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Everything inside screams for second life

The sexiest faun ever to live!

About Me

I have avoided this section for a long time. I have never really been a "me" oriented person, so an 'About Me' section is weird. But here goes...
I am 20 y/o and I finally live out on my own. I am a Christian in the learning process. I've got down the basics, but I would love to be able to memorize verses and recall Psalms at will. I am actively seeking enlistment into the US Army. I have to drop like 40 lbs first. As soon as the weight is off I want to ship out.
As far as family goes, it's a weird situation. I have a mom who, despite all of her flaws, always made sure I was fed, clothed, and educated. I have a dad who is a junkie scum-bag who runs from life when it gets too real for him. I had the most amazing Grandmom in the world. I think about her everyday. She provided me a home when no one else would. I miss her so much. I have three brothers, two of whom have the misfortune of sharing my dad. The other was lucky enough to have a different dad. I have multiple cousins with whom I try to keep in touch. I lost touch with a large portion of my family when my Gram died. I feel like I should try to close the gap, but its been almost four years and I think it's irreparable.
To sum up my short existence, I've loved, I've lost, I've laughed, I've cried. My life isn't too different from yours in the sumation. The details are where we are different. Remember that, from far away we are all the same. Don't stay too far away, get to know people. But don't forget the view from afar. Don't forget we are all the same.
29 RANDOM THINGS PEOPLE SHOULD KNOW ABOUT YOU.
1. I often have a grim or morbid sense of humor.
2. I am a Fanson. For you not smart people out there, that's Fan of Hanson.
3. I'm in the process of preparing to leave for the Army.
4. I am very curious to try vegitarianism.
5. I often talk way too much.
6. I am often very spiteful.
7. Don't argue my religious beliefs with me. I tend to get angry and want to hit things.
8. I appreciate the simple gestures in a friendship/relationship.
9. If you want to buy me a drink, you can never go wrong with a 7&7.
10. Autumn is my favorite season.
11. Purple and Green are my favorite colors. Maybe this is why I like The Joker so much.
12. My best feature is my eyes. As is most people's.
13. I wear my sunglasses at night.
14. I love to scream obscene and obnoxious things at concerts.
15. I enjoy watching classic Disney movies.
16. I love Harry Potter. In fact, most books I like are from children's series'.
17. I know all the words to Mmmbop. Yes, there are words.
18. I love cheesy 90's love songs.
19. I want to learn to play the guitar, violin, and piano.
20. I love Waffles and Ice Cream.
21. I only like female dogs.
22. I love cats, but, unfortunately, i' allergic to most of them.
23. I was satisfied with sexy. Therefore, I found no need to "bring it back".
24. I still plat PokeMon from time to time.
25. I want to learn to speak four foreign languages. Korean, Mandarin Chinese, Spanish, and Arabic.
26. My favorite flower is the Calla Lily.
27. I love to walk in the rain.
28. I live outside the box.
29. I want to move south for the rest of my life. Texas, Georgia, or Tennessee.
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My Interests

Great Divide

I'd like to meet:

ROMEO:
If I profane with my unworthiest hand This holy shrine, the gentle fine is this: My lips, two blushing pilgrims, ready stand To smooth that rough touch with a tender kiss.
JULIET:
Good pilgrim, you do wrong your hand too much, Which mannerly devotion shows in this; For saints have hands that pilgrims' hands do touch, And palm to palm is holy palmers' kiss.
ROMEO:
Have not saints lips, and holy palmers too?
JULIET:
Ay, pilgrim, lips that they must use in prayer.
ROMEO:
O, then, dear saint, let lips do what hands do; They pray, grant thou, lest faith turn to despair.
JULIET:
Saints do not move, though grant for prayers' sake.
ROMEO:
Then move not, while my prayer's effect I take. Thus from my lips, by yours, my sin is purged.
JULIET:
Then have my lips the sin that they have took.
ROMEO:
Sin from thy lips? O trespass sweetly urged! Give me my sin again.
JULIET:
You kiss by the book.

Music:

Eric James & The New Century - Trust

Lovedrug - Happy Apple Poison

Hanson - Mmmbop

Hanson - Go

Hanson - Thinking of You

Hanson - Watch Over Me

Hanson - Save Me

Movies:

Nobody Puts Baby In The Corner!

