About Me
Right now I am changing, so telling you exactly who I am is going to be kind of hard.
I want to find my soulmate, I thought I had found him, but it didn't turn out that way, maybe I was fooling myself. Lately I have discovered I am really good at that, (fooling myself, I mean), so I have decided to stop doing it, grow up a little, improve (which is proving to be harder than I expected), and well redefine myself, go back to the kind of driven person I was like five years ago. (I am still driven, but not the way I was back then, and I believe having a focus on your life is very important).
I once said to someone: Who you are is not that important, actually if you try to answer that question, you will be in a lot of trouble, instead ask yourself who do you want to be, and work towards that.
So who do I want to be?
- I want to be a mathematician, yes because I still do not consider myself a real one, and that is one thing I really want right now, knowledge of that beautiful science.
- I want to finish my writings, be able to express how one feels through stories or poems is just amazing.
- I want to make the world a better place, for that I need to be a better role model, give myself to others properly, and, working for an improvement of the education systems everywhere.
I believe, the human race should stop reproducing like a virus, there are not enough work sources right now, and that is one of the reasons for the amount of poverty. I am not a communist, but I am not a neoliberalist, who believes extreme capitalism is the way, either. I think the people who have the power to actually bring a change to the world, are not interested in using it for the benefit of the species.
And I believe that investing money in weapons and wars is deplorable and vile. And is one of the main reasons why the world is so screwed up right now.
I also despise drugs and alcohol abuse, for me, they are another reason why the world is so damaged. If you need to get high or totally drunk to enjoy life, man, I feel bad for you. There is so much more to life than giving you best away to substances, I dare you to find a real connection to other people, and to take care of this world, we only have one.
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