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Stephanie Rae Vanlerberghe

I have an unhealthy obsession over vampires and zombies.
I'm a very family oriented person.
I'm often taken the wrong way.
I'm short tempered and very ill-mannered.
I'll be in Chicago for art school this fall.
I love the smell of lilacs.
I'm vegan.
I like to read and collect books. A lot.
I don't drink coffee or soda.
I don't chew gum.
I wear bowling shoes. They're trendy.
Muse, The Strokes, Coheed and Cambria, Radiohead, Incubus. Forever.
I've grown wary of a lot of things. Especially people.
Contrary to popular belief, I don't fly around on a broomstick.

DAILY THOUGHTS
1.9.08
Had a bad day. People everywhere were constantly getting on my bad side. They doubt me - so I hate them.
1.10.08
"Pain is weakness leaving the body" - Fuck you. I'm still in pain. There's no way there is that much weakness in there.
1.11.08
David is a jerk.
1.12.08
I have no immunity toward disease. But I am immune to all medication. Mother fucker.
1.13.08
I love my family. Sometimes I wonder if i'll be extremely homesick once I leave them.
1.14.08
I'm going to spend the rest of my life with him. <3
1.15.08
Refer back to 1.14 you dumb bitch.
1.16.08
"Anger is an ugly thing." Well, I've always been an ugly kind of person.
1.17.08
I am willing to lose any friends that question my actions. I will hold a grudge against you forever. Don't fucking tempt me.
1.18.08
Don't you just love when people gloat about stupid shit? I know I do.
1.19.08
-31 degree weather, and my heater decides to break. Hmm.
1.20.08
"Just live and breath. Try not to die again."
1.21.08
Cupcakes are the shit. Especially when Brittnye and I make them ourselves.
1.22.08
You often take things for granted until you realize it's gone. Ex: Warmth
1.23.08
Sleep. Sleep. Sleep.
1.24.08
You know it's love when you resist temptation time and time again.
1.25.08
Low and behold, has a best friend who is female. 'tis the end of the world?
1.26.08
Happiness follows me everywhere lately. It's nice, but i'm getting a little paranoid.
1.27.08
139 more days.
1.28.08
Why is time going so slowly now?
1.29.08
I've lost all ambition to continue schooling.
1.30.08
Snow day. How boring.
1.31.08
135 days. 21 hours. 48 minutes. 36 seconds.
2.1.08
I'm really counting on this summer to save me.
2.2.08
I want to pick up the violin again.
2.3.08
It takes two to ruin any relationship.
2.4.08
The world will never be the same, and you're to blame.
2.5.08
Stubborn. One of my many imperfections
2.6.08
"I'm sick for one day and everyone has these magical white binders."
2.7.08
Slowly becoming my mother.
2.8.08
"Once a cheater, always a cheater."
2.9.08
I need 600 dollars and a date for prom. My god.
2.10.08
Fucking irritated.
2.11.08
I've given up. Fuck it. Always waiting. Nothings ever changing.
2.12.08
Why do I tell myself to quit, and then just keep trying anyway? I'm a fucking idiot.
2.13.08
Alone. That's what I am. And that's what I want to be. STOP BOTHERING ME.
2.14.08
Thank you to Mandi and Jesse for the carnations. And to Zach for the bouquet of roses! Love you all.
2.15.08
ddr + friends + madness = the time of my life.
2.16.08
LET'S GET WASTED! ;]
2.17.08
15 less pounds - 118 more days - 4 days down
2.18.08
I've seen disaster, and it's excited me.
2.19.08
Lonely.
2.20.08
143C - 123G
2.21.08
My house is lame.
2.22.08
I'm never going to get that fucking violin. WTF.
2.23.08
Rule Number One: No smoking.
2.24.08
Pokemon.
2.25.08
Violin? Please?
2.26.08
I'm losing track of days. Am I losing consciousness?
2.27.08
Bleeding fingers.
2.28.08
"Why is everything so tame. I like my life insane."
2.29.08
People need to loosen up and learn to meet new people.
