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becci.

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The thing about love, is that you're always at it's mercy. -Diane Holmes, Torchwood - Out of Time.
i'm called bex and i'm 16.
my voice goes really deep whenever i speak french. i know i want to work with people, but i have no idea doing what. i like lying in the sun doing nothing, and picking up new things. beach combing is the best. i've always wanted to run through a field of long grass or grain on a summers day. late in the evening, i want a boy to sing "The way you look tonight" while we dance in the middle of the road in the moonlight.
"The cat sat on the mat" was not a nonsense It concerns a child who is learning to read... and is symbolic of a journey towards understanding. the key to all knowledge comes in words of just one syllable."
“There is something fundamentally flawed about a purely academic interest in God. God is not an appropriate object for cool, critical, detached, scientific observation. No, the true knowledge of God will always lead us to worship…Our place is on our faces before Him in adoration.”
"On ne voit bien qu'avec le cœur, l'essentiel est invisible pour les yeux. One sees only with the heart, what is essential is invisible to the eyes."
"Pessimism is passe, boredom is obsolete, and defeatism is dead. Adjust to it! Makes no difference if your mental landscape was laid out by John Calvin, Bill Gates or MTV: If you don't upgrade your head, you're about to become as antiquated as a cuneiform spreadsheet. Don't succumb to pride and conceit, just get with God's program!" - Mega Shift by James Rutz.
Me - "I like Kästchen better than Question, it's a much nicer word" Soph - "Yeah Bex, it means Box not Question" Me - "Oh." Lol.
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Books:

she
likes


white lillies.
cups of tea.
language.
mark rothko.
cindy sherman.
bob dylan.
mewithoutyou
Auf der Maur.
french.
shoes.
french.
grass & trees.
shakespeare.
german.
To Kill a Mockingbird.
Pride and Prejudice.
trains.
david tennant.
dr who & torchwood.
black and white.
maisons du monde.
julie arkell.
i capture the castle.
kate rusby
ignite.
my mum's friends.

she
dislikes


cold tea.
being british.
football.
bad weather.
being busy.
regret.
broken pencils.
fountain pens.
following music exactly.
buses.
calories.
maths.
braces.
commitment.
Wednesdays.

my
details


Sex: Female
Interested In: Men
Relationship Status: Single
Birthday: September 1, 1991
Hometown: Cardiff, Wales
Religious Views: A follower of the teachings of Jesus Christ.

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That One Minute Thirty-Eight.

Can't do a thing.Never thought that that one minute thirty-eight would be such a terrifying thing.I talkedYou talkedYou never thought you'd hear those words i said during that one minute thirty-eight....
Posted by becci. on Mon, 11 Sep 2006 11:55:00 PST

I've never felt so alone.

Right when you need them there.Directly there beside you.Where have they gone?When theyve said theyd always be there.Why arent they there now?Where have they left you behind?What can you do,Now that y...
Posted by becci. on Tue, 05 Sep 2006 11:12:00 PST

Leave me be.

This is how you see me.And it'll be like it for eternity.Eternity I'll be like this.A hopeless case.A lost mess.A down-trodden tramp.So why are you still here?Why are you still hanging around?when you...
Posted by becci. on Mon, 04 Sep 2006 10:13:00 PST

What was I thinking?

[What was i thinking?]Why do they haunt me?Those things that I said.Why do I care what you think in your head?What was I thinking?Those things that I said.Did they tell you too much of what going on i...
Posted by becci. on Mon, 04 Sep 2006 10:06:00 PST

[All a lie ]

[All a lie ]You held me in your arms and said you loved me.Even when weâd broken upyou said you loved me still.when you really should have hated me.but now youâve changedand I don't feel the sameI d...
Posted by becci. on Mon, 04 Sep 2006 10:05:00 PST

[My Schizophrenic Heart]

[My Schizophrenic Heart]A heart so longingA heart so frailEverytime a heart comes nearMy heart seems to fail.Why wont you help me?All you seem to do is drive me further into madness.Why do you do this...
Posted by becci. on Mon, 04 Sep 2006 09:59:00 PST

I need you.

Ive never felt like this before All my dreams before me are torn.Falling, crying, dying in front of me.What am I going to do now?Without you,I need youTo be there ready to catch me.I need youTo hold m...
Posted by becci. on Thu, 31 Aug 2006 11:29:00 PST