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About Me

My names John Marin. I have been through a lot over the years. I have made wrong decisions, which have made my life harder, but in the end everything I have been through has made me a stronger and smarter person. I’m a human just like everyone else; I make mistakes and learn through my experiences. I try my best to be a better person each day. I try to live my life as honest, healthy, and problem free as possible, however you can’t predict the future and some times “shit just happens”. I’m a down to earth, optimistic, loving, and caring person; who will always try and follow my heart and do what I feel is right.There was a time in my life where I was addicted to alcohol and drugs; I was stuck on roller coaster headed on a downward spiral and couldn‘t get off. When I finally stopped, I found myself at rock bottom, barley hanging on to life. I really shouldn’t be alive and it’s a miracle that I’m still here. I thank god each day for everything I’ve survived, and that I’m still standing here today. I learned a lot through everything I’ve been through and it has made me a wise beyond my years, because of my experiences I am now a stronger and smarter person. I will never forget where I was and I will keep fighting to better my life and future.I have turned my perspective of living around completely, and everything in my life has been getting better. I have a wonderful family, who has always been there for me, and has helped me out a lot. I have a million stories, you will never meet anyone like me, I'm going after all my dreams and no one will hold me back.I'm doing big things with my life. I'm a certified personal trainer, I will have my own gym one day. I love to make people laugh, I have a great sense of humor, I just started stand-up comedy/acting, I'm going full force with it. I have set goals in my life and know what I want to do. My future is important to me, and I want to make the best out of the second chance of life god has given me. Remember the name John Marin. My SN: This Is [email protected]

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Someone beautiful, inside and out. Someone honest. Someone caring, loving, and funny, someone with a great personality. Someone who is optimistic. Someone who knows who they are, and knows that things can be less then perfect but always looks on the bright side. Some one who loves me for who I am. Some one I enjoy being with and really care about. Someone who wont let me down.

My Blog

Letting Go

Over and over again I bleed. I try and fix the memories, hopes, and dreams that we once shared; the pieces of a shattered past. The blood runs down my mangled hands; like razors, I feel these sharp ed...
Posted by on Wed, 20 May 2009 09:22:00 GMT

Thank You Lord!

And just as thing were getting to hard, and my  body had pushed its self as far as it could go; I screamed-"Thank you lord for this moment! ""This moment in time!""This moment of pain!""This mome...
Posted by on Thu, 01 May 2008 10:44:00 GMT

Change

Awake, and take a new breath of air, now rise, and smile. Smile for today, because yesterday has gone, all the days that you have ever gone through are now in the past, the good and bad will only be m...
Posted by on Sun, 24 Feb 2008 18:03:00 GMT

Born-again

Now take a deep breath, close your eyes, clear your mind. This is you, and you are alive. No matter where you've been, what you've done, where you are at this point in your life; you are alive. Do not...
Posted by on Thu, 07 Sep 2006 09:00:00 GMT

Rockbottom

I have fallen down into an endless pit of sorrow and regret. I have been beaten down to the point where I couldn't move, couldn't get up, a point of no return. Familiar faces watched me fall, some lau...
Posted by on Mon, 21 Aug 2006 12:16:00 GMT