StarLight [Your New Graduate] ^.^

About Me

7000 reasons to dream, 1 reason to live, 1 reason to me.

I'm Sami StarLight .
I'm seventeen until June 21st.
I joined the Army Reserves.
I leave on July 14th from Vegas.
I don't have a job currently.
I just graduated on the June 9.
My life is upside down .

My feelings for people are drying up, so yes I'll talk to you, but no I don't want to hook up. No, I don't want sex. No, I don't want anything, esp of that sort.
So, if that's what you're looking for, then I'm sorry but don't waste your time.
Yep.
Kthnxbai.

ATREYU lyrics
^^
Its an amazing song.
It tells so much.
..

mai yeu designs

My Interests

EPIC!!..

So I fall
I don't wanna feel this small
You know I just can't handle this
Handle this at all
And I'll just fall
I'll let my heartbeat drop
I falter as the music stops
And you watch me as stall
And wonder when i fall
/3

I'd like to meet:

I don't care.
Plain and simple.

pretty neeaat.
taka listen yo.

Music:

Random quote[s] i wrote...
"Starry nights, Sunny rays. Come sweep Me away, Til the end of Days.. Falling back, Twisting fate. Don't leave Me here, In this Miserable State."
"Just SugarCoat The Sour Stuff and Get On With the Lovey-Dove"
BreaK AwaY ::FroM DretcheD SilencE::, LooK OnwarD ::WitH TeaR FilleD EyeS::, && WalK ON ::UntiL YoU DiE OF Self-pitY::

Heroes:

My Friends
there is no particular order for em... they are all great though
Richard
he is my best friend. he has purdy much always been there for me since i started cheyenne, and i have a feeling thats not gonna change, at least not anytime soon. he is freakin awesome. he is my chill buddy and the kid i love smokin hookah with. i screwed up and stopped talking to him b/c of this asshole. never again. i freakin promise. iloveyourichard!
Jeremy
dood this kid is bomb. he is a good friend and im for sure glad i met him. he has been nothing but nice to me. and honestly, not many people are like that towards me nowadays. jeremy is a buddy from school.. but i miss the shyt outta him when hes not there! he is great and he is awesome to talk to. ^.^ iloveyoujeremy!
Charles
OMFG! this guy has got to be one of the most coolest guys ive ever met! he is great like all around! i love talking to him every chance i get. and he gives freakin awesome hugs! damn man... what else can i say about him? he is just.. dood hes Chuck. explained. :D iloveyoucharles! oh.. and bring me some of those brownies! haha
Steven W.
ive known this kid since i was 12. he is one of the greatest friends ive ever had. i know lately i have let him down, and i dont think he realizes how sad that makes me to know this... b/c i didnt do it on purpose.. i just got caught up in things. whether or not he ever accepts my apology, he will always be on of my greatest friends. i miss him like crazy. i cant wait til i see you again steven! iloveyousteven!
Ally
Ally is... well shes ally. pretty much self explanatory especially if you know her ;] she is an awesomely amazing girl, and she should know it. she is beautifully gorgeous too [even though she wont admit it] ally is just great. she understands alot and we connect alot too. along with richard she is my hookah buddy from now on. and i love it when its just us three together. they are two of the most amazing people i know and havin em both around makes things better. [like when we were on the natural high all day cinco de beaner day hahaha] so further more... ^.^ iloveyoually!!
Tabitha AKA Tabimifa
this girl is awesomeness! ive known her since sophomore year. she has been my BFF for about a year and a half if not more. even though we broke up, i still love her with all my heart. she is my pal, my effin wicca buddy, my freakin twin dood! as richard says, the twins from The Shining . all i know is i love her, and i always will. you freakin techie! =]
iloveyoutabby! there is a couple more...
so im sorry if you think you should be up here and are not..
b/c just wait..
and you might be
=]

My Blog

Farewell.

you fall down this path.its never ending... the bushes catch your skirt..the trees yank your hairbut where are you going?of course you dont know.you.. of all peopleworthless.pity-lessvile beinga thing...
Posted by StarLight [Your New Graduate] ^.^ on Sun, 25 Nov 2007 05:39:00 PST

Whats the point when you fuck up anyway??

You just can't see..What you actually mean to me... it's hard to tell..how i feel...it seems like i'm stuck..in this ever turning wheel...I look at you...and feel so muchand you couldn't imagine..the ...
Posted by StarLight [Your New Graduate] ^.^ on Sun, 12 Aug 2007 12:35:00 PST

Will You Do This....?

Will you take me by the hand And look into my eyes? Forget about our troubles And let the world pass us by? Put your arms around me And never let me go? Tell me how much you care And what you'll do to...
Posted by StarLight [Your New Graduate] ^.^ on Wed, 24 Jan 2007 02:19:00 PST

so can you guess? yeah didn't think so

all this displeasure as i watched you walk away the one thing that i wanted was for you to stay watching the morning sunrise after all these days only proved to ...
Posted by StarLight [Your New Graduate] ^.^ on Sat, 01 Jul 2006 08:28:00 PST

new poem?

hehe yeah well a few days ago.... bad day.... anyway i wrote a new poem and yeah... if you read it and you saw me at school that day i know how you feel but its just sometimes... yeah this is still ho...
Posted by StarLight [Your New Graduate] ^.^ on Sun, 11 Dec 2005 10:23:00 PST