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T Money

If I lay here...Would you lie with me?

About Me


How You Are In Love
You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.
You tend to give more than take in relationships.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. How Are You In Love?
Its like once the fish is on the hook, everyone is happy. the fish gets the worm, i got the fish and its all good. then the hook catches. the fish realizes that something is wrong. yet i keep reelin him in. then eventually the fish is out of water. and he now knows that something is not right and he just wants to be back in the water. but i keep the hook on him cause i don't wanna let go. he's flippin around on the deck. and i hold in my hands. and when i look this fish in the eyes, i can see he just wants back in the water. i know its the right thing to do. and i want to. but its hard. i just fell so hard for this fish. she seemed perfect...she still does. i wanna be friends with this fish. even after i throw her back to the sea. i know it'll be hard to see someone else reelin her in. but maybe the fish will have a smile on her face. and thats all i want for her.and maybe while i sit and wait for another bite, this fish will come keep me company and do things with me. until she gets hooked again.for some the process might take longer. but for me. for some reason. it just doesn't last. i must be a bad fisherperson.... i try for the fish i know i cant have. even when i have fish jumpin in the nets...i seem to fall in the water for the ones that swim away...maybe that fish will come to me...i just don't wanna be on the water forever.does any of this make sense???? probably not.....My favoritest sister wrote this. I was touched.MySpace Layouts
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My Interests

Animals. Dogs. Animals. Bubble baths. Dogs. Hiking. Driving. Walking with my dog. Hanging out at the river or the lake or on the beach...with my dog. Wakeboarding and boating and camping. Hanging out with friends. Drinking with my family. Drinking with my friends. Cuddling with my dog. Cuddling with my bear. Kissing in the rain (exceeds all expectations! Cloud??? I lost track of the number). Dancing in the rain. Running. With my dog.
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I'd like to meet:

Someone worthwhile. God. I'd love to hang out with Jack Black. I'd like to also talk to my childhood self...wonder where the hell it all went wrong. But mostly, I'd like to meet someone who will make me laugh, a genuine happy laugh.In a brief conversation, a man asked a woman he was pursuing the question "What kind of man are you looking for?" She sat quietly for a moment before looking him in the eye and asking, "Do you really want to know?" Reluctantly, he said, "Yes." She began to expound. "As a woman in this day and age, I am in a position to ask a man what he can do for me that I can't do for myself. I pay my own bills. I take care of my household without the help of any man...or woman for that matter. I am in the position to ask, "What can you bring to the table?" The man looked at her. Clearly he thought that she was referring to money. She quickly corrected his thought and stated, "I am not referring to money. I need something more. I need a man who is striving for perfection in every aspect of life." He sat back in his chair, folded his arms, and asked her to explain. She said, "I am looking for someone who is striving for perfection mentally because I need conversation and mental stimulation. I don't need a simple-minded man. I am looking for someone who is striving for perfection spiritually because I don't need to be unequally yoked...believers mixed with unbelievers is a recipe for disaster. I need a man who is striving for perfection financially because I don't need a financial burden. I am looking for someone who is sensitive enough to understand what I go through as a woman, but strong enough to keep me grounded. I am looking for someone who I can respect In order to be submissive, I must respect him. I cannot be submissive to a man who isn't taking care of his business. I have no problem being submissive...he just has to be worthy. God made woman to be a helpmate for man. I can't help a man if he can't help himself. When she finished her spill, she looked at him. He sat there with a puzzled look on his face. He said, "You are asking a lot"She replied, "I'm worth a lot."

Music:

Pick a genre, any genre. Any category. Any band, or solo singer. There's an 87% chance I'll like it. Should the genre be rock or oldies, I know I'll like it. The Eagles, Tommy James and the Shondells, Pat Benatar, Heart, Journey...you get the idea. I look at all these other web pages where every band in their collection is typed out, so feel free to use those lists to give you an idea. mspmb allowScriptAccess="never" allowNetworking="internal" enableJSURL="false" enableHREF="false" saveEmbedTags="true" src= "http://us.rd.yahoo.com/launch/synd/sf/video/evt=32229.r{} enableJavascript="false" allowScriptAccess="never" allowNetworking="internal" allowScriptAccess="never"

