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0 Home | | Add | | Pictures | | Blog | | Msg | Comment My name is Noah. I have long brown/black hair down to my shoulders, bright blue eyes, and tattoos. I love to smoke even though I know it's bad for me. I drink on occasion and am definitely not an alcoholic. I believe music has the ability to drive peoples' emotions. I relate everyone and everything to a song. I use music as a hint. I'm also friendly and understanding. I believe that being open minded is the only way to live and to view others. I'm not one to ever judge no matter what. I'm polite and well-mannered, well most of the time. I speak my mind, you should too. I let people know my opinion and never invalidate theirs. I'm young and act very old. I try to never let anything get me down and if I put my mind to it I can do anything. I am very philosophical, spiritual, political, and opinionated. I'm currently in college working towards my A.A.S. in computer programming and analysis. One day I hope to be a freelance programmer who has the ability to travel anywhere I want to go.I'm definetly not like anyone you've ever met. and when you think you know me guess again ^_^

My Blog

Scream: The Pre-Battle

Today I feel like an empty shell, completely drained of any emotional energy what-so-ever. I was one to believe that their was a greater purpose to the universe, but as of lately I feel as though we a...
Posted by Á’©QfO`UD on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 10:31:00 PST

Hug a stranger...

I had always thought that one day I would change the world. I had always thought that their was a purpose to this life. A meaning to get up in the morning, a reason to breathe, and point to live. I th...
Posted by Á’©QfO`UD on Thu, 08 Mar 2007 10:27:00 PST

Perfect Nightmares

The rain was as cold as ice that night and the stars danced with the cloud slowly, always switching partners. The black asphault appeared as a shadow in the curved glow of my cars headlights. everythi...
Posted by Á’©QfO`UD on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 01:13:00 PST

Nightmares and Hilltops

Would I be wrong to say I love you?If I did would you see my intentions as true?Would you love me too?If I could just stare at you would you think me weird?Would you get up and leave like the rest do?...
Posted by Á’©QfO`UD on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 10:51:00 PST

(part 2)...hope gained

Temporary light fills my heartAs the sun borders my horizonI can see my fears fadingI can see me loving himI told them I'd never forgetI told him I'd never changeI told myself I never wanted tooI lied...
Posted by Á’©QfO`UD on Mon, 14 Aug 2006 12:22:00 PST

(part 1)Lost love...

Eternal darkness stretches over my worldAs cigarette ashes are lost beneath meI took you into my heartYou only took me for grantedI called you this morning to a voice so coldIce rushed through my hand...
Posted by Á’©QfO`UD on Thu, 03 Aug 2006 12:15:00 PST

Damn I was thinking again...

So I was trying to sleep again, but then I started thinking about how close minded people were. Specifically about this gay marriage issue and not only that, the whole outlook on gays.I think most peo...
Posted by Á’©QfO`UD on Sat, 01 Jul 2006 03:26:00 PST

The story of Joe...written by me

His mother cornered him. At that time the sixteen year old man he thought he was shriveled into the nine year old pre-pubesant boy he knew himself to be. They had found a note, they had learned of his...
Posted by Á’©QfO`UD on Fri, 07 Apr 2006 09:03:00 PST

The great debate </3

"Fast", he thought, "think fast". Something flows together here somewhere. Somehow it makes sense. The pain and agony of this world does make logical sense. He writhed in agony on his bathroom floor s...
Posted by Á’©QfO`UD on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 02:46:00 PST

30-day quest for knowledge

I came up with an idea to go thirty days with an hour a day talking to a random person about the possibilities of all religion having truth. Sadly after 18 days I have come to a horrible conclusion, p...
Posted by Á’©QfO`UD on Sat, 11 Feb 2006 12:04:00 PST