self doubt. self improvement. self awareness. self consciousness. intelligent conversations that lead nowhere but are held for the simple cause of making the participants feel intelligent for partaking. violence. creating something unique, something that will immortalize my emotions and existence no matter what happens after the fact. consciously avoiding the real-life application of the word "punctual". reflections. pioneering my own way of life and not knowing it, nor having anyone else know it, nor having a name for it.
Bjork. Someone who can make me genuinely laugh. Someone with a brain. Someone who wants to fight. Takashi Miike. Someone who wants to play Scrabble or Trivial Pursuit. Someone that isn't trash, or a cunt, or a thief. My own evil twin. Bruce Lee. Someone that can levitate. A Genius. Jandek. Someone who is crazy enough to light a car on fire and stay to watch it. Myself at 21, when I'm 42, and later, meet a girl who will let us tag team her. Mike Patton. The guy everyone hates. Someone that built everything they have.
lists should be made short and sweet, save for "list shows" (i.e. "100 Scariest Movies", or, "300 Ways People Have Been Found Dead") so that way random unknowns can comment and envelope themselves in their own delusion of comedy and elitist-observations. so in that vein, i've recenly been listening to...Bjork, Gojira, Botch, Drowningman, Queens of the Stone Age, Arsis, Joanna Newsom, Sleep Apnia*, my conscious, my subconscious, and the hums of my self-conscious.
anything that can succeed in making me sitting still for complete runtime, which is near impossible. subtitles help in this department, and on occassion, nudity. dialogue that rivals my understanding of grammar and vocabulary is almost always essential, and for the most part, necessary.
Animation. Organized Violence. Nonfiction. Comedy.
anything thought provoking.
anyone that was born, didnt waste what they were given, then died. ...and Batman.