3.1.08
PANCAKES ARE YUMMY. Especially when I make heart and "R" shaped ones. :]
3.2.08
Put on your pretty face, girl. We're gonna watch movies by ourselves.
3.3.08
No chicken wings. Seven dollars in gas. Gay guys in trailor parks. Coffee. And text message break ups.
3.4.08
102 more days.
3.5.08
Useless materialist objects infest my life and my emotions at times like these.
3.6.08
Drunken conversations with a loved one. The only thing my inebriation brought was longing for his presence.
3.7.08
It's 3:08 and i'm excited. But for what treason?
3.8.08
I've a new vocabulary and lower morality. Wheee.
3.9.08
You know, you've got everybody fooled.
3.10.08
Super Smash Bros. Brawl.
3.11.08
Why must I be this way?
3.12.08
This is the way; There's nothing I can do or say. So I wont.
3.13.08
I got my tongue peirced. :]
3.14.08
I sound like the school deaf girl.
3.15.08
"I didn't want you to think I disappeared."
3.16.08
Chauvinistic.
3.17.08
How do I tell you?
3.18.08
I need money. I need a job.
3.19.08
David Lee Lawles <3.
3.20.08
I'll take the fall if I have to.
3.21.08
Mommy, can I move back to Green Bay?
3.22.08
Oh, drama. How I love to hate thee.
3.23.08
Violent twitches and forehead kisses.
3.24.08
Self control breaks down.
3.25.08
Fuck you, Jeremy. MySpace Stalker Whore.
3.26.08
So very busy. Exhaustion takes it's toll.
3.27.08
Stop thinking and just LIVE! We're all dying in the end.
3.28.08
The Terrible Two's
3.29.08
Sick as shit. What the fuck.
3.30.08
It feels nice to feel the warmth of my own bed.
3.31.08
Happy birthday, Joe-Shwa. :]
4.1.08
April Fool's. Bad day.
4.2.08
Feeling as good as lovers can, you know.
4.3.08
The weeks, they just fly by now.
4.4.08
Two more days!
4.5.08
You might be disappointed, but that doesn't mean i'm going to stop.
4.6.08
AMAZING Dimmu Borgir concert with Ilya. :D
4.7.08
"It's like watching HD for the first time!"
4.8.08
Gloomy day.
4.9.08
Prom. Prom. Prom. Prom. Fucking prom.
4.10.08
I'm not Jesus, Jesus wasn't there.
4.11.08
I'm nothing like the ones before me and those who are bound to come after me.
4.12.08
Poke myself in the eye to remind myself i'm not blind. I just refuse to see what's really there.
4.13.08
Ilya Sergeyevich Potebnya
4.14.08
Raeremy shares a computer now. :D
4.15.08
I live in a coochie....?
4.16.08
Excited for prom. But nervous, too. =X
4.17.08
You can watch her spin 'round a pole just like a beauty queen.
4.18.08
Breaking GDL: 109 dollars. Underage drinking: 102. WTF?
4.19.08
Prom. A night to remember.
4.20.08
Happy birthday Grandpa Dickie! <3
4.21.08
You don't need her, anyway.
4.22.08
Burning lungs.
4.23.08
Thirty-Two more days.
4.24.08
Imagination locked in a cell that goes by the name of Christianity.
4.25.08
Everyday is exactly the same. I'm here to change the pace.
4.26.08
This isn't your normal every day love game.
4.27.08
Excitement. Always means for disappointment.
4.28.08
I can never seem to make myself happy.
4.29.08
Discussion Master.
4.30.08
She's the kind of girl you want so much it makes you sorry.
5.1.08
Thirteen mother fucking miles against the wind in the rain with shitty shoes.
5.2.08
Oh, happy day! ;] :D
5.3.08
Or, you know, you could just DITCH me instead. Assholes.
5.4.08
Hoping for a rapid weight loss miracle.
5.5.08
Mysterious sickness. Woopdifuckingdoo.
5.6.08
It's the same old nothing.
5.7.08
Children of Bodom, In Flames, Job For A Cowboy, Megadeth, High On Fire.
5.8.08
Bitchez keep hatin'.
5.9.08
China buffet fortune cookie: "This coming Friday will be an exciting time for you." Pretty damn specific if you ask me.
