Time is an unusual concept for me now... it is no longer measured by the normal calendar, but by the number of days, weeks, and months since Steve's death. I wonder how long it will take for me to stop thinking of my life in those terms. I guess some things will never be the same... time being one. I now have two separate lives... the before and the after... bridged only by the two beautiful lives Steve and I created together. I am not the same person I was before--I can't be. Steve took part of me with him when he died. But... he never completely left this world either. He continues to live in me and through Katie and Patrick... and our lives have to move forward.We are all having to redefine our relationships and roles within this new configuration of our family. It is not always easy, and it is not always comfortable, but we have each other, and that is enough.Maybe someday, time will return to normal measures and our hearts will heal... Until then, we still need your love... so keep it coming...
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