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Michelle

I am here for Friends

About Me

A review of my previous entry incited a re-write, due to the overwhelmingly angry voice that sneered defiantly from the screen. I am certain some would classify me as a pain in the ass but not completely and definitely not all. The consumption of alcohol, smoking of cigarettes, and use of 'colorful' language is relative. In certain company, yes I may very well appear to do all of the above in excessive amounts while I pale in comparison to others. I don't believe that I annoy the hell out of everyone around me, there are some exceptions and in truth everyone annoys someone sometimes. I am opinionated and pretty verbal about it. I do read a lot & as of late the genre has been political commentary that truly does make my blood boil. And I do have a tendency to engage in debates, or at least discuss the issues with anyone willing. I mispoke when describing myself as misanthropic. If that were true I would be apathetic about people. I may be many things but apathetic is NOT one of them. And although I have a few "issues" I exaggerated in citing my emotionally maturity level equivalent to that of a 15 year old, let's say more like ...20. :) I cannot deny my issues with authority. I've been that way my entire life & I don't anticipate that changing..and I don't think I want it to. I also cannot deny having an INTENSE aversion to organized religion, herd mentality, people who embrace their ignorance, & women who buy into the bullshit & thereby give the rest of us a bad name. I have little tolerance for those who adhere labels to people so they can be neatly tucked away into the appropriate box. I find little in common with people who define themselves by their occupation. My experiences have found people with those traits often schedule their lives around syndicate programming and do little more than work and watch tv - hardly worth living, if that's what you want to call it. I'm always up for meeting new faces and going places I've never been. An entire world exists out there, stories to be heard and experiences to be had, the day I no longer want to explore it I'll be dead ....or hoping that someone calls Dr. Kevorkian to the rescue. In summary, I may be a little angry with the world but that anger stems from frequent disappointments with it's inhabitants. ....damn it - that's a hell of a lot better than what I said before - amazing what simple word choice can do. ;)

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Strangers, the guy at the end of the bar, the homeless prostitute, weird random people, people with something to say, people I can talk to (that includes feedback) when discussing ...anything - just talk to me, people who realize my talking to them does NOT mean I want to fuck them, people who aren't about bullshit but rather those who get fired up about things that are important, imporant to the world as a whole not just about what effects them directly, a person who knows how to listen .. I mean really listen not just wait for their turn to talk, people who are capable of discussing things aside from television and / or their job, thinkers, talkers, drinkers, pool players, poets, writers, cynics, angry boys (who know why and have good reason to be so pissed off) lovers, fighters, people raging with passionate fires, those who cheer for the underdog, those who have a presence when they enter the room and leave a void in their absence, boys who cuss a lot but know when to refrain, independent thinkers, those who are curious about the world and those who populate it, people who are willing to try new things, see new places, meet new people, people who get it.I could lead a perfectly happy life without meeting the following; plastic people, those who define themselves by their possessions or their occupation, the 'white tennis shoe guy', the guy who wears baseball caps w/ sports teams on it, herders, bigots, heartless bastards, stupid bitches, people who just want to get laid, or the worst of the bunch - the apathetic. .... I could also live without the "cool-ness" / music snobs ...yeah, cause I give a fuck who played what in (insert obsecure underground 90's band) who later broke off and played with (insert some other random band) and I wonder why the hell you do?

My Blog

I probably shouldn't be doing this ...

Writing with 4 glasses of wine in me...but whatever... Ya know what I love about people? They are soooo fucked up! Myself included... but DAMN IT! I'm not THAT fucked up! Prison is an experience,...
Posted by on Thu, 07 Sep 2006 23:26:00 GMT

Funny ol' world isn't it?

The last entry I had spoke of my rather short employment with a publishing company. How I bemoaned & whined & BITCHED...and in hindsight it doesn't hold a candle to PRISON! What a spoiled, rot...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Jul 2006 21:19:00 GMT

Been awhile

Yes, it has been awhile. My absence has partially been for good, warm fuzzie reasons...hmmm... :) and some not so warm fuzzy reasons - more like blood-sucking imprisonment to this abomination of life ...
Posted by on Tue, 15 Jun 2004 15:40:00 GMT

Correction & partial explanation

In a previous entry I described myself as being completely infatuated, but that was not the correct wording. No, no, it's nothing that ...simple or flippant. Nope, nothing of the sort, it's so very mu...
Posted by on Wed, 07 Apr 2004 05:53:00 GMT

Good news I forgot

I am soooooo very happy! I have an interview tomorrow w/ the Medical Examiner's Office! It's a part time position as a field agent, which entails collecting information about the unattended death & ph...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Mar 2004 05:32:00 GMT

I really am crazy

So is it wrong to be completely infatuated with someone you've never met? And that his current situation would divert most "normal" people from even making his acquantance? And that your actions could...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Mar 2004 05:21:00 GMT

I don't know how I feel about this

What Famous Leader Are You?personality tests by similarminds.com If this little test is accurate it's no wonder people always tell me I'm scary!
Posted by on Sun, 28 Mar 2004 19:31:00 GMT

Either I'm really old or ...

Okay, so I go looking around on this sight, just checking different things out and there are some definite repetions in themes. I guess I'm not that fucking cool. Especially some of the SHIT these gir...
Posted by on Thu, 25 Mar 2004 14:03:00 GMT

about last night

I don't know why I went off about that garbage, you'd think I'd be desensitized to it by now. And in truth the night wasn't all that bad, I actually had a decent evening ...I don't know what happened ...
Posted by on Thu, 18 Mar 2004 22:30:00 GMT

If they only knew....

It's St. Patrick's Day, and in his honor I must go drink at least 1 Guiness to commemorate the day. So, of course I went to the Londoner for a pint,... or two... three - OKAY fine, four pints .... (I'...
Posted by on Thu, 18 Mar 2004 03:44:00 GMT