5.10.08
I think i'm dying.
5.11.08
Excitement and fear. What a great combination.
5.12.08
Thirty-Three.
5.13.08
&& know that she will follow.
5.14.08
One month until my birthday.
5.15.08
TwentyOne-Thirty.
5.16.08
Minolta X-370 35mm ftmfw.
5.17.08
Some people really shouldn't sing.
5.18.08
Plane tickets are go.
5.19.08
I'm just an innocent bystander.
5.20.08
Killswitch Engage.
5.21.08
Necessities are go.
5.22.08
<3 I love you, David.
5.23.08
New profile song. Get Smashed Gate Crash.
5.24.08
Packing. Unpacking. Packing. Unpacking. I'm fucking impatient.
5.25.08
I'll stay home to talk to you. :]
5.26.08
Tim's Graduation party. Colddd.
5.27.08
Nineteen; Nine.
5.28.08
Life is way too short to get caught up in all of this.
5.29.08
You're in my day dreams; in my sleep. Infatuation turning into disease.
5.30.08
Whatever it is, she's got it.
5.31.08
I have a mexican stomach...
6.1.08
You know, I need you here with me..When it falls through, and i'm down upon my knees.
6.2.08
White - Blue - Black
6.3.08
Raiders baseball in Sheboygan Falls with Brookidy.
6.4.08
I got a B on all of my exams.
6.5.08
GJ's - Bellin Hospital - Courthouse - DMV - Auntie's - Dad's
6.6.08
I've been waiting for this day for what feels like years. It's unreal.
6.7.08
It's still so unreal. When will this feel normal?
6.8.08
LOTR night.. NOT.
6.9.08
What would've been easier? Never coming. Or leaving.
6.10.08
I have no recollection of this day.
6.11.08
Patch Change Day
6.12.08
Alex's.
6.13.08
One in the morning.
6.14.08
My 17th birthday. :]
6.15.08
Bryan's.
6.16.08
Jumper.
6.17.08
Oblivion. Lots and lots of Oblivion.
6.18.08
DDR WITH MEXICANS. :|
6.19.08
You almost made me cry again this time; another false alarm.
6.20.08
Step Up 2: The Streets
6.21.08
Shopping in Foley & one deserted ass beach.
6.22.08
I'm drowning in my sea of lonely.
6.23.08
Heartbreak hotel.
6.24.08
Pensacola Mall.
6.25.08
Met Big B and Justin.
6.26.08
Steal that soda, Alex. Steal it.
6.27.08
Jalisco's and a lot of bitching.
6.28.08
We could play Happy Pony Racing and i'd beat your ass. - David
6.29.08
Dead with eyes pried open; Staring at everything, and seeing nothing.
6.30.08
Fucking stupid, yet again.
7.1.08
Flirtfest? STFU.
7.2.08
There's something seriously wrong with my right leg.
7.3.08
Fuck you, pellet gun. Fuck you.
7.4.08
I'm not right for you. You're perfect for me.
7.5.08
You are my only one.
7.6.08
Let's sit inside in our night clothes and do absolutely nothing.
7.7.08
I don't want to leave.
7.8.08
Let's go outside and look at some trees. :|
7.9.08
Big B likes to make me feel uncomfortable.. Damn him!
7.10.08
Reminder: Call mom tomorrow.
7.11.08
Happy birthday Mom! <3
7.12.08
Television and WoW.
7.13.08
Television and more WoW.
7.14.08
Television and even more WoW.
7.15.08
We're so cruel when we are angry.
7.16.08
I'm getting pale again. WTF.
7.17.08
Panda misses me.
7.18.08
I can play drums (Rock Band) on hard! WEWT.
7.19.08
Plane tickets are go. Emotions are shot.
7.20.08
Goodbye.
7.21.08
Here laid to rest, is a love ever longed.
7.22.08
I can't stop.
7.23.08
Brandon forced me out of the house.
7.24.08
He did it again.
7.25.08
Birthday party tomorrow.
7.26.08
Never get smashed the night before your own party.
7.27.08
Peshtigo, Wisconsin.
