at Walmart when i was 19 because
then i had a car payment on my new car, a 2002 dodge Neon, my dad
got me, and i had to have a job then. I was working 3rd shift at
the Greer walmart. I would get something every week for that car,
i wrecked it in the ice one time coming home from church and i
got like $900 out of it, so i got a roof scoop where the
powerline had creased the roof and a new fender, and some other
stuff. I had rims, an awesome system, a tv, m3 mirrors, and other
stuff on it... i loved that car... One morning i was on my way
home from work i was speeding and i ran off the road and over
corrected and slid sideways into a rock wall and flipped over it
and landed on my driver side door. i crawled out the back window
because it had busted, and i walked up to a house and called home
and told my mom i had a wreck. When she came up the road all she
could see was the underside of my car in the middle of the road.
my headlights popped out and were laying on the rocks, i kept one
of them. i was in shock, but i was really calm about it, i walked
over to my car battery which was thrown about 50 feet and picked
it up and brought it over to the side of the road and layed it
down. i got a ticket for $75 for driving to fast for conditions.
I have never broken a bone in my life. i broke the metal gear
shifter with my shin. i still have the key to that car, its
broken in half but i still have it. I called out of work that
night...
....ch. 11....
I transferred to Walmart in Boiling Springs after
3 months at Greer, i met a lot of new people. I was working in
the Dairy Department stocking 3rd shift. I would always take my
lunch break in my car, and just listen to music. I lost 50 lbs
when i started working there. i would meet a lot of people in
chat rooms on aol when i was 19. I met a woman named Sonya, she
was 29. she lived in Inman with her 3 kids. I got pretty close
with her. lol Her daughter was 13 and started liking me... Me and
Sonya were close a few times but then we stopped. One night at
work this girl named Christy came in and i was wearing a tight
navy blue muscle shirt, and she must have liked what she saw
because she got my phone number, and called me when i went on
break that night. We talked for a while, and a few days later i
went to her house and hung out and watched tv and stuff. at that
time i was driving my dad's convertible mustang, me and my friend
chris and my other friend Daniel would go crusing in it, and try
to pick up girls. One night Chris and Daniel were staying at my
house we all went over there and they stayed in the car. a few
minutes passed and all they saw was me chasing her around her
house at like 2 in the morning. a few days later they stayed at
my house again, and i went over to christy's house and they
stayed at my house. Me and Christy watched Degrassi on tv in her
living room. and i took off my hoodie because it got hot. When
everyone went to bed, me and Christy went into her room and
started messing around. She was really sleepy because she hadnt
slept the night before. she started faking like she was asleep
while i was kissing on her. yadda yadda yadda. she woke up, and
we had a good time. she walked me to the door, and i came home...
She called me the next day asking if we were dating, i said i was
still in love with my ex girlfriend... i didnt hear from her
again.
At walmart we had a way of telling each other if a hot girl was
coming or where she was by simply asking something like "
you got some OJ over there??" or telling someone "i got
some OJ over here for you" there were a lot of good times at
walmart.
....ch. 12....
one day when i was 19 my friend Travis told this
girl he was in Keyboarding class with him about me, and he hooked
us up on a blind date. Her name was Kim, she was 14 at the time.
i picked her up from school and we went and ate chinese food at
the new china buffet in greer. it was an awkward date. We went to
Eckerds, and she got a phone card for her phone. I think we went
to the mall too, im not sure. then i took her back to school at
around 5:30 or 6 because she had colorguard practice, i talked to
her occasionally after that. In 2004 i kept having these feelings
for my ex girlfriend, who was living on the streets with her then
boyfriend, and who had given birth to a daughter. she had a
change jar for donations at a little gas station near where she
was staying in a little shack behind someone's house, me and my
cousin krista, my sister and my cousin brooke, went to go put
some money in the jar for crystal because i still loved her. On
the way there it started raining, and raining hard. We got all
the way to 29 in front of Fast phils gas station, and there was a
flooded area in the road. i figured i could drive through it with
no problem, but i had put a cold air intake on the car i had
gotten after i wrecked my neon, needless to say my car stalled
out in the middle of the intersection, and we had to push it up
hill in the rain to the gas station. I called my dad and he came
and got my car. I had sucked about a gallon of water into the
motor, hot metal and cold water dont mix...
