aria

hi there... ola,moshimoshi,bonjour,auf weidersein,i’m aria...
a tauran and a mix between betawian,sundanesse,and acehnesse
what i can figured about myself is kinda complex mixture of ...
.a bigtime insomniac.
.an ignorant ones (maybe).
.dependable.
.totally a knockout for cigars.
.daydreaming too often.
.not talkative.
.quite determined.
.sci-fi-movie-only watcher.
.music from lusty ages (bring back the 90s!).
.gamin nerd.
.cds-dvds pleasant hunter.
.football's jerk.
.affraid of great height coz it may gets my balls off.
.moody.
.boiling.
.unpredictable.
.nervous mentally breakdown (like biting my nails off).
.awkward.
.skinny but deadly (?!)
i'm a kind of helpfull person. showin my emphaty to someone who in need for help and to people less have no one to be friends with. i like to help them and give a 110% support is also my kind of attention. when i'm down and disheartened,i ought to sing more of nostalgic songs loudly like a queer until someone tell me to stop. i tend to play it on a guitar like i was on the stage.it helps...
i like it when it rainy day. everything become calm and all kind of activity become more slower and slower. it was like a quick intermezzo of our boring activity in a day. hearing the sound of water drippin on the road and driving all my way slowly through it,are comforting enough for me. but i hate it when the flood comes and traffic jams all along. well... jakarta,what can say though?!
i enjoyed my life before so much. past is always be in my heart as i remember the bad things altered. now what i can do to abide all those things is how to be more sociable,more new ppl and strangers are so welcome. most of loudmouths and backstabbers speak to others that i'm a trully vigilant wanker for not being friends with them. if any of these occur,i used to avoid them,stop hangin around with,less talking to them. i let them keep assumin me as a boring person.defensive. quite a strategy i think... that's how i keep distance. but hey,they know nothing about me. i enjoy myself as a true extrovertian only to my closest buddies,so they can buy me a drink while i'm havin bad times,not only while we're on good's. my buddies are my second home-coming parade! i wont let other things dissapear,but it's time to move on... letting the past behind is a hard ones. it's almost enterily running my life. but i wont let it ruins my life deeper.
hey! i'm not a queer for writing all these sissy things... u know,this kinda social networking online sometimes is quite fun u know -well u can make friends with dozens of famous band worldwide while they doesn't reckon u at all- plus addictive somehow. tottaly! u think?! anyway let's make friends then,can't we...?! hey i'm not fake! hahaha