7.28.08
No internet. No cable. Just movies, movies, movies.
7.29.08
Barnes & Noble. The Twilight Obsession begins. :D
7.30.08
Book One: Twilight.
7.31.08
Book Two: New Moon.
8.1.08
Book Three: Eclipse.
8.2.08
Pacing myself until I get my grasp on book four.
8.3.08
Book Four: Breaking Dawn.
8.4.08
Jumping into Brookidy's car at 5 am in the rain. There's nothing like a little good old fashioned friendship to start your day.
8.5.08
Beth and I are nerdy-nerds. Having a sleep over just to read quietly all night. :]
8.6.08
Calm, Cool, Collected. I am me. And I am relieved.
8.7.08
Another epic night destined for: NERD GIRLS BETH AND RAE!
8.8.08
Plan A: Sabotage.
8.9.08
The center of attention.
8.10.08
You have to try and find what's right before your eyes.
8.11.08
Drama.
8.12.08
Need For Speed.. Fuck you, Todd.
8.13.08
School pictures and et cetera. Lame.
8.14.08
Chronic Cystitis.
8.15.08
Happy 20th Birthday, David.
8.16.08
Surprise Lawles visit? Possibly. :]
8.17.08
Too excited. Can't sleep.
8.18.08
Exit 72B: CLOSED "WTF DO WE DO NOW?"
8.19.08
Manitowoc County Fair!
8.20.08
Movie Night.
8.21.08
Lazy.
8.22.08
Burning. OH... That's not good.
8.23.08
Minor annoyances.. Sure to drive a person mad.
8.24.08
MUST. FIND. RIDE.
8.25.08
Farewell.
8.26.08
"I am NOT swimming. I don't care how 'warm' that water is!"
8.27.08
I can drive! ..Not legally.
8.28.08
Had to tell him.
8.29.08
Happy 22nd birthday, Derek.
8.30.08
Gemini: That wall you built is slowly starting to come down. You might actually let someone in.
8.31.08
"Wake up Auntie Seffy!"
9.1.08
Why'd you have to come back around? Thanks for the added confusion.
9.2.08
First day of hell.
9.3.08
GENETICS RAWKS.
9.4.08
Brian David Born <3
9.5.08
Excited.
9.6.08
Road Trip. Road Trip. Road Trip. Woo-woo.
9.7.08
I don't want to leave.
9.8.08
Interview for Alternative School today. Eep.
9.9.08
I didn't get in.
9.10.08
School. Mid-Week: 2. Already sick of the treacherous routine.
9.11.08
Remember the day? Or realize the truth?
9.12.08
Crash and burn. Rise and smile. And back to the beginning again.
9.13.08
First day at Papa Murphy's.
9.14.08
Work. Doing all of the bitch work.
9.15.08
Seni09r class colour: GREEN!
9.16.08
Three years today.
9.17.08
"I heard you got punched in the face, so you went to china to learn kung fu." - Mr. Schmid
9.18.08
Welcome to our world. We are the wasted youth, and we are the future.
9.19.08
Homecoming game. We lost, of course.
9.20.08
I hate clingy.
9.21.08
Randomly depressed.
9.22.08
Heroes premiere.
9.23.08
Asshole.
9.24.08
"You will attend an unusual party and meet someone important." Fortune Cookie.
9.25.08
Well. These certainly are unusual parties. But have I met anyone really important?
9.26.08
Worlds best back massager. :]
9.27.08
BONFIRE @ BRANDEN'S.
9.28.08
I've got a fucking burn on my forehead.
9.29.08
ISS. I need to stop skipping school.
9.30.08
"It looks like a zit." Stfu. It's a burn.
10.1.08
Fxck, i'm lonely.
10.2.08
New home: Brooke's house.
10.3.08
Red Arrow has become a daily ritual. Bahaha.
10.4.08
KRUNK @ KOLE'S! ;D
10.5.08
Nice and fucking confused.
10.6.08
OOH, 'EYY DER! Go ahead and start shit, bitch.
10.7.08
All That Remains, Trivium, 36 Crazy Fists, The Human Abstract.