i bought a 1988 lowered full sized chevy truck after that, and i
was still wanting Crystal back. i went to the place where her jar
was supposed to be, and it was gone. when i left there i just
happened to see crystal walking to the place they were staying.
she sat on the porch and her boyfriend went inside. i stopped out
front to say hey to her, she looked so sad. her boyfriend came
out hollering at me and i said i was just stopping to say hey to
her. so i left. after that was crystal's birthday, so i called
her dad and told him to tell her happy birthday for me. a few
weeks later i was on my way to greer and i got a call from
Crystal's stepmom saying she had left him, and she wanted me to
meet them at walmart, so i did and we went back to their house
where Crystal was, and she was so surprised to see me. we hung
out a few times, and i didnt hear from her for a while, then her
aunt died and i went to the funeral, and we started hanging out
again after that, and the day of the Greer Christmas Parade in
2004 me and Crystal started dating again.
At that time my friend Chris was dating a girl named Megan and we
would go on double dates every friday and saturday night. it was
fun. one day crystal stayed at my house, and a guy that she
worked with came and got her so she could help him cut grass for
a little bit of money, because she was trying to make money so
she could get custody of her daughter who was taken away while
she was living on the streets. she came back later that day with
$40 i was like, "thats awesome, what all did you do?"
she told me that she cleaned his mother's house instead of cut
grass. a few weeks later we were at megan's house with chris, and
me and her were talking and she said she had something to tell me
but she knew i would break up with her, and i begged her to tell
me, and that i wouldnt break up with her. she didnt tell me...
another few weeks went by and we were at my cousin's house and
she told me to tell her the truth about what i thought about her
trying to get her daughter back. i told her, that her daughter is
better off where she is, and that she isnt mature enough to raise
a child, crystal said "you're just like my parents!!"
and she took off walking down the road. i let her cool down a
little bit, and i went to go get her. when we got back to my
cousin's house she told me she had cheated on me with that man
who picked her up from my house and he gave her $40. i told her i
loved her, and we would work through this. then we went to tab's
dairy bar, and i deleted all the girls numbers out of my phone
that i had. The next day she broke up with me, because i wouldnt
break up with her.
....ch. 13....
I still hung out with Megan and Chris, so
Megan fixed me up with this girl named Celeste on a blind date.
We went to Capri's and everything went well. i brought her to
church that wednesday night, and crystal just happened to be
there. she started talking to Celeste, and it made her
uncomforable, she asked her if she ever did the neck thing to
me... (if you touch the back of my neck i get a cold chill) So,
me and Celeste went out another time on a double date with Megan
and Chris, and then we came back to Megan's house. Megan and
Chris left us in the living room to talk, and they went in
megan's bedroom. Me and Celeste got pretty close on megan's
odoman, in front of megans fireplace. After that night, i hung
out with Crystal the next day, and Celeste called me and Crystal
answered and told her i didnt like her anymore. So i was
single... then i met this girl named Jenni, who lived near my
cousin Brooke. i liked Jenni the first time i layed eyes on her.
she was on my cousin blake's friend brandon's trampoline, and i
asked my cousin "Who is that!?" so my cousin went over
there and talked to her for me. Brooke and Jenni became close
friends after that. One night at the street dance in Greer we all
went and Jenni was in a wheelchair for some reason. So i pushed
her around most of the time. When everyone started dancing, i was
out there dancing by myself, til a random girl started dancing
with me, then i saw Crystal there. We danced one dance, and Jenni
got jealous, and wanted to dance. so i danced with Jenni, and
Crystal got jealous and left. Me and Jenni talked about dating,
but never really pulled the trigger because she wasnt ready.
....ch. 14....
