miss ashley HAMILTON.

My life really isn’t that interesting, so if you are one of those people who want to try and ruin it, be my guest. I want to move far far away. I hate everything that consists of drama. have a big heart that people like to take advantage of ive had plenty people screw me over and i dont really appreciate it if you hurt people for the pleasure youre to low to reach, boys will never understand the concept of not breaking someones heart,they walk around continuously thinking their the shit with no concern for others feelings. ill take your shit and throw it back at you. i dont like people;particularly girls; who put themselves down just so they get compliments. i have my good days and my bad days, you dont want to hit me on a bad one; i enjoy singing and writing my own lyrics. i have dreams and ambitions i do plan on following through on. I text faster then alot of people i know. I hate how everyone thinks theyre better then everyone else;well youre no better then anyone Everyone nowa days confides in everyone else and expects them to fall for them but they get to take credit for it all. Alot of people make promises they'll never keep but at the time it seems like the right thing to do so you do it. i know the difference between wrong and right. sometimes i make good decisions and sometimes i make bad ones but i always learn the right path to go down. I use everything i have every chance i get because when i die and go to heaven i want to tell god i have nothing left because i used everything he gave me. i stutter,walk pigeon toed,I'm insecure about my teeth. im never ashamed of who iam im not going to lie and say i've never tried to be something i'm not, but i've realized how stupid it is to be something else other then yourself. most kids these days become what other people see,they lose what and who they are and become someone they swore they'd never be. if you ask me about a story or ask me to explain something that happened,ill give you every single detail and it may be along time before im done talking Ive never seen the breakfast club and dont honestly see the big deal. i love the color maroon and everything about it. Yes, ive been backstabbed,lied to,hurt. everything in the book People have broken their promises and walked in and out of my life. I've always dreamed of someday being a Super hero,and possibly one day it will come true. im not here for you,to impress you,compete in getting more picture comments or friends. my familys never let me down. someday my dreams will come true and im going to make it pretty big in this life just watch me. I don’t know who to trust these days, and i don't think i will ever be fully happy again.. i fucking can't stand girls! I wish i could never get jealous, it would make life so much easier.I want a relationship,like on movies.I gossip to much about things that dont really matter. I love photography and I’d love to be a firefighter. I believe that anything is possible and that everything happens for a reason, even if we sometimes don’t know what it is. I don't believe in god, but that doesn't make me a bad person, i just have my beliefs like you. My dad is my bestfriend,he's the only one that really understands me. I have low self-esteem about myself, and I hate conceded people.I want a russian accent just like russians. I have wonderful friends, im very thankful to know the people that i know, and have the connections that i do today. Without them, my life would be so boring and meaningless. They are truly what have made me ME throughout the years and up to now. I would do anything for them. I love meeting new ones along the way all the time. Make the new but keep the old. Get to know before you judge me,chances are we'll become best friends.Im actually a really nice person, I hate when people say "she'll fuck you over" you dont know me its fucking MYSPACE im REALLY shy, only few people have been able to break my barrier.I sweet talk like no other , I tend to get jealous fast.I try to act tuff all the time but im not. I cant handle drama I freak out and run away from the situation , Im PRETTY SURE im bipolar. Don't listen to what you've heard about me im sure i'll shatter those rumors.
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