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About Me

What am I doing with my life right now? This is actually a easy question that will result in an elaborate and complicated answer. First off im just trying to get by. i don't mean i am depressed or anything just that life at the moment is rough .. i am between jobs, a little under a year ago i finished my degree in graphic design. usually that means you move onto a higher degree in said major or find a solid job and begin the rest of your life. well i have learned very quickly that i do not like graphic design as a profession and that its really not for me. so im moving ..ing in September i will be starting night school to work on a new degree in human resource management.a major positive in my life is that i have all but stopped lifting weights full time and have started training vigorously in muay-thai and Brazilian jui-jitsu. so far its been spectacular and i cant honestly remember the last time i have been challenged both physically and mentally this way.i guess i am still the retarded guy but im not really so lonely. there are moments were i wish i had someone in my life to hold onto but honestly i am convinced at this point that this will come at its own time so there is no reason why i should be killing myself looking for that. i have got great friends a decent family (when they need to be) so really i am not in that bad of a way at all.i love hanging out when i have the time to. i am a chill guy who likes good chill music and quiet evenings lounging around or walking around in the city. i am a bit of a bar man Friday nights but thats training as of tomorrow because my diet is going very strict on accounts of the training i am going thru.. but yea thats about it i guess?
We've found a kind of paradise In a flowers bloom. We've seen the end of a mystic land So close it meets the parting sun. We've shared the thoughts that two could share, We feel the truth, magic that we send...Searching for something new Isle of Gold in flowers' bloom...We've heard a kind of paradise Beyond the desert's dunes. We've walked the earth in solitude, So cold we need the warmth of sun. We've lived the life that we could live, We see the truth, magic that begins...Searching for something new Isle of Gold in flowers' bloom...We've found a kind of paradise, Below a sky so new. We've weaved a web of mystery so wide, We need the light of day. We've worn the cloak of secret lives, We've seen the truth, magic that we send...Searching for something new Isle of Gold in flowers' bloom.....So when will it end? So when, when will we meet, my friend?

My Interests

living my life to its fulles t

I'd like to meet:

i dont particularily care either way i have my friends and they keep me coming back for more so yea message me if you want but honeslty i think i have all the positions in life i need filled

Music:

I listen to just about anything. Bands I listen too luxt-- doors-- led zepplin-- coldplay-- basshunter-- dj ivan-- bt-- goldfrap-- neutral milk hotel-- infected mushroom-- nin-- green day-- mint royale-- gorillaz-- ramstein-- hatebreed-- new order-- esthero-- gnarles barkley-- skinny puppy-- the cure-- radiohead-- blind melon-- janes addiction-- studio kings-- cascada-- kate ryan-- miraluna-- clubgroovers-- fleckfumie-- marco larusso-- yanuo-- dance nation-- double nation-- freddie fader-- lord of the strings-- mysterio-- pulsedriver-- sylver-- tenth planet-- vintage beat-- dj alpha-- sam g-- sunfactor-- armin van burren-- cyclus-- frankie jones-- tune up-- marc et claude-- neo cortex-- darude-- kimera-- narya-- plazma tech-- the quest-- tory kay-- voodoo and sarano-- 2 vibez-- dj energy-- kareema-- partycheckerz-- INXS-- tall paul-- project medusa-- point guards-- IPC ....NOT ICP-- redcode-- belushi-- gouryelli-- issue-- kay cee-- marc maris-- secret tunes-- aveda-- siria-- angel one-- miss unique-- naid-- nick storm-- phonkillaz-- plasma-- sun decade-- reloaded-- solid sessions-- blister-- spring break-- delerium-- dj tom-- ian vahn dahl-- IIO-- keira green-- vincent de moor-- the mistery-- nujabes-- sneaker pimps-- matisyahu-- rhymefest-- yuusama-- 311-- c-base-- dj thonka-- picco-- lyra-- QED-- starfield-- angelic-- chicane-- culture beat-- dj pontos-- dj tomcraft-- PVS-- schiller mit heppner-- super strinzz-- eastclubbers-- second run-- magic affair-- maki nomiya-- west end girls-- paffendorf-- future breeze-- dilated peoples-- underworld-- guyver-- dj session one-- 8ball-- eels-- armin van burren-- dj dave-- dj shog-- mark oh-- ayu-- atb-- ceoma-- danzel-- lasgo-- andre visor-- milk inc-- scooter-- silver blue-- dj c7-- tukan-- delerium-- paul van dyke-- tiesto-- dj sammy-- dj rock-- liquid dance--ok ok thats enough i think there are thousands...yes thousands of more artists i listen to frequently and probably hundreds i wouldnt think of untill im not typing so im going to stop here ...basically im really into happy harcore and industrial music right now although i have an afinity towards some very lesbianic indie because of my roomate... i just like dancing so anything that you might hear at a club generally you would also hear coming from my room at 3amthere are more just cant think of them lmao ,

Television:

i dont have cable but i f i did it would be that ice truck show and probably that show worlds deadliest catch or dirty jobs

Books:

havent read in a while so i couldnt really tell you

Heroes:

i dont have any hereos.. a hero to me is someone that goes above and beyond...that isnt much of a qualification that makes just about anyone in the world who gives a shit and wakes up everyday to get what they have to get done are hereos...so you know what im my hero

My Blog

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so im lonely anyone in my age group still in maryland and not away at university ...sigh ><
Posted by ...................... on Sun, 09 Sep 2007 06:55:00 PST

update

a really good friend at work left today it was a bummer but at least i got a nice steak at lunch out of it...the last 3 days ive diverted majorly from my diet...but meh...all in all i think ive lost a...
Posted by ...................... on Fri, 27 Jul 2007 10:25:00 PST

a update on life

it has been a long time since ive posted on here and mostly its cause my life is totally bland and that nothing new ever happens..well times are a changin.two weeks ago i started training in muay thai...
Posted by ...................... on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 05:18:00 PST