My sister had a birthday party in 2005 and
a bunch of people were there. Josh Dockins and our friend Crayon,
and Josh's sister Ashley were in a band and played some music. We
all got in the cars and went to a Haunted Trail after the party
was over. Jenni was hanging all over me because she was scared. I
saw Crystal's parents there and i told Jenni to act like she was
my girlfriend lol... Earlier i had made plans for the next day to
hang out with Kim from chapter 12. it was a sunday... October
16th 2005... a day i will never forget... We hung out at the mall
with my friend travis and my sister. My sister had to drive
because she didnt want her mom to know i was picking her up. by
this time i was 21, and Kim had just turned 16. We came back to
my house after we went to the mall, and we watched a movie in my
room, when the movie went off, i layed back on my bed and covered
my head up with a quilt that was covering a door at the foot of
my bed. she stuck her head under the quilt too, and i kissed her.
we started dating that day.
4 days went by, she still hadnt told her mom she was dating me.
so i broke up with her. we got back together that night. she told
her mom she was dating me, but she told her that i was 19. On
halloween we went to my church for their annual halloween party
and Trunk or treat event. i was dressed as an emo kid, and she
was a fairy. we went out to eat with her friend and her
boyfriend, to waffle house, and then we went to century b park,
and sat in our cars and talked. kim and her friend texted each
other. she said she thought she was falling in love. i could have
really cared less... i liked her. but i wasnt in love yet... it
took me a few more weeks... i finally said i love you, i would
always say i Luv you which we all know doesnt mean the same
thing...
she was working at bilo in greer at the time with her best friend
Kayla, and another girl Brittanee. My friend Chris was single by
this time and Kim hooked him up with Brittanee. Brittanee told me
that she saw kim and this guy who worked with her kiss. i never
said anything to kim about it, until she told me... i was just
waiting on her to say something... she told me that he liked her,
and he gave her a rose for something... everytime i would come in
there after i found that out, i would just look at him... for
christmas i got her some stuff she needed, and something she said
she wanted from her childhood, and i made her a scrapbook of our
memories together and left it open for all the memories we will
make together. She got mad because i didnt get her a ring. On new
years eve, we had a bon fire at my house, and a bunch of people
were over. Kim, and her friend Kayla were some of them. I kissed
her on the stroke of midnight. When her friend Kayla took her
home that night, kim was being shady... and we broke up...
she started dating Todd from her work, and i started hanging out
with Jenni. One night we were in the Bilo parking lot and i saw
kim putting balloons on Todd's Jeep, for his birthday and i burnt
out in the parking lot, and she called me and a**hole, so i said
some choice words back to her. We were broken up for a month, and
she decided to start talking to me again, so she came to church
with me one wednesday, to a hotdog supper. I was trying to show
off somehow, by trying to eat a whole hotdog... and i got
choked... people were running around not knowing what to do, and
my preacher ended up giving me crp. then the paramedic's showed
up, and checked my blood pressure... thats all... and charged me
$200... but anyway... we went to a mexican resturant after church
was over, and kim and i got back together that night. she broke
up with todd.
February 2006 comes and i tried to surprise her with a ring. she
is a hard person to surprise... but i asked her to marry me at
the 4 way stop near her house, so we were engaged... and then...
we broke up later that day... she lost the ring... we broke up
all the time. you can ask anyone who knew us... but we always
seemed to get back together... in march i moved out of my parents
house to lyman with Chris. Kim would come over everyday before
school after i got off of work and we would either go get
something to eat at hardees or do something else.. she would
always get a frisco breakfast sandwich and i would get 2 bacon
egg and cheese biscuits. We would fight so much and break up, and
i would date Jenni, and then go back to Kim over and over
again... but i got sick one time and Kim took care of me.
We went to the beach with my sister and her boyfriend Travis
around June of 2006, and it was fun, we fought then though.. The
week after we got back from the beach, her mom got a boobjob, so
kim apparently couldnt call me at all... so i assumed we were
broken up...