10.8.08
Ecology field trip.
10.9.08
T.P.ING!
10.10.08
"I'm in love with your car."
10.11.08
Superficial and I'm fucking PROUD.
10.12.08
Brooke's back!
10.13.08
I'm an ace writer."
10.14.08
Colleges. Financial Aid. Scholarships. Headaches.
10.15.08
First day of Alternative School!
10.16.08
I'm fuckin' zoomin'.
10.17.08
Ditched. Oops.
10.18.08
There's a difference between me and you. I don't suck at life ALL the time.
10.19.08
Brooke's first tattoo.
10.20.08
Matthew Marvin Korte <3
10.21.08
Lazy day.
10.22.08
Sleeeeep.
10.23.08
Happy 17th Birthday, Ryan!
10.24.08
That's pretty fucking stupid.
10.25.08
Koi half-sleeve session #1
10.26.08
Mm. Nothing to do. I love it.
10.27.08
Someone's got a case of the monday's!..
10.28.08
Walking in cemetaries. Sean has one hell of a fight or flight reflex.
10.29.08
@ Kim's with Erin. Funny shit.
10.30.08
Days off of school can be so bloody boring.
10.31.08
Happy Halloween..Right. Let's get wasted.
11.1.08
"Being by you is amazing."
11.2.08
Koi half-sleeve session #2
11.3.08
I don't want people bumping into my tattoo.
11.4.08
WKCE testing? Wtf? Nobody tells me anything!
11.5.08
I like not having to get up until 11 am.
11.6.08
Fuck you. That was stupid.
11.7.08
Happy nineteenth birthday, Matthew!
11.8.08
CHEAT!
11.9.08
I'll have you know, that i've become FUCKING indestructible.
11.10.08
I'm that closed-off type of girl.
11.11.08
Three full hours of House! YES!
11.12.08
Kim's.
11.13.08
Hangin' with Kev!
11.14.08
The Hills Have Eyes Unrated.
11.15.08
Beth and I pierced her tongue. Haha. Mixed effort.
11.16.08
I need to stop being a third wheel.
11.17.08
Too tired for school.
11.18.08
Financial aid, grants, scholarships, waivers, ACT, fees. Money, money, money.
11.19.08
Shopping.
11.20.08
Ha. If only you weren't an idiot. Things would be different.
11.21.08
"Turn you shoulders toward me. Chin down. Eyes up. Do this. Do that. No, like this. You're contorted, but smile like you're enjoying this."
11.22.08
Smirnoff's with Brookidy.
11.23.08
I'm hating people again.
11.24.08
Once people know what you're capable of, they're no longer impressed with anything you do..
11.25.08
Tuesday Night @ Kimberly's. The "Usual".
11.26.08
Peshtigo, here I come!
11.27.08
Thanksgiving Day. I love spending time with the whole family.
11.28.08
Reading rampage.
11.29.08
You shared stories with my little cousins and they loved every second of it. As did I. <3
11.30.08
Back to the depths of hell. Oh, yay.
12.1.08
Starting today, we shall play DDR every day for one month on workout mode!
12.2.08
The usual Tuesday rendition.
12.3.08
I will deck you harder than you could ever hit me.
12.4.08
Oh, hey there hot boy.
12.5.08
Movies. Woop woop.
12.6.08
Wicked awesome epically fuzzy soft zip up hoodie.
12.7.08
Hey, I miss you.
12.8.08
Somebody shake me, I must still be sleeping... I dream of panic, desperation, and death. And when I wake up, it doesn't go away.
12.9.08
Richard Sjerven <3
12.10.08
"You are loving me, and I'm owning you." -Sweet Valium High by Charlotte Sometimes
12.11.08
That place in my mind...is that space which you call mine.
12.12.08
I've been cooped up for far too long.
12.13.08
Wicked awesome pictures and babysitting.
12.14.08
Get the fuck out of the military. All they're doing is fucking brainwashing you.
12.15.08
Talk of the town and she's goin' down.
12.16.08
I'm considering the Wiccan ways.
12.17.08
As of today, I've pledged to be vegan for thirty days.
