Ughhh well here it goes. I am beginning a new chapter of my life. Starting over at 35 scares the shit out of me. Taking the road least traveled should be my Mantra. Of course that road hasn't always lead me in the right direction but I will find my way eventually. I'm not graceful, I don't always say the right thing, I will most likely make a million mistakes in my life but thats me take it or leave it. I chose my friends wisely and I adore every single one of them for different reasons. My freinds are my family in a lot of ways. Speaking of family I have three beautiful, bright, rowdy, loud, messy, loveable boys. They are my purpose in life. I never realized becoming a mother would change me so much. I see the world in a different way now. I'm less cynical more compassionate and more grounded now than I was before they were born. They are the center of my world and I love them more than I could ever say. Turning 35 this year was kind of a wake up call for me. I now realize taking life one day at a time is the only way to live. I've made a lot of changes. I'm still working on a project titled "Me". Of course I am a procrastinater to the 10th level so it may be a while. In the end I want to look back on my life and remember more good than bad. The realtionships in my life are what truley matter. Material things mean nothing to me. That is something growing up broke taught me. I am grateful for that. All in all life is beautiful if your paying attention. Hmmm I guess thats it....