....ch. 15....
i started talking to one of Jenni's friends
who was down here that summer from West Virginia, her name was
Amber. Amber had never seen the beach. so i went down to the
beach and got a bag of sand for her and a bunch of seashells, and
i found a crab and brought it to her. Amber and Jenni named him
Heraldo.I accidently left him in the car at the mall and he died,
so they called me Crilla from then on, (crab killer). Me, Amber,
and Jenni hung out everyday that summer. We would go everywhere
in my 1995 Honda Civic that i cut the top off of. it was the most fun summer.
One time we went to the flea market, and i had to save them from
a dirty old man who was hitting on both of them, it was kinda
gross... one day we were walking around in Haywood mall, and Kim
called me, and i told her we were at haywood mall and she came up
there trying to start stuff with me and amber. Me and Amber
started dating for a little bit, and kim actually started hanging
out with us. One time we all went to toys r us, and me and amber
went out to get someting out of the car, and jenni and kim came
out while we were out there, because they had gotten kicked out.
lol I had been going to a bunch of Hardcore shows at Ground Zero,
so me, jenni, and Amber went to Hardcore Fest 06, with
Knucklepuck and some other bands... i bought Amber a shirt, with
a topless minataur holding a dildo. My birthday came, but i
remember jenni's birthday because, its 2 days after mine, and
Jenni and Amber had a fight with Jenni's mom, and they ran away.
They called me and kim to pick them up, but when we got near
there jenni's mom called us and told us we would get arrested for
kidnap. so i just went to my cousin's house. Me and Kim had
gotten back together, because Amber was going back home to West
Virginia. but before she went home, i had to see her one last
time. Kim was working at McDonalds at this point, so i went to
the drivethru, and saw her, then i went to see Amber, i had to
kiss her goodbye... because i thought i would never see her
again, she was going to move down here when she turned 18, but we
always said, "A lot can change in a year and a half" I
met her in the Crossroads parking lot, she got in my car, and we
talked a while, one thing lead to another, and i cheated on kim
with Amber. The next day was my "party" i wasnt wanting
to celebrate though. there was no cake, and i had a guilty
conscience, because i had cheated on kim, and kim was at the party,
so i blew up at her because there was no cake. She was a good
girlfriend when she wanted to be. I was a bad boyfriend to her
most of the time. I confessed to her after everyone left that i
cheated on her the night before, and i felt so bad about it that
i started crying when i was telling her. She forgave me, but
nothing would ever be the same.
....ch. 16....
August 24th, Kim's 17th Birthday, me and
kim got in a fight and broke up the day before, and i texted
Amber and started dating her again, even though she was in West
Va, Kim wanted to see me on her Birthday so i agreed to meet her
in the hardees parking like like usual, i got in her car and we
drove to walmart, it was raining outside. we had this HUGE
argument and she beat me along with ripping her car mirror off,
we talked for about an hour, she was going to be late for school,
but she just decided not to go... we got back together that
day... the next day i was going to cook her a birthday dinner. we
had been out all day and we went to walmart to shop for
groceries, i think i was gonna cook lasagna. her mom called and
told her she had to bring her car home, her car was at alltel in
greer because i met her there after school that day. we went back
to my house, cuz i was determind i was going to cook for her.
when we got back to my house her mom called cussing her out, and
i said you can move in here if my dad says its ok. i went to ask
my dad and he said ok as long as she gets a job. so my sister
took her to get her stuff at her mom's house, her mom called the
police. There was nothing that they could do. She moved in and
our relationship was going great for the first few weeks, we
didnt fight at all. She would sometimes go out with her friend
Kayla and not get home til right before i got home from work.
