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About Me

I am simple but not easy , however difficult when my mind is already made up. So I guess that makes me a oxymoron! I am who I am, and that is the only person I know to be. I love to love, and love to be loved. I am a very very strong, out going up beat person and down for just about anything. I love my family and they are always number one in my life especially my sister's(including my god-sister's. I don't take no for a answer and I very much dislike excuses. That why I feel no need to give one when I am in the wrong. I am the oldest out of a total of 8 children, however I was raised as a only chlid. I always think of myself as a princess/lady so I always expect to be treated like one. I can't stand ignorance. So for you are don't even bother talking to me. I am a handful, but a lot of fun. I hate to be bored. I am known to be a party starter. So keep up! I love you all !!
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My Interests

Reading, writing music and poetry, dancing( i'm learning to belly dancing!!), photography, my studies in psychology( Sigmund Freud still don't belong in the world of psychology), yoga(or I will go crazy), traveling, meeting lots of new people, being happy, laughing, classic movies, being alive, loving, daring, and being crazy with my sisters.Oh and staying beautiful and shopping!! Just because I'm smart don't mean I have to look like a greek damnit!!

I'd like to meet:

My little brother Casperio Christel he is 18 or 19 now. I haven't seen him since he was 15 months on Mother's Day in spring 1988. I miss him! And also my father! I'm not happy with the one I have! Sorry Varkoff! Which Goddess Are You? (wit pix)
You are the Goddess of the Ocean! You love the Ocean. During your free time, you would be at the beach every chance you get. You would be swimming, sailing, or just relaxing on the warm sand. You find peace by the ocean.
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Music:

Everything but gangster rap and country! Love Jazz and Blues.

Movies:

Anything as long as it won't put me to sleep!!

Television:

Don't care for it I rather be outside.
You Belong in London
A little old fashioned, and a little modern.
A little traditional, and a little bit punk rock.
A unique woman like you needs a city that offers everything.
No wonder you and London will get along so well. What City Do You Belong In?

Books:

Non-fiction, fiction,business and self help. Lol !!

Heroes:

My Mother Shirley Jean, all my sisters, Iyanla Vanzant(author),Maya Angelou(poet and short story writer)Gloria Steinem(feminist) and my College Professors. What's you fairy sign?
your cancer coolSymbol: the CrabRuling Planet: the MoonRuling House: Fourth HouseElement: WaterQuality: CardinalBody Parts: breasts, digestionKeyword: HOMEDate with destiny: Scorpio, PiscesRun for the hills: Aries, LibraWhere you glow: hosting a partyWhat makes you tick: nostalgiaFitness forecast: swimmingPlay date: redecoratingPerfect jobs: chef, nursery school teacherBest accessory: hand-knitted scarfA sure thing: best dish at the potluckDestination: OrlandoPleasure: baking, comfort, childrenPain: snide remarks, forgetfulness, crab jokesKindness: Your sensitive, caring and sympathetic nature allows you to provide relief to those who seek comfort and support.What's my line? Home is where the heart is.
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You are a Water Fairy. you're controled by the moon and you are very calm during certain tides. you most likely have trouble sleeping at night because you are ran by the moon, making you hyper. You're also very moody... just like the tides.
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My Blog

It almost time for goodbye!

You were so thick headed always marched to your own beat Just because someone tells you no, you never stopped living I admired that in you. I was angry at you! The things you said, the actions you mad...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 09:44:00 PST

Have you ever ?

Have you ever loved someone forever? When you are around him your heart can never stop aching because you know deep down if you released it your love you become insanely in debt to forever. Hav...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 01:09:00 PST

My Daddy's going home.

My Daddy's going home No time giving, but soon Not a dry eye in the house, he is our world and it's no doubt In my eye's he was invincible, my real life Superman! I would have never thought this...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 12:56:00 PST

A taste of Hollywood in my Vomit!!!

What the hell was I thinking, a moment of weakness I slipped. I promise you this will never happen again. Was it love or was it lust? If it was either, I wouldn't be feeling like dirt. Amazing I use t...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 10:08:00 PST

In his memory!

Unimaginable his grace His lust for life Enjoying his awaking nights Taking appreciation of the... Cool autumn days A chase of wind; Air dancing on his face He turns to me and say When I am gone, ...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 08:14:00 PST

I live, I love, and I am a woman

She had the strength that amazed men She bare hardship and she carry burdens But she holds happiness, love and joy She smile when she wants to scream She sings when she wants to cry She cries when ...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 07:55:00 PST

Why I died

It's funny how many lives you can live in one life time. A lot of people pity me for it, however I am greatful. For every person and every experience. I am blessed to have been envolved. I am 27 brown...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Sun, 03 Dec 2006 01:49:00 PST

I know better now.

You think you can know someone your whole life and not know who they are. The lies, mistrust jealousy and envy is the one thing that defeats of what you once had, which was a loving and trusting ...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Tue, 19 Sep 2006 01:03:00 PST

Flawless

It's funny you think you know someone. Till it mask comes off that when you realized damn I'm screwed. That's why I hate surprises. You knew something was up when you couldn't find a flaw. Flawless do...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Mon, 04 Sep 2006 07:32:00 PST

A Word from The Wise

What I have learned is I have control of my life. So if I fail it is no ones fault but mine. I made the decision and at that time it was the wrong one, however I paid the price later for my failu...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Mon, 28 Aug 2006 07:30:00 PST