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iaN

I am here for Dating, Serious Relationships, Friends and Networking

About Me

I'm a guy who needs to view life as a lot more simple than it is, and I view life as pretty damn simple. I'm conflicted, sometimes shy and sometimes outgoing. I'm a little insecure and have a poor self image, but I'm working on that. I over work myself but when I'm not busy I feel useless. I wish I could just drop everything and go live in a tent somewhere and live off the land and hunt coyotes. I enjoy creature comforts but I find "civilzed" society to be shallow and confining. I'm a loner at heart but I've learned to love people. I usually have a lot going on in my mind but I'm hard to read. I'm goofy but a hard life has taught me to be mature when I need to be. When it comes to "relationships" I have NO idea what I'm doing, and I'm highly sarcastic but am more sensitive then I lead others to believe. I think thats an apt description of myself.

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My Blog

Living Life

January 2008. I am light years from where I was this time last year. Im living on my own in NY, making the dream come true. It's exciting, difficult as all hell, thankless, frustrating, invigorating, ...
Posted by iaN on Sat, 19 Jan 2008 10:28:00 PST

Life's not a bitch, it's MY BITCH!

In the wake of Jackie's death I have found myself going through a number of emotions. I've cried, I've screamed, and I'm still grieving. Recently however, I have come to view her death as more than ju...
Posted by iaN on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 03:37:00 PST

To a dear friend

I guess I've been very privelaged. I've always known that death was a constant, I've accepted it, it is, it's something we all must face eventually. But I've been so lucky. No one I have known, really...
Posted by iaN on Sat, 07 Jul 2007 10:11:00 PST

A New Life Begins

Okay, here I am. I've finished college. Whoa. You know what's funny, all leading up to graduation, all the months of anticipation, the sadness that I would probably never see some of the faces that I'...
Posted by iaN on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 12:55:00 PST

Top 8 200007!!!

001. What is Your Name? Ian McShane Verdun002. How old are you? 21003. What is the link to your website, blog, or myspace?About you:004. Gender MaleYour Top 8 Myspace friends005. 1 Sean006. 2 Alanna00...
Posted by iaN on Sat, 10 Mar 2007 09:38:00 PST

Damn both Cecily and Briana..............DAMMIT!!!

The first player of this game starts with the "6 weird things/habits about themselves" and people who get tagged need to write a blog of their six weird habits/things, as well as state this rule clear...
Posted by iaN on Mon, 07 Aug 2006 10:30:00 PST

Enough time has passed for retrospect.

So its 4 in the morning and I can't sleep, which is odd seeing as how I spent all day striking a show and loading 300lb boxes full of theatrical lighting equipment and cables into a&nbs...
Posted by iaN on Thu, 20 Jul 2006 04:42:00 PST

Summertime is the BEST time!!!!!

Its only the first week of summer vacation and i am well on the way to having the time of my life!!! I have ran into so many people i used to know, and i really feel like i'm finally relaxing! a few d...
Posted by iaN on Thu, 25 May 2006 10:17:00 PST

FUCK CALARTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am so livid right now i can't even think straight! i officially have turned my back on calarts, i have no more faith or trust in this school. i can't wait to graduate. the perfect shit topping to&nb...
Posted by iaN on Tue, 16 May 2006 01:31:00 PST

Personal Survey......I have to stop doing these things.

--> CHANGE THE FONT COLOR HERE --> --> END OF USER EDITED VARIABLES-->~More About My Life~by Justdontgetyou001. What is Your Name? Ian McShane Verdun002. How old are you? 20 years old003. What is the...
Posted by iaN on Thu, 13 Apr 2006 11:30:00 PST