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Layout by CoolChaser When i sit down and think about my life there is no way that i could even complain. i have the greatest woman in the world and i know i could not be happier living it any other way. I am setting myself up for success but in order to be successful you have to have a great woman by your side. i have a woman that will stand by me no matter what i have got going on in my life she gives me advice and she gives me constructive critisism. She understands what is important to me and respects the way i live my life. I plan on being by her side for the rest of my life because i know this isnt something that is new i know it is something that is forever. One thing that keeps me running everyday other than Deb is my two little girls Alanah and Alexis. little children know without a doubt how to make me absolutely loved every day of my life. when i wake them up in the morning and take them to school i get i love you terry a countless amount of times. when i get home they scream my name in joy. they are the one other thing that can me make me smile no matter how bad my day was. I am loving being a father and i cannot wait until the day that we have another child added to our family. Its crazy i know coming from me because i never wanted children. But now WOW im looking forward to it. Every day at work i talk about my girls, and people love to hear it! Its nice having a picture of my family on my desk because it gives me something to brag about. They are all so beautiful and that is just about everybody's response when they look at the pictures. So all i have to say is thanks Debbie for giving me the life and the love that I always dreamed of!Well i should be getting my bike this week and i am upgrading to a much better bike than i had last season. brand new zx10r as every day and every night go by in my life im one day closer to making the decisions that mark the rest of my life! And its only a matter of time until im out of here on the road to new things and new places, but i know the people i want to have with me! my happiness level is at an all time high... i know it is not just because its new, and i cannot wait to spend the rest of my life with you and the girls. We are going to be a family soon and that is the only thought that ever goes through my head. I have been thinking about this for weeks and still to this day i have not been able to find a way that seems probable for things to turn out bad! every part of you just brings a smile to my face. this is a chance for us to start new and you to afford to go on with your career plans. our life is going to turn out to be so great! Every night i lay down and watch you fall asleep running so many thoughts through my head from everything about your looks to the rest of our lives! idk just another rant after another great day and night! I think about your face And how I fall into your eyes The outline that I trace Around the one that I call mine Time that called for space Unclear where you drew the line I don't need to solve this case And I don't need to look behind So my bros wedding was saturday and as my date i brought debbie and this was the first time she has met my entire family and actually the first time she has met even some of my closest family. Well the word to use is to say that I was Amazed by my familys reaction and how they were so open to tell me about how nice it is to see my change in women. I cannot even count how many times my family told me they have never seen me this happy baby! and i know it im just glad i can show it to the extent that everyone knows it! i had the time of my life! So nice to have a girl that can keep herself entertained and meet new people instead of hiding in a corner bitching at me because im not sitting next to her while im trying to have a good time. Then to top it of understands that no matter how much fun i have i only love you and will be yours forver! the trust is everything to me because there is no reason for me to be unfaithful. I know my limits and you dont try to set them! you trust my values and i will never hurt you! You are the greatest thing that has ever happened in my life and i know it! And believe me i will GLADLY Stand up to show everyone! My life is great and i love every moment of it these days. im finally the happy person that i was at one point in time. I can go day by day with everyday being just a bit better than the day before. Im starting my life out new and in this process i think i have definately met the girl of my dreams. I will be joining the airforce in a couple of months and i cannot wait to get my life on the fast track to the rest of my life being happy. thank you baby and you are the world to me! You have taught me many things in the past few months and im sure their are many lessons to come, I cannot wait! In the past few months i have made many decisions that are going to change the rest of my life i quickly realized who my real good friends are which are the people i just had to deny for so long. Josh Roseke you are the shit and are my number one nigga and will always be. Nikki your the shit to! welcome into my life forever because im going to be around for far to long! like it our not LOL! just to keep you around i will keep that magnet in my back pocket lol!