12.18.08
Don't judge my fucking lifestyle!
12.19.08
Wow. Ten days and this might already be over?
12.20.08
North Carolina in seven days.
12.21.08
I haven't even slept yet, and it's RJ's fault.
12.22.08
I'm so much more than meets the eye.
12.23.08
What the hell am I supposed to eat at Grandma's tomorrow?
12.24.08
Grandma's Christmas Eve Party.
12.25.08
I slept through the hours of gift opening. Thank you, Nyquil.
12.26.08
iPhone = OurPhone
12.27.08
Grandpa's Christmas Party. Woo?
12.28.08
Babysitting. 36 hours straight.
12.29.08
Black hair dye + pink hair dye + two bleach kits = burning scalp.
12.30.08
It's too short notice for me to fly out now, I'm sorry.
12.31.08
Partying? Nope. Babysitting.
1.1.09
Starting off the brand new year with a little bit of narcissism, lying, and intentional heartbreak.
1.2.09
I can't stand/open my eyes without puking.
1.3.09
Just please stop shouting, for the love.
1.4.09
Shut the fuck up Sean, before I steal your commemorative bike rack plaque.
1.5.09
"Gross, what's wrong with your eye?"
1.6.09
The day I woke up blind.
1.7.09
Don't trust a hoe.
1.8.09
Text message break up?!?!?!! Hahahaha.ahahaha.hahahaha.
1.9.09
WASTED! x] (One year.)
1.10.09
Hung over..
1.11.09
If you were dead or alive, I don't care.
1.12.09
I still have five books on their way. :)
1.13.09
John and Tool. ;D
1.14.09
I'm almost done with Jimi Hendrix.
1.15.09
I can't stop listening to Snuff by Slipknot.
1.16.09
Second day school was canceled because it was too cold!
1.17.09
I think I'll just get pretty and sit at home by myself.
1.18.09
Hmm. <33 ;D
1.19.09
John Michael Brinkley <3
1.20.09
Nonstop talking.
1.21.09
I blurted it. :/
1.22.09
Mum likes you.
1.23.09
I'm scared. :/
1.24.09
The Big Band concert with Sean.
1.25.09
I love you.
1.26.09
Jabeebus. It's like baby Jesus, but fucked up.
1.27.09
Slipknot, Coheed and Cambria, Trivium
1.28.09
...Lagging Wagon.
1.29.09
Mrs. Zivko is a pretentious bible hugging bitch who shouldn't be allowed to teach, let alone share her skewed beliefs!
1.30.09
I enjoy sitting inside on my Friday nights.
1.31.09
Surprise Amber sleepover.
2.1.09
Shit. Shit. My ACT is coming up.
2.2.09
I'd be lying if I said losing you was something I could handle.
2.3.09
I almost fucked everything up.
2.4.09
I have a thing for creepy songs. The Virus of Life - Slipknot
2.5.09
My best friend is my soul mate.
2.6.09
Shopping and tanning. This is nice.
2.7.09
Tracy's houseeee.
2.8.09
She won't stop screaming!
2.9.09
I think I need a break from things.
2.10.09
Being driven and ambitious doesn't make me crazy, it makes me courageous and powerful. To be able to do the things you've never dreamed of doesn't make me insane, it makes me better than you. You can spend your life rotting in your own personal hell, but I'm going to get out; I'm going to see the world at an age you were still under the impression America was all that existed.
2.11.09
These petty arguments are useless.
2.12.09
I know I need a break from things.. From people.
2.13.09
Black - Blue - Red
2.14.09
Happy Valentine's Day, m'love!
2.15.09
Sleep until 7pm, stay up until 7am.
2.16.09
"Oh no, your beautiful blonde hair!" 2.17.09
Sup blackie.
2.18.09
Portsmouth.
2.19.09
One month!
2.20.09
Everything seems so different now. The world shifted and I fell into someone else's arms.
2.21.09
Insomniac Challenge.
2.22.09
You slept for twenty hours!
2.23.09
Too tired to raise the hands that reach for the stars.
2.24.09
So very repetitive.
2.25.09
We were given a forest and gave back a parking lot.
