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About Me

I'm finding out new things about myself everyday. So here are some things I've learned over the years. My favorite color is red.I care, even if I'm mad at you, even if you don't deserve it, even if we don't talk, I still care.I'm pretty stubborn.. Ok, you caught me. REALLY stubborn.I'm usually honest.I love meeting new people.First impressions are HUGE with me.. but I also give second chances.There are times when I flip out for no reason and I'll leave you stunned.. but I'll feel bad about it later and I bet I'll even apologize.I have way too much nervous energy.I appreciate beauty.I'm a HUGE nerd, but it's all good.I look angry all the time.. but I'm usually not.Waste makes me sad.I care about the environment.Rodeos make me want to cry. They're mean to the animals.I'm not as bad-ass as I think I am sometimes.. =PI love lots of kinds of music.. but I'm selective as well.I'm very picky about words. I absolutely have to have the right word and if I can't find it I get VERY frustrated.I find it hard to make up my mind.I hate ordering food. I get this feeling that the people who have to take my order are thinking, "Oh lord. This chick is fat enough, why is she ordering so much?" Or something to that effect.I love laughing.. but I feel so stupid when I do.I almost never know what I want to listen to, but it has to be something that fits my mood.I love Monster energy drinks, Salsa Doritos, and going for walks in the rain. =)

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My Interests

Music makes my life make sense. I love singing. I know I'm not the best and that I need work.. But I have the passion and the strength that makes all the difference. I also enjoy photography and art. I love cooking, putting on make up, trying on clothes, fixing hair..

I'd like to meet:

I would like to meet people who know how to bring out the best in me, someone who can help me grow as I help them as well. Anyone who shares similar interests.. A person who I can laugh with.

Music:

I have my phases with music. Recently I've been "musically frustrated", you could say.
To me, if you don't have a favorite band.. or style of music or some band that you can listen to all the time with out being tired of them.. then you're lost. So guess what..
I'm lost.

My mind is being opened to so many genres that I just keep filling my playlist with so many bands that I can't even make sense of it all. So anyways.. Here are a few that always fill my soul with melodic bliss..

Evanescence
The Mars Volta
The Deftones
Alkaline Trio
John Mayer
Coldplay
The Smiths
Snow Patrol
The Cure
Modest Mouse
AFI
Norah Jones
Shinedown
I Am The Avalanche
Paramore

Mostly.. anything that I can sing to..
So yeah.. I've got a very diverse taste in music.
I also love local bands, and some I've found from around the world who deserve every bit as much attention as bands who have made it. Such as..
Just Off Turner
Amy Petty
Doldrum Lights
Surphace
Snapback
Alien8

And all those other bands out there..

I also believe that with some bands their first album is the most raw and real.. but not always. Some bands have a timeless feel that lasts no matter how much money they make.. and that's something special.

Movies:

I love watching Molly Ringwald's movies. Pretty In Pink, 16 Candles, the Breakfast Club.. Yeah. All those. I also love comedy and horror movies. Anything with Jack Black in it. He's brilliant. Tenacious D and the Pick of Destiny is amazing. Pride and Prejudice is my favorite.

Television:

I don't get to watch television (no cable or satellite..), but when I do, its all about the music videos and cartoons. Nothing wastes time better than cartoons..

Books:

Anything that doesn't drag on and on. Dean Koontz is really good. I love reading poetry.

Heroes:

Sharron Osbourne, my friends, Amy Lee, and other various female singer/song writers.. or just any struggling artist, I believe that they have more courage than anyone in the world.Specifically.. in the friends department..-Samantha- *Nikki* -Zoie- *Vincent* -Phoebe- *Kara* -Josh- *Chris* -Gabby- *Jessie* -Ali- *Mica* -Shannon- *Liz* -Lindsi- *Kelsey* Anyone else.. they know who they are.

My Blog

Future

As a child, I always looked forward to my time to graduate. I assumed by then, at least, I would know exactly what to do, how I was going to do it, and everything would go as smoothly as planned.I was...
Posted by .Color.Me.Beautiful. on Sun, 25 May 2008 06:29:00 PST

Squashed

Ever have anyone pretty much squash your dreams?It hurts.. I just feel like somehow no matter what I do, I'm never going to be good enough.I have the determination it takes to make it out there.. Just...
Posted by .Color.Me.Beautiful. on Sat, 10 May 2008 08:28:00 PST

Oi!

Oh damn.. Things are on the verge of changing people! It's getting down to the fucking wire!I'm accepted to Cowley, I got into the choir, I'm taking a class this summer.. Everything is all lined up......
Posted by .Color.Me.Beautiful. on Sun, 04 May 2008 08:12:00 PST

Update?

Sooo.. It’s been a long freaking time since I’ve actually made a blog ANYWHERE about anything..My life is pretty dull, like usual. I’m trying to get a job so I can save money so I ca...
Posted by .Color.Me.Beautiful. on Fri, 21 Mar 2008 10:22:00 PST

Ticking

Somethings changing.It’s drifting between us and fillingThose awkward silencesOn The Line.We haven’t much time beforeEverything is changedBeyond recognition.We haven’t much time.It&r...
Posted by .Color.Me.Beautiful. on Fri, 21 Mar 2008 09:44:00 PST

Are you...

You’ve pushed and proddedSo that I fell like a puzzle pieceInto the place you pickedFor me.The Problem ChildMaybe it’s the truth, but the Only problem I haveIs with you.I’m moving on...
Posted by .Color.Me.Beautiful. on Fri, 21 Mar 2008 09:37:00 PST

Moodscapes

Moods wings are chasing me to hysterics,Through the fields of horror and to the gulfOf joy. They carry me off to unreachableHeights and drop me to unmeasurable lows.I’m clinging to the twists an...
Posted by .Color.Me.Beautiful. on Fri, 21 Mar 2008 09:26:00 PST

Poem thingies

It seems you’ve not heard me quite as well as you should have,Considering the effort of my vocalizing.I talk in circles, but you always untangle the labyrinth.You understand the path my scattere...
Posted by .Color.Me.Beautiful. on Sat, 18 Aug 2007 01:29:00 PST