Laesha Dawn

Myspace Extended Network BannersMyspace Layouts For GirlsAs very few of don't know, I lost my brother, Aaron, Wednesday, September 20, 2006. He was riding his 2003 Honda 950 when something happened either with the back break stickin' or the front end locked up on his poor soul. I love him so much and I never thought that the day would come when I would have to actually sit down and make myself write his obituary, when he was barely 22 years old. He just bought that damn bike two months ago. He was so proud of it and everything else he had bought, obtained, traded, and possesed in the past few years. He always knew just precisely how, when, and say what when it came to pushin his big sista's buttons of total enragement! But that's what brothers are for right? Not to mention how they seem to remind ya on how small chested you are when they notice (and think out loud) that he has bigger boobies than me. Great. Thanks a million you poor asshole of a soul!I used to think that the best thing that ever happend to me was getting married. Well, not anymore. It was, but now has changed to getting divorced. I wouldn't change anything, because if I did, I wouldn't be the strong, outgoing, and independent woman that I am today. I love the LAESHA THAT I HAVE DISCOVERED & BECOME in these past 9 months. I just could not lie to myself anymore and make myself believe I was happy. It wasn't fair being married to someone that treated me in such ways I should've never had to go through. I suppose you have to get your first one out of the way! But, I can say this: Since then I have also landed a great job in Austin that I appsolutly adore. I now can walk around with my head up high, grinning ear to ear and always feeling like a young schoolgirl with a new crush -- on whomeever I wish. You know that feeling, you know you do. It's increadable! These are just a few emoitions and feelings that I have seemed to forget during the past 6 years with my EX Husband. It almost enrages me to realize that I actually stayed in a relationship KNOWING things were never going to change for the better...ha, what a joke! I love to laugh and enjoy my time with my friends. I don't like egotistical greedy "swingin' dicks" like my ex husband. I love tattoos and recently added to my collection and now have SEVEN tats and FOUR piercings. With everything going the way it has...meaning Aaron, I have developed the need to soothe my bitter ink itch. I plan on getting a Daddy tribute (A JACK IN THE BOX RIGHT ABOVE MY ASS CRACK - JACK IN THE CRACK!) LOL and then one day when I figure out what, I'll remember Aaron too. OH YEAH, I ALMOST FORGOT...I HAVE FOUND THE TRUE MEANING OF BITCH, AND THAT WOULD BE ME RIGHT NOW!