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whoa....(esteban)....whoa

My...knuckles have turned to white...

About Me

I am who I am
I definitely have my flaws
but i will work to the death to fix them
I love
I hate
I cherish
I cry
I'm only human
All i want is somebody to take me for who i am

My Interests

SNOWBOARDING
Euro Cars
Girls
People
Intelligent beings
Musiccccc
Fooddd(what a fatty)
Working out(recent interest LOL)
Learning
being with friends
going out
parties
drunken bowling lol
Anime
Games
Tennis
Guitar
Boba(man..im too asian....)

I'd like to meet:

just meet me...i don't bite...hard....

Love me AS I am. Love me for WHO I am. Love me for what I WILL become.

Abeja blanca zumbas -ebria de miel-, en mi alma
y te tuerces en lentos espirales de humo.

Soy el desesperado, la palabra sin ecos,
el que lo perdió todo, y el que todo lo tuvo.

Última amarra, cruje en ti mi ansiedad última.
En mi tierra desierta eres la última rosa.

¡Ah silenciosa!

Cierta tus ojos profundos. Allí aletea la noche.
¡Ah!, desnuda tu cuerpo de estatua temerosa.

Tienes ojos profundos donde la noche alea.
Frescos brazos de flor y regazo de rosa.

Se parecen tus senos a los caracoles blancos.
Ha venido a dormirse en tu vientre una mariposa de sombra.

¡Ah silenciosa!

He aquí la soledad de donde estás ausente.
Llueve. El viento del mar caza errantes gaviotas.

El agua anda descalza por las calles mojadas.
De aquel árbol se quejan, como enfermos., las hojas.

Abeja blanca, ausente, aún zumbas en mi alma.
Revives en el tiempo, delgada y silenciosa.
¡Ah silenciosa!

Music:

At the Drive-in
AFI
The Academy Is...
Daft Punk
Deftones
30 Seconds to Mars
Saosin
Circa Survive
Fall Of Troy
Fall Out Boy
Panic! At the Disco
The Prodigy
Protest the Hero
Radiohead
Rise Against
Taking Back Sunday
Underoath
Unearth
Winter Solstice
the mars volta
The strokes
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Blue Oyster Cult
Pink Floyd
Led Zeppelin
Queen
Johnny Cash
Malice Mizer
Weezer
Nine Inch Nails
Jimmy Eat World
Steve Vai
Joe Satriani
AC/DC
Gackt
Larc~en~ciel
Modest Mouse
MUSE
Deltron 3030
Naz
Liquid Tension Experiment
Dream Theater
Kanye West
J5
Ill put more if i remember.

Movies:

wow...where to start... The Motorcycle Diaries, Lord of the Rings, Nightmare Before Christmas, Edward Scissor Hands, Big Fish, Anything Tim Burton, DOGMA, Jay and Silent Bob STRIKE BACK, most of Kevin Smith Movies, Star Wars except episodes 1 and 2, Thx 1138, Kill Bill, Resevoir Dogs, Pulp Fiction, Anything Quentin, The Eye, BATTLE ROYALE, MoonChild, Pirates of the Carribean, Infernal Affairs, Secret Window, Movies with Johnny Depp, The Boondock Saints, Hero, Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon, Leon(aka The Professional), Amelie, Zatoichi, The Way of the Gun, Harold and Kumar go to white castle, Casablanca, Equilibrium, Seven Samurai, WASABI, Monty Python movies and shows, Face Off, Con Air, Replacement Killers, THE ROCK, Indiana Jones, Fast Times At Ridgemont high, Ferris Bueler's Day off, National Lampoons Van Wilder, L.A. Confidential Broken Arrow, Heat, Bodyguard From Beijing, The Punisher, The Musketeer, Desperado, Jackie Chan Movies, man...i cant remember all of them...theres too many ..

Television:

family guy, arrested development, anything that has witty jokes

Books:

1984

Heroes:

my friends and my family that have helped me through some hard hard times. My brother and my dad who have taught me my life's lessons and coninued to push me to be a better person. For the time that i went through with my mom's sickness....my hero was danny johnson and his family. For the pain i went through with certain things, i thank Tim, Frank, Moke and all of my friends that raised me up when i was down. I love you guys!

My Blog

Dear MOM

I had a dream the night before mother's day and I wrote about it right when I woke up.  I thought I'd post it up for anybody that was interested.  It freaked me out a bit, but here it is: I...
Posted by whoa....(esteban)....whoa on Thu, 22 May 2008 10:22:00 PST

shit happens...girls will be girls

grinningsighinglovingIf all i wantedwas just one girlit might have been youbut no where i lookis any signthat we could ever be togetherit might be the masochist cycle i put myself throughof only lovin...
Posted by whoa....(esteban)....whoa on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 01:59:00 PST

this one is more light hearted

almost a limerick here :Dyour only as pretty as you believeyour only as handsome as you perceivemirrors aren't truthonly show proofyou will only see what you want to see...
Posted by whoa....(esteban)....whoa on Fri, 14 Dec 2007 10:05:00 PST

Has the world gone mad? |=wanting=|

GOOOOOD MORNING MYSPACE!mmmm, Wanting.I thought I'd throw up a few words on the page on this fine morning.  Isn't it funny how humans have a natural need to be together?  So many people feel...
Posted by whoa....(esteban)....whoa on Fri, 02 Nov 2007 09:31:00 PST

laying to rest

The words that are birthed by a boy half a sinner eyes that wanderupon sights that are thinnerand every which momentbrought a moment to see herhe ...
Posted by whoa....(esteban)....whoa on Fri, 12 Oct 2007 07:11:00 PST

wont you take me to...funky town

here herecome alonglet me show youthis ive donestop stopdont you rollthats another buck you stolehey hey funky townlet me ride you round and roundhey hey funky town funky town funky townhey hey funky ...
Posted by whoa....(esteban)....whoa on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 04:31:00 PST