2.26.09
"Come, let us gingerly touch our tips."
2.27.09
You're dead to me.
2.28.09
Getting up in the whee hours of the morning just to walk to Brandon's and wake him and Trev up.
3.1.09
Sketching eyes.
3.2.09
Sketching hair.
3.3.09
Sketching hands.
3.4.09
I accidentally took your class ring home.
3.5.09
I can't believe I didn't make it to Chicago.
3.6.09
Alcohol gives me chest pains.
3.7.09
Bright green monsterous nails with black lightning bolts.
3.8.09
Timothy Michael Dowdy <3
3.9.09
We cast ourselves as noble to avoid feeling naive.
3.10.09
"Before hating on the do-gooder in the Prius, step out of the Hummer and give yourself a hug."
3.11.09
Mansheep and Chuck Norris, that's how the universe was created.
3.12.09
You're coming with to Chuck E. Cheese whether you like it or not!
3.13.09
Happy 44th birthday, Dad! <3
3.14.09
Happy 3rd birthday, Allie!
3.15.09
"I think you are exactly the right person for me."
3.16.09
STDs.
3.17.09
"Here, you like cats. Have some asthma."
3.18.09
Honesty is a virtue.
3.19.09
Skip.
3.20.09
I love having Friday's off.
3.21.09
Adderall - I Love You, Man - Bowling
3.22.09
Sick. Damnit.
3.23.09
"Sentences are hard for me."
3.24.09
Suspended.
3.25.09
Repo! The Genetic Opera
3.26.09
"Don't pop my dream cloud!"
3.27.09
Sex.
3.28.09
Bowling again?!?! :D
3.29.09
"I'm running like a 300 pound amputee."
3.30.09
Nicolas Cage has a weakness for sentimental deaf asian chicks.
3.31.09
Happy 19th birthday, Joe-Shwa!
4.1.09
"It's April Fools Day? Aw, fuck I forgot!"
4.2.09
Last day of school until...
4.3.09
Spring break '09!
4.4.09
Off to Peshtigo!
4.5.09
Babysitting.
4.6.09
Adderall. You know the drill.
4.7.09
I want you to come here.
4.8.09
One month!
4.9.09
Back to Two Rivers.
4.10.09
Brookidy und Danny. I sat in chew-spit.
4.11.09
I don't think I've ever seen so many hickies on one person in my life.
4.12.09
Meet the grandparents.
4.13.09
"I'm gonna shove the easter bunny up his ass!"
4.14.09
Back to school.. Arrgh.
4.15.09
Final interview for AI: Schaumburg. Verdict: ACCEPTED
4.16.09
Too sick for school.
4.17.09
Of course Crank 2 isn't playing in Manitowoc. That'd be too easy!
4.18.09
"Oh my god, I think I just swallowed one of my balls!"
4.19.09
No sleep 'til six in the morning.
4.20.09
I'm slow.
4.21.09
So you have a new girl, huh. Good for you. Bad for her.
4.22.09
I'm thinking a GED is my one way out.
4.23.09
I need to find a job and an apartment by July.
4.24.09
The last weekend with the boyfriend.
4.25.09
"Quit talking like you have a dick in your mouth." "Well get the shit outta your ears." 4.26.09
Two out of three Family Video dvd's don't fucking work.
4.27.09
I don't want you to leave! Take me with youuu.
4.28.09
Watching movies all day long at Troy's.
4.29.09
I really need a job.
4.30.09
I get to sleep in his arms once more. Ahhh, this is the life.
5.1.09
21 more days. Three weeks exactly.
5.2.09
And then we'll do it doggy style so we can both watch x-files.
5.3.09
"I will kill you next weekend, I swear to god!"
5.4.09
If I turn my back I'm defenseless. And to go blindly seems senseless.
5.5.09
Quit hitting on me, my boyfriend kills people.
5.6.09
If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer, then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer.
5.7.09
And off to Peshtigo we go.
5.8.09
I've now officially been kicked out of school.
5.9.09
X-Men Origins: Wolverine
5.10.09
"I challenge you to shitty tasting shots."
5.11.09
I'm a goddamn farmer.