that kinda got on my nerves a little bit, because a 17 year old
girl has no business being out til 6 in the morning. She got a
job finally at McDonalds in Inman, she worked there for 1 day and
quit. We fought a lot after that, and they would progressively
get worse, she moved back in with her mom, for the better. after
that our relationship was doing ok. then we started to fight
again like always... one night at church i said hey buddy, and
she said alright fine... and we were broke up... and my friend
Travis grabbed my collar and called me stupid. i flipped out, and
drove off all crazy, and pulled over right past lake cunningham
fire department, and started beating the crap out of my car. Kim
drove up and pulled over and asked me something, and i said GO
AWAY! my eyes were glazed over, i was in a state of total rage,
and i didnt want to be around anyone. i kicked my drivers side
mirror off, i beat my roof in, i hit my hood so hard the strut
came through it, i kicked my door in, i beat my hatch back in in
the middle, it was pretty much totalled. then my sister and
travis, and our friend Sarah drove up and i was still crazy with
rage... im not sure what evenutally calmed me down, but we all
went to W.E. Willis, and talked and i calmed down then, and
someone called kim. I apologized and we got back together. but
not for long. In October she said we needed a break, but that was
so she could go hang out with a guy she met on myspace, but we
got back together, but then i broke up with her in the walmart
parking lot. because 2 can play at that game. So when i walk off
into walmart to meet my friends Travis, Tim and JT. a 25 year old
guy walks up to her telling her she doesnt need me, and she goes
off with him, and does God only knows what... but i dont care...
....ch. 17....
Here is the part of my life where fun is
all i did... I would go to concerts at least 2 times a week. I
met a LOT of new friends, at all the shows i would go to at
Ximeno's skatepark, Ground Zero, and Ricky's Cabin in anderson.
December 30th 2006... I was at Ximeno's Skatepark, watching the
band Deathblow play, i was about to leave standing at the back of
the crowd close to the pit, i was just stading there, and Bracken
tells me to watch out, and i turn where he pointed and i get a
foot to the ear, it ripped the cartiledge out of the inside of my
ear all the way down, and i had to get 8 stitches inside my ear.
the doctor told me to stay out of work the next day, but i told
him i had to go, because i had to order my truck. i went to work
late with my head wrapped up, i couldnt drive because i had left
my truck at ximenos. people were like "what happened?"
my boss asked me "what did the other guy look like?"
lol
another time at a show i was hardcore dancing and i tore a
ligament in my right foot, it wasnt fun. i actually had to call
in the next day for that, because i couldnt walk at all.
....ch. 18....
after i got my ear ripped, i decided to
become Straight Edge. No alcohol, No cigarettes, no drugs, no
sex... its hard for me to go without sex. i can live without the
others, since i dont do any of them anyway. i mean i drink
occasionally now, because im not straight edge anymore, but i was
straight edge for 6 months. i broke edge when i had sex last
summer with the sister of the girl i was infatuated in school
with, and another girl i met on myspace. lol i decided to stop
with the first one, and the 2nd one decided to stop with me.
Me and kim hung out on my birthdayin 07. We went to Taco bell.
She got my phone out of my cupholder in my car and called one of
the girls i was seeing at that time. She didnt say anything much,
but the girl i was seeing got kinda mad at me for letting her
call her.
Me and kim were both single again at this time, so we started
hanging out some. I took her out on her 18th birthday. i bought
her a cake with her name on it, and we went to Barnes and Noble,
i was going to buy her something. I dont remember what i ended up
getting her, but it wasnt what she originally wanted. i treated
her like a queen that day, and she barely even acknowledged that
i existed. I took her to meet her friend Kayla at Target in greer
because she was going to go hang out with her before her mom took
her to aladin later that night, then they were going to go
clubbing. I told her to have fun. She didnt talk to me for a few
weeks.