Movies:

You read the music thing, right??? Movies kind of go the same way. I will however say that I have to be in the right mood to watch a dry comedy or a stupid comedy. I fail to see how people picking their noses and eating it is comical. I tend to appreciate those movies that touch you, that reach into your mind and show you exactly how you feel...otherwise I end up paying attention to someone else rather than the movie:-)

Television:

Hmmm...I'd rather spend time with friends. I watch Survivor. And the occasional teenage soap operas. But really, nature is calling, why sit in front of the tv?
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Books:

Are my ticket out of this hell hole. Stephen King and Dean Koontz are fantastic. Watchers, One Door Away From Heaven, Lovely Bones, Burned, Impulse, and Boys Life are some of my favorites."She was someone for whom I had searched, feeling always how complicated life is, what a multitude of vectors brings us to the moment where we are, and where we love, or cough, or say the wrong thing, or fail, or feel our fate in what we fear, or to a moment when clarity descends and we understand the world simply for having observed it. TO search a drawer or a pocketbook, feeling for one's conscience or one's heart, even to search the world, or only to search a website, means to look for something that will complete--with a key, a tissue, a truth, a love, a victory, a sliver of knowledge--an instant of one's being, or perhaps one's whole life." --Molly Peacock

Heroes:

My dad! And Smokey the Bear. And Batman...a good friend once told me how cool it was that he was just that much of a bad ass because he didn't need cool super powers. I liked that idea."A dead role model is ideal; everything about the life is complete, cut and pasted. The stilled life is something like a still life: rich with the captured curves of the passiflora's purple petals, bristling with the leaf. The life of such a role model, now completed by its end, feels something like a work of art: still breathing, listening, and feeling, as works of art, even when finished, seem quite alive." --Molly Peacock
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My Blog

I Needed You

I needed you tonight. I needed to know that we were alright. Like a bad dream, I got lost in my past. Running from the demons that I can't seem to out run. No matter how strong my will, no matter how ...
Posted by T Money on Sun, 08 Jun 2008 02:30:00 PST

Beautiful Lies

Where are my words hiding? In the corners of my fear. In the depths I have buried in all these past years. Trying to find answers to the problems I can't face. Trying to figure out how happiness got t...
Posted by T Money on Sun, 08 Jun 2008 02:14:00 PST

This is Your Life....

Look around you. This is it. This is the now and it's going to lead you to wherever you want to be. But you're going to have to ask. And you're going to need to work. And you might even need some help...
Posted by T Money on Mon, 02 Jun 2008 06:37:00 PST

Take This!

Smile. M&Ms. Smile. Message. Smile. Song. Smile. Distraction. Smile. Bear. Smile.You are a fish...Enough said.
Posted by T Money on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 09:05:00 PST

Like Floating

I am not going to fall for you. Not yet. I am not going to let myself do that. Instead, I am going to float. I am going to float in love, or in the idea of love and the possibility that I could fall i...
Posted by T Money on Tue, 29 Apr 2008 12:02:00 PST

Honesty Anyone?

I’d just like to say that I am fucking done with it all! I am so sick of people trying to say something and then acting something else. Just  spit it out! I am NOT fragile. I don’t br...
Posted by T Money on Mon, 07 Apr 2008 01:57:00 PST

Another shot at working my shit out since it got all fucked up again!

I would like to say that I am keeping this one open for input. I am looking for some good perspective.Let’s say I’m fishing. And I’ve been out on the water for years with nothing so ...
Posted by T Money on Tue, 25 Mar 2008 02:57:00 PST

Someday...

Someday in the future, I am going to see this as the best decision I've made in awhile. Someday, I'm going to understand why doing something so good hurts so damn much. For now, I am too young. I am t...
Posted by T Money on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 09:20:00 PST

Helpless

Doesn't the title explain it all? Where the fuck am I? Who the fuck am I? Why the fuck am I stuck here? And who the hell are you?
Posted by T Money on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 04:41:00 PST

Still

It's still kind of like dying. But this time, there is a stillness. There is a quiet in the heartbeat and the breathing. There is a calm in the thoughts and brainwaves, like death. But worse, I still ...
Posted by T Money on Sat, 26 Jan 2008 03:01:00 PST