5.12.09
Leeches, Spiders, Big red bug bites.
5.13.09
Fon Ferek Park. Damn you, Joel.
5.14.09
Dreary day.
5.15.09
Hunted.
5.16.09
Lame ass party.
5.17.09
Suicide Silence, 5man, Killswitch Engage, Lacuna Coil, Disturbed, Chimaira.
5.18.09
Sleep in 'til 5 pm.
5.19.09
Why is it I'm sore two days after the concert?
5.20.09
Two more days!
5.21.09
Time to pack!
5.22.09
Florida, here I come.
5.23.09
It's rainy and humid. Ackie.
5.24.09
There aren't many sights to check out.
5.25.09
There isn't much to do while the boys are at work.
5.26.09
Looks like I'll just clean.
5.27.09
Stupid period.
5.28.09
MUST.HAVE.SEX
5.29.09
Grocery shopping!
5.30.09
John is so drunk. He keeps making fun of my feet.
5.31.09
"So I heard I got a little out of hand last night."
6.1.09
Two more weeks until I'm eighteen!
6.2.09
We have our own apartment now!
6.3.09
I do laundry and clean the house. This is new.
6.4.09
Ten more mofuggin' days.
6.5.09
Finally Friday. Now what should we do?
6.6.09
Exactly a year ago, I was on my way to Alabama. Now I'm sitting in Florida. Hm.
6.7.09
I want to fucking play Need for Speed!
6.8.09
We haz a Blockbuster account nao.
6.9.09
He works, I clean, we eat, we rent movies, we sleep. Repeat.
6.10.09
I want to get my half-sleeve finished.
6.11.09
Three more fucking days. I wonder if he'll remember it's my birthday.
6.12.09
I want to pet baby tigers! Let's go play with baby tigers!
6.13.09
Tomorrow! Oh my god!
6.14.09
I'm eighteen now! Yay me!
6.15.09
Damn, it's no longer my birthday. Now he's not obligated to be nice to me. Bastard.
6.16.09
Scheisse, we need friends.
6.17.09
I swear to god, if I don't get out soon, I'm going to explode.
6.18.09
Turn my fucking phone on now.
6.19.09
Back to Wisconsin. It's a double-edged sword.
6.20.09
Must.Hang.Out.With.Everyone.
6.21.09
Ryan and Trevor and... I forgot his name already. Oops.
6.22.09
Fon Ferek Park! YES! YES! YES!
6.23.09
Fuck I fucked up my wrist.
6.24.09
Josh and John and Joe!
6.25.09
Timothy is back already.
6.26.09
Not that I've seen him yet, though! ._.
6.27.09
You need to come pick me up before Mom calls the cops on me.
6.28.09
Awkward morning. What's happened to us?
6.29.09
False alarm. We're back to how we used to be. PERFECT!
6.30.09
Fire at Steve-O's.
7.1.09
It's July already?! 7.2.09
Bring my fucking car back. right. now.
7.3.09
I spent all day cleaning and perfecting my new vehicle. It looks so much better than when that slob had it.
7.4.09
July 4th! Fireworks with my boy!
7.5.09
Time for Timothy to meet the family.. Here goes.
7.6.09
Shooting with Jeff. They annihilated a cinderblock.. And a CPU.
7.7.09
Random trip to Green Bay. Bastards woke me up.
7.8.09
Four months! <3
7.9.09
Day late victory sex.

My Blog

Lethargic.

May of 2007. Almost a year ago, and yet it still bothers me. You left my mind for quite some time, and everything was fine. Now the days, they go by so slowly. You phase in and out of existence in my ...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Jan 1981 19:11:00 GMT

Forgotten? Forget About It.

We're often forgotten when we're living. Our daily accomplishments, regardless of how big or small, are taken for granted, lost in the realm of gossip, undermined and overlooked. Our names temporarily...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Jan 1981 19:11:00 GMT

Life After Death.

(We live a life of infamy and to die is our fifteen minutes of fame.) We get more attention as the deceased because a fond memory of someone is much more pleasant than the actual person. When coming i...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Jan 1981 09:11:00 GMT