I started hanging out with my old friend Daniel who i hadnt seen
in a couple of years, and a girl from work who i kinda liked
named Crystal and we hung out together a few times. We had fun a
few times. Me and Daniel would hang out a lot on my days off, on
Saturday nights we would go cruising in Spartanburg, some Sundays
we went to Chesnee... One night Kim stayed the night with us at
my house. We all started drinking, and Me and Daniel both tried
to mess with her, but neither of us got anything. Kim and Daniel
ended up sleeping on my couch for an hour or so, and i slept in
my bed. Daniel had to go to orientation at Walmart the next
morning at 9. Kim was trying her hardest to talk him out of it,
she said "its orientation, just call in, they'll
understand" begging him to not go. she said she would take
us to the mall and buy us something. we got up and i took him to
work that next morning, and kim stayed at my house and slept. me
and kim hung out that day. After Daniel started working at
walmart i didnt see him as much, he started dating this girl
named Lyndzie, and we hung out a few times. One night me and Kim
went to the mall and had a fun day she was actually acting like
she liked me again, and i was actually concidering going back out
with her, the next night me, her, daniel, and lyndzie hung out
and went to the mall, it was a train wreck... she was being her
usual awful person self, and that made me be the same way towards
her. i despised her after that night. the NEXT night Lyndzie
introduced me to this girl named Courtney. i liked Courtney a lot
the first time i met her, we all came back to my house and
watched something on BET about crumpin... lol Then i had to take
them back to Courtneys car before 1 because they had to be home.
When we got back to my house i got a call from a girl in Anderson
who liked me, she was drunk and wanted me to come down and see
her... I did, and didnt get home til 6 in the morning. Daniel had
to be at work the next day, we went to Hardees that morning,
where we met these 2 girls Hollie, and Tiffany. I had seen them
before, but i had never talked to them. i got their phone
numbers, and then i had to take Daniel to work. a couple of weeks
went by and i didnt hear from Daniel. then one day he called me
wanting me to pick him up from work on a saturday night when im
off and we would hang out. So i went there expecting to pick him
up, i went in and met him walking out, he said that he had to go
move some furniture for one of his roomates aunts, and that he
would call me when they are done. By that time it was past 11 pm,
and i was kinda tired of waiting, he told me to hang out in greer
because it wouldnt be more than an hour.. they went to mauldin,
and said that i couldnt go with them because his aunt is wierd
like that... i stayed in greer til 12 and tried to call him a few
times, no answer... i started texting people telling them i was
sitting in the McDonalds parking lot, bored. i texted Courtney
she just worked right beside mcdonalds, so i went to see her, i
stayed in Greer til past 1 and came home.
A few days later, i went to Sonic with my cousins and some more
people after church. My cousin Krista told me that Kim told her
not to tell me, but she was living with Daniel... I was pissed,
so i texted Courtney telling her that Daniel had been cheating on
Lyndzie, but he told me not to tell her, and i told her that him
and Kim were probably having sex (which i later found out was
true) Also that when Kim was working at Target she found a credit
card, and decided to use it to buy herself an Ipod, the OC box
set, and also a Purse for my cousin who was walking with her. i
hated Daniel, and Kim after that. I didnt want to talk to either
of them... but after i texted courtney, i got a phone call from
kim, cussing me out. denying the sex with daniel, but in her
words it was clear it was true how she said it. I started hanging
out with my ex crystal again during this time...
....ch. 19....
After about a month, i get a text from Kim,
and i ignore it, so she starts calling me, and i ignore every
call. she kept texting me. she eventually started begging me to
take her back, because she kept looking at pictures of us on her
grandma's computer that she still had from a year before. She
told me she had moved back in with her mom. i told her to call me
on my lunch break at 11, if i answered i would talk to her, if i
didnt i wouldnt.