Television:

Anya: But I don't understand! I don't understand how this all happens, how we go through this. I mean - I knew her, and then she's... there's just a body, and I don't understand why she just can't get back in it and not be dead anymore! It's stupid! It's mortal and stupid! And... and Xander's crying and not talking, and... and I was having fruit punch, and I thought, "Well, Joyce will never have any more fruit punch - ever, and she'll never have eggs, or yawn, or brush her hair, not ever," and no one will explain to me why.
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Books:

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You know the Bible 77%! Wow! You are truly a student of the Bible! Some of the questions were difficult, but they didn't slow you down! You know the books, the characters, the events . . . Very impressive!

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Bone of the father, unknowingly given, you will renew your son! Flesh—of the servant—w-willingly given—you will—revive—your master. B-blood of the enemy . . . forcibly taken . . . you will . . . resurrect your foe.

Heroes:

Can I say Jesus? If I say Jesus do I look like I'm trying too hard? Ahh, who cares. Jesus. There, I said it. Jesus is my hero. He has saved me for no other reason than love. For that Jesus definately deserves a shout out on my Myspace.
My Gram, I need your guidance and support. You are the strongest woman I have ever known and your absence is painful.
My Uncle Bill, a lot of my life's lessons came from you whether you realize it or not. You are missed by us all.
Of course Rufus, Meekus, and Brint are three of my heroes.

My Blog

I'm going into a hibernation of sorts...

I need to re-evaluate so many things in my life. I need to think things over. I have to do this alone. I will not be answering my phone. I will not be leaving my house. My head is in so many places an...
Posted by Everything inside screams for second life on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 08:16:00 PST

My new awesome job!

I finally have a job that doesn't make me feel dirty inside. I love it. I can actually sleep at night. I am now an employee at Commerce Bank. Not only do I get paid accordingly to the tasks I perform,...
Posted by Everything inside screams for second life on Sun, 17 Dec 2006 05:12:00 PST

Why I think it is impossible to apologize.

All my life, whenever I have been made to apologize, I have found it either very difficult or impossible to do. After some deep thinking and soul searching, I have come to the realization that the rea...
Posted by Everything inside screams for second life on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 07:57:00 PST

Something just hit me like a ton of bricks

I looked around and saw it blantantly and painfully obvious in front of my face... It was a ton of bricks. I have a pretty good idea who threw it at me, but I would like you to step forward and apolog...
Posted by Everything inside screams for second life on Sat, 30 Sep 2006 02:36:00 PST

And now all that remains is the remains of a perfect double act

Okay, I know that all I ever do is bitch about my life. My job sucks, My family is crazy, etc. But this time I have a real problem. My best friend recently moved from his apartment to a family members...
Posted by Everything inside screams for second life on Sun, 17 Sep 2006 07:30:00 PST

My Job Sucks

I work as an optician in a small business. I don't make good money, but I make enough to pay fo college. The Doctor I work for is a decent guy. However, the owner of the company is a 40 something phil...
Posted by Everything inside screams for second life on Fri, 01 Sep 2006 09:36:00 PST

Confliction

You're all gonna hate me. My day has no plans, obsticles, snaffues, etc. I get to do anything I want. I don't know whether I want to sleep more, Go downtown, myspace all day, or catch up on movies I h...
Posted by Everything inside screams for second life on Sun, 27 Aug 2006 09:12:00 PST

Has it been three years already?

Monday, August 7th will be three years since my grandmom died. She was and is the greatest person I have ever known. She took me in when my mom and later my dad threw me out of their homes. She had be...
Posted by Everything inside screams for second life on Sat, 05 Aug 2006 12:09:00 PST

Someone wrote me a birthday poem

Dear Zach, It's your BirthdayAnd you you are one year older;Your death is that much nearerThe world is that much colder!But I dont wanna bring you downOn what should be your special day,So continue to...
Posted by Everything inside screams for second life on Mon, 31 Jul 2006 05:24:00 PST

Graduation

So all my friends graduated this year! Guess what? I didn't! Yet again I fall behind in life. I was so happy to watch my friends graduate. But I should have been on that stage getting my diploma with ...
Posted by Everything inside screams for second life on Sun, 18 Jun 2006 07:58:00 PST