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I Hope everyone has wonderful and Happy New Year!
PLEASE... NO GUYS, BANDS, OR ADS!
Oh... I don't trade nudes, so don't even ask!!!
I'm sorry I haven't been commenting anyone,
but I've just been too busy with school,
work, and all! I'm still here, just
not as active as I use to be now!
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Good Judgement Is Learned From Experience.
Experience Is Learned From Poor Judgement.
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My Favorite Poem
"Jabberwocky" By Lewis Carroll
From the Book "Alice in Wonderland - Through the Looking Glass"
'Twas brillig, and the slithy toves
Did gyre and gimble in the wabes:
All mimsy were the borogoves,
And the mome raths outgrabe.
"Beware the Jabberwock, my son!
The jaws that bite, the claws that catch
Beware the Jubjub bird, and shun
The frumious Bandersnatch!"
He took his vorpal sword in hand:
Long time the manxsom foe he sought--
So rested he by the Tumtum tree,
Ans stood a while in thought.
And, as in uffish thought he stood,
The Jabberwock with eyes of flame,
Came whiffling through the tulgey wood,
And burbled as it came!
One, two! One, two! And through and through
The vorpal blade went snicker-snack!
He left it dead, and with it's head
He went galumphing back.
And has thou slain the Jabberwock?
Come into my arms my beamish boy!
Oh frabjous day! Callooh! Callay!'
He chortled in his joy.
'Twas brillig, and the slithy toves
Did gyre and gimble in the wabes:
All mimsy were the borogoves,
And the mome raths outgrabe.
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I like the beach, horseback riding, soaking in a hot tub. I like candles, incents, soft sheets, relaxing music. Strawberries, chocolate, whipped cream, and a light or sparkling wine, slightly sweet. A fireplace on a mountain cabin with lots of snow and the smell of evergreens with a light fragrance of smoke in the air. A bubble bath with rose oil and candles.
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My name is Victoria and I am 19 years old. I grew up on the north end of Palm Beach, in Florida, not to far from the Palm Beach inlet. I have been in private schools, mostly girl schools, all my life. I have always lived a very shelterd and protected life for as long as I can remember, until very recently. I usually always had someone in my shadow to protect me. I always called him my "Watcher" because I didn't like the term "Bodyguard". It sounds so "Mafia or Underworld as in Crime or Gangs". I never really had time for anything except studying and reading books. Of course that is what I always like to do anyway. I never really even had anyone I could even call friends. Once I even contemplated a sexual advance toward my watcher. But, I figured if anything really did happen, I just didn't know what my dad would have done to him. He was really nice though, even during all the times when we would just sit and talk.
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Growing up is not always easy no matter where or how you live. We all experience different things and have to learn to deal with them one way or another. Back in November 2006, I had an afair with one of my professors and he was quite a bit older then I. He was 59 but very sweet and understanding about the needs of a girl. We became sort of friends and then one night when we were alone it just sort of happened. I don't think either of us really expected it to happen like that, but it did. I guess it could have been much worse and I could have ended up in some backseat being with a younger guy that would have more than likely only been interested in his own pleasure. But, he wasn't and did everything to make it a very special first experience for me. We both knew it shouldn't have happened, but it did and it never happened again. He latter took a position at another school. Then one day you find you have some different feelings, and not even knowing why you feel different then other girls, it becomes a burden that just tugs at your heart. It did mine. I'm talking about those special secret feelings you are afraid to share, even with your closest friends for fear of being judged. It's time for me to express what I feel inside and let those built-up feelings ebb and flow. In May 2007, I had a brief relation (one night exacltly), while I was on vacation in Italy, with a girl a couple years younger than me. It turns out she actually seduced me and planned it. I had thought it was more of an accident, but it turned out it wasn't. It was my very first and only actual experience with a girl. I had absolutely no idea that was going to happen. She was very cute, in fact she was beautiful, but I never thought about her or any other girl that way before. After it began, I couldn't have stopped if I had wanted too. It made me feel better than I ever felt before. It has changed my life forever. I want to talk to others to learn more about what and why I am feeling this way. Is it wrong, or should I let go and feel good about myself? I no longer think at all about guys. Not that I ever really did because I just had no time too think about either. But I find myself always thinking about girls now. I really mean, like always!!!
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As you may be able to tell my faimly is quite wealthy and influencial, but I am not into that kind of a snobby life that they seem to have and want to live. I want to just be me. I want to live a normal life and have experiences like everyone else. I was well on my way when I had a very good friend dump me because it turned out her family was not very wealthy. They (her family) worked real hard to try to make her appear more important so she would have a better life, so they think. Being well off has its limitations too, just in different ways. I realize that acting well off is not right either. We must be more honest with ourselves and try to treat each other better and fairly. Stop judging each other and just get along. I know that is way too simple to expect, but why can't all the hate and fear go away? It only takes each one of us to make a little difference. One person at a time. I know I will probably get a lot of flack just for saying all this. But, I still want to say it even if everyone else may think it is really dumb. Does anyone else besides me ever have these thoughts? Or is it just me? I can't help who or what I was born into, none of us can. But what I can do is change how I see or treat others and be myself. Only I can change me. This is true whether you are born rich or poor. Everyone has a choice to make. That choice determines who and what we each are and how our life will be. If you don't like it, change it! Everyone can make a difference, even if it is only a small difference. If you really want to change something big it takes time, it is like the saying goes..."How do you eat an elephant?... One bite at a time." If everyone would take just one bite, the whole world could be different. If you don't, you end up with what you get. If you live in a getto in poor housing, high crime etc. just walk out. You can be poor in a better place. Don't feel you are stuck. Do something about it. Get angry, get out. Wow did I vent. I feel better now.
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I am having a really great time meeting all you wonderful girls out there, or maybe I should say in here. I'm meeting girls from all over the world. I love all of you. There is something about a girl that makes you special. So, keep writing and chating with me. If you message me with just a couple of words, don't expect a response. If you don't have something to say besides "How are you" or similar, I won't have anything to say because to me that is just a "Hello". I will reply to all those that I think are sincere. I see an awful lot of BS in here too and realized early on, all isn't what it may appear to be. So, if you are a guy or just some jerk that likes to pester someone, read my rules and you will see what I expect and how you will be delt with. I don't like problems and I don't put up with much for long. That is what the Block, Delete, and Spam links are for. It also works great on guys too!!!
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