she called at a little after 11, i was sitting in my car. i let
it ring a couple of times, then i answered it. this was Tuesday
December 18th 2007. I told her if she wanted to go with me, i had
to go christmas shopping for my family that night. I picked her
up from her mom's house, and we went to Haywood mall, i bought
some stuff for my mom, and sister. Then we went to woodruff road
to lowes, and i got my dad a lowes gift card. then we went to
Brixx pizza and we ate. it was good. overall that whole night
with her was good. We started dating again that night. The next
day i talked to her maybe one time, the rest of the times she
wouldnt answer my calls. then the next day she didnt answer at
all... so i asked out this girl who i liked named Katie, and we
made plans to go to club Zincs. I hung out with Lindsay Travis
and Sarahthat night, and they were telling me i shouldnt date kim
and i said as far as im concerned right now we arent... the next
day, kim called me and said her friend Toma left her at some
girls house and she didnt have a way home. i asked her "why
didnt you answer my calls?" she said she didnt have service,
but the i said "if you didnt have service your phone wouldnt
have rang." she didnt say anything after that. i forgave
her... but i was still going to the club with Katie... after that
we hung out that weekend i think, and then was Christmas, and i
barely heard from her. Christmas day i called her and asked her
if she wanted to go see I am Legend. So we went and it was a
pretty good movie.after the movie i didnt want to take her home,
but she wanted to go home. so i took her home, but i didnt go
home, i went to my cousin Krista's house where her, Her
boyfriend, my cousin brooke and her boyfriend were all watching a
movie. They said they were going to Waffle house at around 9 and
asked if i wanted to go. i said yeah, i called kim and asked if
she wanted to go, so i went and picked her back up and went back
to Krista's house. Kim was being really mean to me when we got
there. She was showing pictures to Krista on her phone and
wouldnt let me see. She was just being Kim... When we left
krista's house she insisted on riding in Krista's car, and not
mine. So Krista and James rode with me, and Brooke drove krista's
car, to take her boyfriend to get his car. They got in their car,
and krista got her's and James rode with me to Waffle house. He
was telling me he didnt see how i stood being with Kim. i said
"i know, its not even like we are dating."
When we got to Waffle house, i saw that my ex girlfriend Crystal
was working. (the one who cheated on me for $40) So Kim was
automatically defensive. I asked Crystal if those were the gauges
she bought when we hung out a few weeks before, she said yeah.
Kim got all mad at me saying "you just do that to make me
mad, if i wasnt with you, you wouldnt even ask her that" and
i was just sitting there in shock, because i didnt know what to
think of what she was talking about, so then she carries on and
starts calling me a racist because i said i wasnt going to vote
for Barack Obama. I'm a Republican... i wouldnt vote, for a
democrat anyway... unless it was John Edwards... but she kept
going on saying i was a racist talking louder and louder, she
kept telling me they are going to spit in my food because i am a
racist... i had no idea where this was coming from... i just gave
up on trying to talk to her after that. She was going to pay for
her own food anyway, because i had just paid my insurance and i
didnt have much money. When i went to go pay, she walked out with
her ticket, and stood out there and laughed. i paid for my food
and left a tip. she was wanting Krista to take her home, but
krista didnt want to because she saw the way she acted finally,
Krista had never actually witnessed a true kim moment, and
believe me, i cant describe it exactly... so i took her home, and
on the way i told her, "i gave you your last chance, you
blew it this time." and when i dropped her off at her house
i said "Dont ever call me or text me again" I didnt go
home that night. I went to my friend Sarah's house where my
sister and my friend Nici were staying, and i stayed the night
over there, and we all talked about how awful Kim is...
We were supposed to go shopping the next day, before the waffle
house thing... So the next day she texted me and we all were out
a CiCi's pizza on Haywood rd. i told her again not to text me or
call me again, and my phone died because i didnt get a chance to
charge it at sarah's house the night before. I'm glad it died,
because i didnt want to talk to her at all. When i finally got my
phone back on later that day, i a few new voicemails and like 6
texts, they were from kim. the last one said "why can you be
friends with crystal and not me?" i texted her back and said
Crystal doesnt even like you. and she said dont text me again. I
went to walmart a few days later and i was talking to Daniel, and
i told him i dated kim again, and i just broke up with her. he
said good, and said that she was screwing a big drug dealer and
doing a lot of Coke when she lived with him. he told me not to
tell anyone. he said he didnt want it to come back at him. I told
my friend Kyle who works at the flea market, who kim had been
texting and he texted her while i was standing there saying stuff
about her being a cokehead, i told him to say that. Later i get a
voicemail from Daniel saying he is going to kill me and he swore
on his mama's grave that he would kill me. i have been afraid to
go to walmart since that.